Disability
dating.
I may have made you aware on this website that I used to work for Royal Wolverhampton Mencap from October 2007 to May 2011. Back in 2008 I helped Mencap set up a project called Mates to Dates. Mates to Date lasted for about a year or two before it run out of funding in 2009. People with disabilities and health problems got talking to a person each like themselves round the tables. In a matter of a week or two we told them the results of if anyone they spoke to want to be a friend to them or wanted to have date with them, then they would give their results of how they felt towards them. If two people felt the same way then it was a match. Now it has been too long to remember how many people dated when we were doing the Mates to Dates project. It could have been possible that some people were mates to start off with then they became lovers. I accept that’s something we will never know.
Another thing I seem to remember is to transport was one a big problem to a lot of people. I remember one member had booked Ring and Ride. Our event started at 4.00pm and finished at 6.00pm, Ring and Ride couldn’t pick her up till 7.00pm. Lucky enough she could cope with catching the buses otherwise staff would have had to stop with her until Ring and Ride came to pick her up.
We must be aware that there are plenty of vulnerable people who are stuck at home not having any social lives because society has wrapped them up in cotton wool due to safety. As there isn't enough funding to get a lot of these people they are more than likely stuck at home.
Safety is important but it’s not good to not get out and about. We all need to live our lives no matter who we are but we need to know that we have support if we need it. Even though I am one of the lucky people it doesn’t mean that I don’t think of the unlucky people.
Safety is important but it’s not good to not get out and about. We all need to live our lives no matter who we are but we need to know that we have support if we need it. Even though I am one of the lucky people it doesn’t mean that I don’t think of the unlucky people.
Everyone has to be careful anyway when things are new to them in their lives but when you have disabilities and health problems you are more vunable to risk in society in all issues of life. There needs to be a balance of safety and support because everyone should have rights to live their lives that includes people with disabilities, health problems and old people. No one should be wrapped up in cotton wool and told what to do, even though we all have to go by most rules whether we have disabilities or not like for example the law. It’s just that society sees vulnerable people too easy going so we are put more at risk and wrapped up in cotton wool.
This can include old people as well as people disabilities and health problems but with the right support people like us should be able to live equal lives. Whether we have these problems or not we all need help with something at times but yourself in our shoe. How would you like to get on the phone to ask for near enough or everything you and want to do. You wouldn't would you. You would feel a pain to others and you would feel useless. well how do you think we feel?
This can include old people as well as people disabilities and health problems but with the right support people like us should be able to live equal lives. Whether we have these problems or not we all need help with something at times but yourself in our shoe. How would you like to get on the phone to ask for near enough or everything you and want to do. You wouldn't would you. You would feel a pain to others and you would feel useless. well how do you think we feel?
A lot of social event are or and have cut back due to funding. There’s a big worry that a lot of people are lacking friendships and relationships due down very little money and many can’t get out without support. Some people have had cut down how often they see their carer or support worker or even stop their support all together. Some people haven’t even got family support. People with disabilities and health problems should have the rights to live equal lives to able people with the right support. The fact that these cutbacks are happening there are
worries that a lot of people with disabilities and health problems are going
online to find friendships and relationships, which is alright in one way but
not in another. It’s can be very riskily online because you can’t see the
person you are chatting to but then you can’t live your life in cotton wool
because of it. There needs to be a balance between safety and being
independent.
My
story.
Nearly six years ago I slit up from my ex boyfriend. We
were on and off for 13 and half years so the break up knocked me about for a
long time. I let go on too long. I loved him too much at time to a point when
it did finish for good I found it hard to trust other men for a long time.
When I was working for Royal Wolverhampton Mencap helping
out with Speed dating project called Mates to Dates I tried it out myself.
People who I spoke to on there I wanted to be friends with, there wasn’t anyone
who I wanted to date because I realised I was finding it hard to trust. I had
to have a lot of counselling to get over my last relationship.
In January 2013, it was about 3 years after Mates to
Dates ran out of funding I went on some Disabled dating sites but no one at
first interested me to be a mate let a lone a date.
I wasn’t even
still thinking about relationship at point I didn’t even think another
relationship would start all I thought about at that point was making friends.
It was only on this one Disabled dating site I got chatting this one guy I
seemed to have a bit in common with not just with our disabilities but music,
art and computers.
The more we got chatting the more we were growing to like
one another at the same time it was hard because of it been new and not knowing
one another. I wish I would have told my Mother sooner that what I did. As soon
as she found out she was very worried and told me to wait until she came back
from American before I could meet him.
I’d be honest to say that I was worried after I told Mum
to think he wouldn’t want be friends with me because of me telling my Mum. No
I was wrong he was a gentleman he waited until my Mum was free to come with me
on the date. For his patience my Mum took us out for lunch on the date then
left us on our own. Now our feelings are growing even more towards one another
but we are still taking it very slowly. We had our next date all on
our own on the 10th May till the 13th May 2013.
Disability dating
tips.
Socialising.
Mencap understand the
worries families, parents and carers have over people with disabilities. Mencap
know that there are still a big majority of people with disabilities who
haven’t got a great deal going in their lives very often because they are over
protected. There needs to be a balance between keeping people with disabilities
safe and letting them live their own lives.
Majority of us who have been in friendships and relationships have been
victims of people who we have trusted to be our friends or and partners least
once in our lives. Whether we have disabilities being a victim of crime isn’t
nice. There again life is about learning so you don't know what people are like unless you get to know them otherwise you will never learn or have a life. Safety is important for everyone but people with learning disabilities
and health problems are more easily lead, people like us can easily be taken advange of but we should have the rights to live equal lives to other people . Sometimes society can over project us
far too much to a point we are wrapped up in cotton wool.
Even people with disabilities know we have to
accept that life is not perfect otherwise it would be boring. There again we
can't live in fear that everything is going to be bad. The world would be a
very boring place if things were just good all the while or just bad all the
while. You don't need to have disabilities and health problems face being a victim
of crime more than able people. Nine out of ten times people with disabilities
are seen as victims more because we are slower than other people and we seem
weaker than able people to what other people see. Sadly what we are strong in other people don't see.
It's like I have said in one of my reports, more support staff are needed
in Britain so people with disabilities can have equal lives to other people as
possible but with the right support. A lot of people are finding it hard to
keep their support now due to the cuts, which is making it very hard for a lot
of people with disabilities and health problems to live their lives. We want
people with disabilities to live their lives how they want but we also we want
them to be safe too. Please email your comments to me my email address is
sarajgorman@gmail.com thank you very much.
Supporting Rights
Society tends to turns it's self way from all races one way or the
other. People with disabilities are just one of the races that faces
discriminate by society how people are discriminate is depending on the kind of
races they have. If you are a lot races the more stress you have to face I
guess. We all have to face discriminate in difference ways.
People with disabilities are also human beings, most relationships and friendship break up but if the break up is about race, why lead someone on in the first place? There again the people who have a problem with race should be honest. You will make things a lot worse by fibbing to them. The truth may not be good news to the person you are telling. For eg: white people refusing to have relationships with coloured people because of their colour or even the other way round.
People with disabilities are also human beings, most relationships and friendship break up but if the break up is about race, why lead someone on in the first place? There again the people who have a problem with race should be honest. You will make things a lot worse by fibbing to them. The truth may not be good news to the person you are telling. For eg: white people refusing to have relationships with coloured people because of their colour or even the other way round.
Nine out ten people can never pick a partner to
please their families. Not many of us please our families agree with our first
love. We all get told one way or the other that the person will hurt us. More
often than not families are always right? Very rare they are wrong. When you
have a learning disability, it feels as if you seem to pick the wrong partner
even more so because all these barriers are around you more so.
When it comes to being single, it can be a lack of loneliness for everyone but then a relief of freedom when you have been with the same person for years like I have in my last relationship I have just come out of this year. There's always that fear of been on your own if you leave that person, then you learn you have done the right thing if you walk away. I used to if I leave him that would be it; no one else would want me. This was because it was as if I could never make me him happy so I thought I was never going be good enough for anyone else. I also learned to love him so much but now I don't love him anymore.
When it comes to being single, it can be a lack of loneliness for everyone but then a relief of freedom when you have been with the same person for years like I have in my last relationship I have just come out of this year. There's always that fear of been on your own if you leave that person, then you learn you have done the right thing if you walk away. I used to if I leave him that would be it; no one else would want me. This was because it was as if I could never make me him happy so I thought I was never going be good enough for anyone else. I also learned to love him so much but now I don't love him anymore.
That was just the problem I had was wondering
whether I could trust another man. I kept on fearing that I'd get hurt again. I
have now learned that life is full of risks whatever you do. If you don't keep
trying, you will keep on fearing everything and thinking about bad things until
it haunts you. Never build your hopes up on anything though.
I feel more of a stronger person now. I think I understand now that my disability for eg; may not have been all reasons for my relationships to have broken down. Many of my ex boyfriends have had disabilities. The strange thing is though when I went to special schools many children put one another down because of their disabilities and bullied each other.
I feel more of a stronger person now. I think I understand now that my disability for eg; may not have been all reasons for my relationships to have broken down. Many of my ex boyfriends have had disabilities. The strange thing is though when I went to special schools many children put one another down because of their disabilities and bullied each other.
We all know having a
partner is not a big deal but it is a big deal to people who have never had the
chance to fall in love if they want to. Some people like to stay on their own because
they can't stand the thought of getting hurt. When it comes to people with
disabilities, it always seems like we can't get relationships because of our
disabilities or there is a feeling when relationships end, they end because of
our disabilities. People with disabilities should be given the same rights as
people without but those rights should support. We as people with disabilities
know that not all people without disabilities discriminate us. Not all the
world is black and white. We have come a long way in society to what we used to
be but we still have a long way to go.
You just always feel as if you’re in the wrong all the while, you feel useless and as if you have failed. I don't want people with disabilities to feel about their selves the way I used to feel about myself. I don't wish that on anyone. I want to know that relationships that don't work out are just not meant to be. It took me years to understand that but better later than never.
I feel more of a stronger person now. I think I understand now that my disability for eg; may not have been all reasons for my relationships to have broken down. Many of my ex boyfriends have had disabilities. The strange thing is though when I went to special schools many children put one another down because of their disabilities and bullied each other.
I wanted to marry and have children when I was a child and teenager. In
the 70s and 80s when I was growing up marriage was a common thing. Very few
people with children were single. My Mother was one the very few single parent
families in the 70s. I guess this made children think at that time think that
marriage was the main part of an adult life. Children hoped to marry when they
grew up the same as the adults around them. It was not easy to be a single
parent in the 70s as my Mum found. As a child it's hard understand that things
change when you become adults.
I have had relationships through my adult life but never been married. No more different to many people. I have had failed relationships as they do in the end. I have been one of the very few lucky people with disabilities to learn about what it's like to have relationships feel like, even though I have been hurt in the end. It's happened so many times now that I think what will be will be. If there's anything I have learned in this life that there is no Cinderella and Prince Charming. I am no Cinderella; I know very well I won't meet Prince Charming. I think I've learned that a long time ago, it hit me hard when I found out. We can all dream. I am not saying that everyone is unlucky to not meet that special someone for life but very few are.
We are human being who should have as many rights and choices the same as people without disabilities with the right support. Some people with disabilities need more support than others in all different areas of life. We understand due to our disabilities that we take longer to learn, it can be a lot of hard work. Having disabilities can happen to anyone, it could have been you. You will never know what it feels like to be left out unless you have disabilities.
We all understand that we can't have everything we want. Never think people with disabilities are any different in that respect. It mostly seems to be the things we can't have is because of our disabilities. We all have dreams, feelings and thoughts just like you do. We are human beings just like you are, please don't you forget it!
Many of us dream of different things like marrying and having children, which more often than not does not happen or not many marriage. Eg; many of people with disabilities are not even given the chance to see what marriage is like.
If you are an able person.
No one can force you to stay if you don't want to but if you really can't cope, don't be angry with the person, like I have said it's not their fault. Don't say! I can't be bothered; you will be too much hard work for me.
Try to look at more things than just the
disability. The person may have a walking and speech disability but they may be
a very smart dress person. With giving yourself time to understand what he or
she is say they may tell you more interesting than what you past dates have
told who have more than likely not had disabilities. This person with
disabilities may be a lot nicer than the people you have been out without.
We understand that there is no any easy way of telling someone you don't feel the same as them without upsetting them. The best thing you can do is be honest: the worse thing you can do is make them feel useless, helpless and hopeless. Think about how you would like to be spoken to if you had disabilities.
You will have more chance of your date working out, if you dress nicely, bath, shower, shave, smell nice and may be a bit of make - up. It's good to look nice anyway. If a person without disabilities is your date, you will never know what they will be like towards you. For eg; a walking and speech disability is well noticed. By making sure yourself look nice, they could be more change of the person accepting you as you are. There again it may be someone with a disability. Without been rude, if you are lucky enough to get a kiss. Not I am get worried about that too; you’re not the only one, try not to dribble as you kiss. You never know it may turn out you may not be interested in them. There us worrying about how people without disabilities are towards us. Enjoy your date, what will be, will be. Plenty more fish in the sea if it's not to be.
An Example of a reason why many people with disabilities lose relationships or they can't find lovefor eg, the most common reason for people with disabilities to lose the people we love is that we are a danger to society. Most people without disabilities want a marriage and a family for eg; so do people with disabilities. Nine out of ten times, people without disabilities cannot be bothered to support their partners with disabilities or even sort out support. If that's what they really want and they really love their us can all find it hard to be able to control how we feel? You may not have run out of love for the person you have lost but they may partners with disabilities. We know it takes time, hard work and a lot of money but they would do whatever it takes be with someone who wants the same and what means a lot to them. That does not mean that I am saying marriage and children is all there is to life. It's an example of a reason why many people disabilities either can't get relationships or lose them.
Be honest.
For the last year or so there's been a big credit crunch, now it's getting worse. A lot of things have cut back not just things for people with disabilities. The more things that do cut back, there will be nothing left of the country. Mates to Dates have cut back and Circle of Friends is either cutting back or already has.
Majority of people with disabilities find it hard to meet with all kinds of people including people like ourselves. These are the same thoughts when majority of us with disabilities want a little love in our lives. So, next time you are out think about the hard time majority of people with disabilities are having. Majority of us get bullied, ignored, misunderstood or and picked on. Society needs to accept us the same as other people. Society seems to turn a majority of us away because we seem and look different to other people. We would like to be accepted in society the same as other people. People with disabilities are human being just like you are.
It's not very often we can
find love at the end of the night as single people. Love is not every thing in life.
People with disabilities need chances to live their lives equal to able people
with the right support. We only live once let us make the most of our
lives just like you. Why are we here if we can’t live our lives? We understand
that we can't live our lives how we want alone but we can with the right
support. Everyone no matter whom or what they are should have the rights to
live their own lives as long as it’s not a danger to themselves and or others.
It shouldn’t make any difference whatever race a person is eg; learning
disability. People with disabilities and health problems understand that we
need support but we don’t want to be over controlled by society. We understand
we all have different disabilities and health problems so we all need support
in different ways.
Mostly people with disabilities tend to be over protected from a lot of
areas in their lives; relationships can be one of them for most people. To
break the barriers and give people with disabilities the right support so we
have choices and we are not being controlled by society.
When it comes to being single, it can be a lack
of loneliness for everyone but then a relief of freedom when you have been with
the same person for years like I have in my last relationship I have just come
out of this year. There's always that fear of been on your own if you leave
that person, then you learn you have done the right thing if you walk away. I
used to if I leave him that would be it; no one else would want me. This was
because it was as if I could never make me him happy so I thought I was never
going be good enough for anyone else. I also learned to love him so much but
now I don't love him anymore.
That was just the problem I had was wondering
whether I could trust another man. I kept on fearing that I'd get hurt again. I
have now learned that life is full of risks whatever you do. If you don't keep
trying, you will keep on fearing everything and thinking about bad can make you
more of a stronger person now. I think I understand now that my disability for
eg; may not have been all reasons for my relationships to have broken down.
Many of my ex boyfriends have had disabilities. The strange thing is though
when I went to special schools many children put one another down because of their disabilities and bullied
each other.
You just always feel as if you’re in the wrong all the while, you feel useless and as if you have failed. I don't want people with disabilities to feel about their selves the way I used to feel about myself. I don't wish that on anyone. I want to know that relationships that don't work out are just not meant to be. It took me years to understand that but better later than never.
When it comes to relationship break - ups or
for people who have never had a relationship or even friendships in their lives
it can be hard. When you have learning disabilities you can be misunderstood.
This can happen to all if not most people who can now and then be
misunderstood. People with disabilities can be mostly misunderstood. Try to
remember those who have not got disabilities, you could have had disabilities.
How would you have coped? Not an easy question to answer if you have not got
disabilities. Childhood memories tend to haunt a lot of us. Never build your
hopes up on anything though.
I feel more of a stronger person now. I think I understand now that my disability for eg; may not have been all reasons for my relationships to have broken down. Many of my ex boyfriends have had disabilities. The strange thing is though when I went to special schools many children put one another down because of their disabilities and bullied each other.
You just always feel as if you’re in the wrong
all the while, you feel useless and as if you have failed. I don't want people
with disabilities to feel about their selves the way I used to feel about
myself. I don't wish that on anyone. I want to know that relationships that
don't work out are just not meant to be. It took me years to understand that
but better later than never.
Dreams, feelings
and thoughts.
We have had dreams,
feelings and thoughts. Whether we get or it lasts is a difference thing.
Most things may not last but at least most people get chances in life. Not many people do get chances. You don't need to have learning disabilities to not have those chances or have those chances taken away from you. A lot of people with disabilities get put down or and left out. We look and think different to people without disabilities. Really we are just a bit slower than people without disabilities.
Most things may not last but at least most people get chances in life. Not many people do get chances. You don't need to have learning disabilities to not have those chances or have those chances taken away from you. A lot of people with disabilities get put down or and left out. We look and think different to people without disabilities. Really we are just a bit slower than people without disabilities.
I have had relationships through my adult life but never been married. No more different to many people. I have had failed relationships as they do in the end. I have been one of the very few lucky people with disabilities to learn about what it's like to have relationships feel like, even though I have been hurt in the end. It's happened so many times now that I think what will be will be. If there's anything I have learned in this life that there is no Cinderella and Prince Charming. I am no Cinderella; I know very well I won't meet Prince Charming. I think I've learned that a long time ago, it hit me hard when I found out. We can all dream. I am not saying that everyone is unlucky to not meet that special someone for life but very few are.
When it comes to being a person with a
disability, I know I have said in the report' DISABILITIES, FRIENDSHIP AND
LOVE, people should be honest about the way they feel about people with
disabilities as human beings. Having said that the reasons are not always
because of our disabilities. There could be other reasons too. We are not
alone, a lot of people without disabilities unsuccessful relationships too.
People with disabilities should have their rights supported.
Alright I have taken stick about not been able
children because of my disability, I never understood why. That is not the only
thing I understand, today's world is not a nice world to bring children into. I
guess most people need to have children to keep the world going round. You
can't bring them up how you were bough up so they can get themselves into all
kinds of stick and give you all kinds of things to worry about.
Disability,
friendship and love.
Growing up into the big
wide world is hard enough as it is. When you have disabilities the world an
even bigger place. It's as if it over crowds you. It does not feel as if your
rights and chances have not been given to you and or taken away from you. Life
is full of barriers without having disabilities. Barriers over stop your rights
and chances you want. We need to be strong enough to fight those changes and
right, don't let them get to you! Everyone has to live with some barriers but
people's disabilities are made to be helpless, useless and hopeless 99% of our
lives. Our disabilities seem to like the reason why and why not in the case may
be. People with disabilities get and feel let down by society.
No matter how hard life is, generations change. Some things change for
better other things change for worse. Change is a big thing for everybody but
even bigger for people with disabilities. When things change for the better, it
can be as much as big change as a bad when it's not accepted. Time is our world
like it is yours. We need to make sense of the world just like you do. No
matter how hard we work to make life easy for ourselves and one another that
include you as well. We don't seem to make it any easier to make sense of the
world, do we?
Whether we have a disability or not, we hate been misunderstood and we
hate misunderstanding people. This does not just happen in friendship and love
it can happen in everything. If I am honest I have been one of the lucky ones
to be able to have friendship and love. That does not mean that I don't look
out for the people who have not had the chances to have friendship, love and
that applies to everything in life.
It's better to be lost in love than not to be loved at all. How ever long love lasts, some people have not been lucky enough to try it in the first place. It's bad enough not knowing what to except anyway but when it comes to your first date when you have disabilities, it's even more scary, believe me. You can be scared of scaring people away because of your disabilities. People can look at you as if you are thick so they tend to misunderstand you as a person.
It's better to be lost in love than not to be loved at all. How ever long love lasts, some people have not been lucky enough to try it in the first place. It's bad enough not knowing what to except anyway but when it comes to your first date when you have disabilities, it's even more scary, believe me. You can be scared of scaring people away because of your disabilities. People can look at you as if you are thick so they tend to misunderstand you as a person.
We are human being who should have as many rights and choices the same as people without disabilities with the right support. Some people with disabilities need more support than others in all different areas of life. We understand due to our disabilities that we take longer to learn, it can be a lot of hard work. Having disabilities can happen to anyone, it could have been you. You will never know what it feels like to be left out unless you have disabilities.
We all understand that we can't have everything we want. Never think people with disabilities are any different in that respect. It mostly seems to be the things we can't have is because of our disabilities. We all have dreams, feelings and thoughts just like you do. We are human beings just like you are, please don't you forget it!
Many of us dream of different things like marrying and having children, which more often than not does not happen or not many marriage. Eg; many of people with disabilities are not even given the chance to see what marriage is like.
Always tell the person a bit about your
disabilities so they know what to expect of you. Explain more about what
disabilities are and what it feels like to have disabilities. Try to tell them
how to cope with disabilities. Tell them to accept you as you are or not at all.
Give them their choices, show them you are strong and do tell them that they
will lose out if they don't accept you as you are, you are a human being too.
If they walk out they will lose out not you.If you like the person who has turned you away because of your disabilities, it may take time to come to terms with them hurting your feelings. There's someone out there for everybody, plenty more fish in the sea.
If they walk out they will lose out not you.If you like the person who has turned you away because of your disabilities, it may take time to come to terms with them hurting your feelings. There's someone out there for everybody, plenty more fish in the sea.
If you are an able person.
Dating.
When I have gone out on a date. I never minded whether It was a blind date, I can cope with the person been unknown but not the place. I have been on many dates but I get worried when I am meeting someone new. I like to know there are people in the background that I do know. Pubs and cafes are the places I go to the most and I am seen by people I know the most.
I am not a person who just goes with anyone. Having had damaging relationships in the past, I like to get to know first for a long time then see whether I want an relationship with them or not. It does not matter to me though whether they have disabilities or not. There's more than one thing about everybody. This is how I met my male friend.
When I have gone out on a date. I never minded whether It was a blind date, I can cope with the person been unknown but not the place. I have been on many dates but I get worried when I am meeting someone new. I like to know there are people in the background that I do know. Pubs and cafes are the places I go to the most and I am seen by people I know the most.
I am not a person who just goes with anyone. Having had damaging relationships in the past, I like to get to know first for a long time then see whether I want an relationship with them or not. It does not matter to me though whether they have disabilities or not. There's more than one thing about everybody. This is how I met my male friend.
Not everyone is like me though, we are all
different, and it would be boring we were all the same. We must always think
each others' feelings, everyone likes dates different one another. It's even
better start if you are both happy with how the date is set out, it's a better
match if you both comfortable.
If you are a person without disabilities who has turned a person down because of their disabilities. Try to think about how you would feel if you were in their shoes.
If you are a person without disabilities who has turned a person down because of their disabilities. Try to think about how you would feel if you were in their shoes.
Dating tips.
Eg; let’s just say date someone with a walking disability, what you will need to understand there is more to the person. Before you start to say, “I don't like him or her." Take a bit time to hear to know them. If you still don't like what you hear and see then leave. Before you leave bare in mind that the person has not don't anything wrong, they disabilities that they can't help.
You find out they have speech problems, take time to listen to them. If you find it hard to understand what they are saying give yourselves both time. If they have a support worker they may be able to write down what the say but if the person can write clearer than they can speak, then that's one less thing to worry about.
I know it's not very private date if they need so much support but by them having a support worker it could help to make them understood to you. Think about how be embarrassing it will be for that person if he and she can't make themselves understood. If the date does work out may be you can learn how understand other people with these disabilities so you can one day understand person.
Eg; let’s just say date someone with a walking disability, what you will need to understand there is more to the person. Before you start to say, “I don't like him or her." Take a bit time to hear to know them. If you still don't like what you hear and see then leave. Before you leave bare in mind that the person has not don't anything wrong, they disabilities that they can't help.
You find out they have speech problems, take time to listen to them. If you find it hard to understand what they are saying give yourselves both time. If they have a support worker they may be able to write down what the say but if the person can write clearer than they can speak, then that's one less thing to worry about.
I know it's not very private date if they need so much support but by them having a support worker it could help to make them understood to you. Think about how be embarrassing it will be for that person if he and she can't make themselves understood. If the date does work out may be you can learn how understand other people with these disabilities so you can one day understand person.
No one can force you to stay if you don't want to but if you really can't cope, don't be angry with the person, like I have said it's not their fault. Don't say! I can't be bothered; you will be too much hard work for me.
Do say! I don't know anything about people with
disabilities, I can't cope.
Just may be the person with disabilities will tell you how cope. If you don't ask then it's your lose not there's. Give them and yourself time to get to know one another. That person has more about them than just their disabilities no more different to if you were dating someone without disabilities. You just need to take a bit more time that's all. Explain to the support worker if the person is finding it hard to understand you.
Just may be the person with disabilities will tell you how cope. If you don't ask then it's your lose not there's. Give them and yourself time to get to know one another. That person has more about them than just their disabilities no more different to if you were dating someone without disabilities. You just need to take a bit more time that's all. Explain to the support worker if the person is finding it hard to understand you.
We understand that there is no any easy way of telling someone you don't feel the same as them without upsetting them. The best thing you can do is be honest: the worse thing you can do is make them feel useless, helpless and hopeless. Think about how you would like to be spoken to if you had disabilities.
If you someone does not have the same feelings
as you do, it's not very easy for them to tell you so. If you have a disability,
you may need and want some support in case your date tells you something you
don't want to hear. There should not be any harm in having that support if you
want and need it.
You must remember when you first meet, either of you have not had the chance to do anything wrong. Ask and tell one another the easy things for eg; each others' name, where you both come from and so on. Bear in mind that society tends to push people disabilities away. People with disabilities are very often used to been let down but they do get fed up with it. Please except them to be a bit more worried than mainly if they have not got a clue that they are going to see. They could be scared about it if they haven't been dated before or and their past dates have been let downs because of their disabilities. They may need you to tell them to say now ask me something now. This is because everything could new to both of you not just the person with the disabilities.
You must remember when you first meet, either of you have not had the chance to do anything wrong. Ask and tell one another the easy things for eg; each others' name, where you both come from and so on. Bear in mind that society tends to push people disabilities away. People with disabilities are very often used to been let down but they do get fed up with it. Please except them to be a bit more worried than mainly if they have not got a clue that they are going to see. They could be scared about it if they haven't been dated before or and their past dates have been let downs because of their disabilities. They may need you to tell them to say now ask me something now. This is because everything could new to both of you not just the person with the disabilities.
You will have more chance of your date working out, if you dress nicely, bath, shower, shave, smell nice and may be a bit of make - up. It's good to look nice anyway. If a person without disabilities is your date, you will never know what they will be like towards you. For eg; a walking and speech disability is well noticed. By making sure yourself look nice, they could be more change of the person accepting you as you are. There again it may be someone with a disability. Without been rude, if you are lucky enough to get a kiss. Not I am get worried about that too; you’re not the only one, try not to dribble as you kiss. You never know it may turn out you may not be interested in them. There us worrying about how people without disabilities are towards us. Enjoy your date, what will be, will be. Plenty more fish in the sea if it's not to be.
Tips for people without disabilities.
You can talk to us on a date not much different to talking to people without disabilities. Ask us questions about hobbies, interests and etc. We will answer them and ask you.
Ups and downs.
This person has a disability, ok that seems too much for you to cope with. You must think about being honest with them without making them feel bad about themselves. I understand it's hard to do but if the feelings you both have are opposite, this where you have to be careful if you don't feel the same way. It's bad enough turning someone without disabilities down.
You can talk to us on a date not much different to talking to people without disabilities. Ask us questions about hobbies, interests and etc. We will answer them and ask you.
Ups and downs.
This person has a disability, ok that seems too much for you to cope with. You must think about being honest with them without making them feel bad about themselves. I understand it's hard to do but if the feelings you both have are opposite, this where you have to be careful if you don't feel the same way. It's bad enough turning someone without disabilities down.
It is hard for everyone as it is when it comes
to ending a relationship and facing someone finishing with you. Like I have
said before it's even more
of a blow when you have not been given the
chance to see what love is like in the first place.
When you are in love your mind is somewhere else and when a relationship
breaks up, your mind is somewhere else. It can take a long time to come to
terms with an ended relationship.
The stress of losing someone you love can hit you as it is. It can make you feel ill. It's like the end of the world. In fact it get's to the stage with most people like it did with me that you don't want to live.
The stress of losing someone you love can hit you as it is. It can make you feel ill. It's like the end of the world. In fact it get's to the stage with most people like it did with me that you don't want to live.
Stress is bad for everyone; in fact stress is
the worse killer for every one of all. In today's world the credits crunch the
worse stress of all. Relationships can break up over money problem, which was
one of the reasons for my last relationship having broken up. Stress is bad
enough for everyone but people with disabilities and health problems it can
stress out or even kill us twice as quick. Relationships break up can be one of
the hard things to cope with until you learn how to come to terms with it. My
reason for writing this piece of writing is to help people with disabilities to
cope with the stresses of losing relationships and the joys of gaining
relationships.
For eg; There are important things to deal with
and things into need been done in quick time limits. You need support to get
them done and we just can't get support for whatever reason why. We get
worried, worked up; we can't help it and its part of our disability.
In one of the Mencap reports, it says people with disabilities are 85 times likely to die under the age of 50 compared to people without disabilities. Four times as many people with disabilities die of preventable compared yet again to people without disabilities. Stress in unavoidable to everyone that includes people with disabilities but it does not help us. If you would like to read more about people with disabilities on another site. WWW.mencap.org.uk/page or just try without the page.
In one of the Mencap reports, it says people with disabilities are 85 times likely to die under the age of 50 compared to people without disabilities. Four times as many people with disabilities die of preventable compared yet again to people without disabilities. Stress in unavoidable to everyone that includes people with disabilities but it does not help us. If you would like to read more about people with disabilities on another site. WWW.mencap.org.uk/page or just try without the page.
Moving on.
I have run out of love for you. Take your time to come to terms with it. My advice is to get out and mix with people. If you start to like or even become fond of someone, don't rush in feet first get to know them first. It would be better if you could meet someone who has been through relationship breaks ups not much different to yourself. If that personfeels the same towards you, may be you could have a very close friendship. Never build your hopes that it could turn into a relationship but never say never.
I have run out of love for you. Take your time to come to terms with it. My advice is to get out and mix with people. If you start to like or even become fond of someone, don't rush in feet first get to know them first. It would be better if you could meet someone who has been through relationship breaks ups not much different to yourself. If that personfeels the same towards you, may be you could have a very close friendship. Never build your hopes that it could turn into a relationship but never say never.
An Example of a reason why many people with disabilities lose relationships or they can't find lovefor eg, the most common reason for people with disabilities to lose the people we love is that we are a danger to society. Most people without disabilities want a marriage and a family for eg; so do people with disabilities. Nine out of ten times, people without disabilities cannot be bothered to support their partners with disabilities or even sort out support. If that's what they really want and they really love their us can all find it hard to be able to control how we feel? You may not have run out of love for the person you have lost but they may partners with disabilities. We know it takes time, hard work and a lot of money but they would do whatever it takes be with someone who wants the same and what means a lot to them. That does not mean that I am saying marriage and children is all there is to life. It's an example of a reason why many people disabilities either can't get relationships or lose them.
A lot of people lose relationships, we agree.
It's the reasons behind them not the fact that it does happen. When it comes to
the same reason in each relationship your in and out the case may be, how
strange is it? Mainly when it feels like it because you have learning
disabilities.
There has always been that fear in my mind as I had to learn to live with in my life that I could not be a Mother than I would never be good enough for any man. Now they take me as I am or not at all. I used to feel useless and hopeless but not anymore. I am no baby machine; I am too old for that anyway. Why shouldn't younger people with disabilities have the rights I didn't have or should I say I didn't get, if that's what they want? (Shame on society.)
There has always been that fear in my mind as I had to learn to live with in my life that I could not be a Mother than I would never be good enough for any man. Now they take me as I am or not at all. I used to feel useless and hopeless but not anymore. I am no baby machine; I am too old for that anyway. Why shouldn't younger people with disabilities have the rights I didn't have or should I say I didn't get, if that's what they want? (Shame on society.)
Even if you are telling us something we don't want to hear, and then
please tell us the truth. Tell us that we are useless, helpless and hopeless
partners if that's what you think we are. Think about how you say it to us
though. Tell us what you want out of life, what it is what we can't give you?
What is there good about us? We understand that more relationships and
marriages end now than years ago. People need to be honest with people on the
reasons why they are ending a marriages and relationships. The barriers hurt people with
disabilities enough as it is. Not everything comes down to our disabilities.
Don't be afraid of how we react because it will be worse if you don't tell us
the truth. Don't make up a reason to hide the truth! Truth is what we want to
hear even though the reason hurts us.
Raising social
awareness for people without disabilities about people with.
Getting out and about can
be hard for anyone not just for people with disabilities. Due to people with
disabilities needing more support than people without, it can be hard for
people with disabilities to have our rights and choices. Having said that some
of us are luckier than others. Most people can't go out unless they are in
groups for eg; Circle of Friends and Mates to Dates supported by Mencap.
Transport also seems to be a big deal. Most families, carers and etc seem to be
more over project than they should be which any isn’t help to peoples'
independence. A lot of people like to make friends and relationships so do
people with disabilities. Everyone goes through risks in life so do people with
disabilities. Everyone needs to be strong to life so do people with
disabilities. Everyone needs money to go out so do people with disabilities.
There diffence can be that most people with disabilities need support to get
out and about. When you’re out spare a thought for those who can't get out and about without help.
For the last year or so there's been a big credit crunch, now it's getting worse. A lot of things have cut back not just things for people with disabilities. The more things that do cut back, there will be nothing left of the country. Mates to Dates have cut back and Circle of Friends is either cutting back or already has.
As I may be have told you early on in this site. My relationship broke up 13
and a half years ago, which was on and off. I still carried going to his house
every night for two years after the slit just as friends. It's turned out
things got that bad I found myself needing counselling to get myself on my feet
again plus my work is keeping me going as well. The last time I had
counselling, I was given a very interesting book to read called THE ASPERGER
LOVE GUIDE.’ We all know that people with disabilities find it very hard to find friendships and love to keep hold
of. We all know that a lot of relationships are not meant to last anyway even
in led people without but it can get bit too much when each one ends for the
reason of having disabilities. This book I am reading is a guide to help people
with disabilities cope with relationship and to help without disabilities cope
too when having partners who are Asperser. I would like to write a book called DISABILITIES, FRIENDSHIPS AND LOVE'
I would like to say why in my book why I think people disabilities find it hard
to make friends and relationships. People with disabilities also understand
that it can be hard for people without disabilities to make friendships and
relationships too.
Everyone needs to make friends.
Most people like to have lovers.
People with disabilities want to make friends too.
Most people with disabilities want to have someone to love just like most of you do.
Communication and understanding helps for us to get along together in life.
People with disabilities would like to teach people without how to communicate with us and how to understand us.
sarajgorman@googlemail.com or and Facebook sarajgorman@gmail.com, you are welcome to read Mencap's website on staying up late WWW. mencap.org.uk/stay plate. A lot of people with disabilities have complained about their evenings been too short for them because of their support workers finishing work. Some people with disabilities don't get out at all due to been controlled by carers, families and not enough support working staff.
Most people like to have lovers.
People with disabilities want to make friends too.
Most people with disabilities want to have someone to love just like most of you do.
Communication and understanding helps for us to get along together in life.
People with disabilities would like to teach people without how to communicate with us and how to understand us.
sarajgorman@googlemail.com or and Facebook sarajgorman@gmail.com, you are welcome to read Mencap's website on staying up late WWW. mencap.org.uk/stay plate. A lot of people with disabilities have complained about their evenings been too short for them because of their support workers finishing work. Some people with disabilities don't get out at all due to been controlled by carers, families and not enough support working staff.
Going Out?
Love and friendship is hard
to find and keep whether you have disabilities or not.Majority of people with disabilities find it hard to meet with all kinds of people including people like ourselves. These are the same thoughts when majority of us with disabilities want a little love in our lives. So, next time you are out think about the hard time majority of people with disabilities are having. Majority of us get bullied, ignored, misunderstood or and picked on. Society needs to accept us the same as other people. Society seems to turn a majority of us away because we seem and look different to other people. We would like to be accepted in society the same as other people. People with disabilities are human being just like you are.
Most people with disabilities find it hard to access transport.
Society, families and carers control the lives of majority people with disabilities in a loving way. There needs to be a balance between support needs and people with disabilities living our own lives by our choices.
Please post your views to sarajgorman@gmail.com Thank you.
Society, families and carers control the lives of majority people with disabilities in a loving way. There needs to be a balance between support needs and people with disabilities living our own lives by our choices.
Please post your views to sarajgorman@gmail.com Thank you.
Meeting someone.
For quite a while on this site I have been writing about chances and
barriers. Many people with disabilities are controlled by society. Some People
with disabilities are luckier than others; I am one of the lucky ones. Saying
that, my disability is very mild so when it comes down to the things I really
need help with I can't always get the support. I still look out for people who
are not as lucky as I am. I guess this can depend on what kind of disabilities
people have got. It's seems a shame that people have been looked down on in
that way, it bad that it’s still going on that way. There are all different
kinds of disabilities but we are all still human beings. My job is to support
people with all disabilities to see that they get the rights of their lives. It
is also my job to support families and carers to see the balances of support
and people living their own lives. To
see that these people get what they need as well as what they want. We want
people with disabilities to have more choice and control over their lives.
For quite a while on this site I have been writing about chances and
barriers. Many people with disabilities are controlled by society. Some People
with disabilities are luckier than others; I am one of the lucky ones. Saying
that, my disability is very mild so when it comes down to the things I really
need help with I can't always get the support. I still look out for people who
are not as lucky as I am. I guess this can depend on what kind of disabilities
people have got. It's seems a shame that people have been looked down on in
that way, it bad that it’s still going on that way. There are all different
kinds of disabilities but we are all still human beings. My job is to support
people with all disabilities to see that they get the rights of their lives. It
is also my job to support families and carers to see the balances of support
and people living their own lives. To
see that these people get what they need as well as what they want. We want
people with disabilities to have more choice and control over their lives.Love can be blind and wonderful at first.
Sometimes slowly and other times quickly love can go sour. How long you can
stand pain for is all according how much and how long you have loved that
person for. Love is a feeling that is hard to control. I have only just stopped
loving and feeling in love with someone after 13 years. It was hard to let go,
even though I should have walked out a long time before I did. I have learned
you have to get know someone for a long time before you get too close. I got
far too close far too soon. Even if you are very fond of someone just be on
your guide. It can take a very long time to trust again after been hurt.
Since I have been helping out at Mencap, they
have been helping me. I have been getting counselling to get myself back on my
feet again. I never thought I'd say this after 13 yrs that I don't love my ex
boyfriend anymore. I have moved on to learn to stop feeling in love with him
and to stop letting him hurt me. I am still coming to terms with it now but I
am better than I was. If you are in that situation whether you have a disability
or not may be you should try doing the same but in your own time.
Only because I am out of there getting on with my life, I still don't feel 100% me. I am still finding my feet; I am not going to rush into the next relationship if I ever fall in love again. What will be will be. As I have told you in the last report that I am having counselling because I still feel damaged. It can take a lot out of you for a long time.
Only because I am out of there getting on with my life, I still don't feel 100% me. I am still finding my feet; I am not going to rush into the next relationship if I ever fall in love again. What will be will be. As I have told you in the last report that I am having counselling because I still feel damaged. It can take a lot out of you for a long time.
Feeling alone.
Everyone has to cope
barriers in their own way. People with disabilities don't except to be treated
any different to people without. We have face barriers a lot in our lives
because society sees us a Health and Safety hazard. With the right support we
should be able to get through our lives as much as people without disabilities.
Society tries to make us feel useless, hopeless, helpless and guilty about the
way we are. We can't help having disabilities and health problems. We were
either born with disabilities and health problems or it happened during in our
lives. Learning disabilities can happen to anyone. No one understands until or
unless it happens to them. People need to learn how to understand us as human
beings and give us the right support. It is my job as as Learning Disability
Awareness Trainer to make sure that people with disabilities get the rights of
equal chances in life the same as people without disabilities with the right
support. People with disabilities need to have support for having choices and
control over our own lives so we don't feel useless and left out.
We don't have to feel lonely when we are without love and friendship. We feel lonely when society pushes us out of our rights we should have. Friendship and and love is one of the things we should be able to have rights to as much as people without disabilities. I guess it's too easy for mostpeople without disabilities to say." They must be use to it." That's not true but it is. We are use to it because we have had no choice. No, we are not use to it. We are fed up of society telling us what we can and cannot to do.
We don't have to feel lonely when we are without love and friendship. We feel lonely when society pushes us out of our rights we should have. Friendship and and love is one of the things we should be able to have rights to as much as people without disabilities. I guess it's too easy for mostpeople without disabilities to say." They must be use to it." That's not true but it is. We are use to it because we have had no choice. No, we are not use to it. We are fed up of society telling us what we can and cannot to do.
I remember as a child I felt like the odd one out in the world. For eg:
not understanding why I could not tie my shoe laces at ten and me saw children
of five who could tie theirs. As an adult now it does not seem like a big deal
now but at that time it was. Even though I spend a lot of my life in special
schools I was very unaware that the other children had disabilities but
different problems. If I am honest it took me years to understand that I had
disabilities that slowed me down. I was too slow understood why I was slow,
that's the reason why.
Even though I was surrounded by people with
disabilities in school, the world still seemed too big because our problems
were not the same. Yes, I know what you mean it would be boring if we were all
the same. Your right but change is not something you understand when you are
very young. There came a time I finely understood that I am not the only person
in the world with a disability. I so misunderstood so much before that I
accepted people with and without disabilities looking at me so strange that's
because to them I seemed different I guess. I do feel guilty I wish understood
that there were other people with disabilities too. Most people have worse
disabilities than me.
When it comes down to feeling a lone without a
partner, as I may have said something the same in one of my reports on this
site. Seeing couples walking round, you feel down because either you have
broken up with someone or you have never been in love. I guess many of you have
come across that kind of loneliness in your lives. That feeling of the whole
world being together. You feel alone you are not because you are not only
person in the world who is alone. There are plenty of lonely people.
The world seems like lonely places don’t you think? Do you find the world is hard to understand because I do? At the end of the day people with disabilities have to face no more than people without disabilities. Society just tends to turn us away because we need support, that's too much hard work for society.
The world seems like lonely places don’t you think? Do you find the world is hard to understand because I do? At the end of the day people with disabilities have to face no more than people without disabilities. Society just tends to turn us away because we need support, that's too much hard work for society.
This world seems even bigger for us to cope
with. We find it very hard for us to get used to change. Even if we move on or
try to, it can take us a long time to get use to that change due to our
disabilities and health problems. In many cases we are not any different to
people without disabilities. We are just might a bit more sensitive to stress
and we don't always find it very easy to take our minds off things that worry
and upset us. People with disabilities have lived their lives in control of
society. Many people without disabilities tend to think we don't have feelings
and we don't hurt. In fact we are strong and weak at the same time. We are weak
because we are fed up of been controlled by society but strong because in the
past we have not had no choices but to have our lives controlled. With the
right support we are no different to people without disabilities, we are human
beings like everyone else.
Becoming strong. This could be a piece of writing to make you feel strong if you are having a heart break or any other problems, whether you have disabilities or not.
Things were getting harder and harder everyday, it turned out it was not to be. I never thought I would see the day I would walk away. I used to make excuses to be with him. I loved him; I didn't feel strong enough to call it a day. In time I learned that nothing was going to change for the better. This is why I moved on. Many people who knew us both, I don't think they believed that I would leave him. I found it hard to stop loving him. Little did I understand that I was going to stop loving him but that did not happen until I moved on. This was because he could not make up his mind whether he wanted to carry on having a relationship with me or not. To me that was not good enough. I don't think he knew what he wanted from day to the next. I think I was too blind to know that. I loved him so much; I thought he loved me so much. May be he lied to himself and to me in the days he told me he loved me.
I was so stuck in the rut for years yet I put
myself there through love. (Should I say I was stuck in the mud?) For a many
years for some mad reason I thought the world of him. I even travelled to be
with him rain, hail, snow and even the sun. A lot of people have said he did
not understand how much I loved him. I think they were right. I think I was
wrong to think that he loved me as much as he could. Now it's hard to believe
that he ever did love me. It all seems too long ago to remember now. What I
have learned is, no matter how a person treats you; love keeps you hanging on
as long as it takes to run out.
Yet he broke my heart so badly, not long after I left him I started having
Yet he broke my heart so badly, not long after I left him I started having
relationship counselling to get my life back together
again, which Mencap have supported me with. Helping with Mencap has done
wonders for me. It has helped me look out for other people. It also helped come
to terms with the loss of my Nan two years ago as well as my relationship
break. Mencap has made me a stronger person than I was before. Thank you
Mencap.
When I was a younger person, I never thought I
was a strong person but now I think I have learned to believe in myself. Saying
that I believe I am strong enough to cope with whatever life throws at me but I
don't hold back on myself, I don't put up with anything off but I am no fool
anymore either. Most people tend to think people with disabilities are weak. We
fall down and get back up again as much as you do. We come to terms with heart
breaks as much as you do. We just might take longer than you do to come to
terms with it. When it comes to getting back on you feet anyway there is no
time limit, heart breaks take a lot out of everyone. Take your time to please
you whether you have a disabilities and health problems or not.
Friendships.
I know I have wrote a lot about relationships now I am going to some
work friendships. Compared to relationships to friendships.
When it comes to friendships and relationships, it's a free country or should be than what it used to be. There used to be a time when for eg; that gays were not accepted. This is part of the human race. Some races are people's own choices and other races are not people's own choice. Whether we chose our race or not we are what we and who we are. Eg; some people choose to be gay but they don't chose to have disabilities, it shouldn’t be seen as a crime though.
When it comes to friendships and relationships, it's a free country or should be than what it used to be. There used to be a time when for eg; that gays were not accepted. This is part of the human race. Some races are people's own choices and other races are not people's own choice. Whether we chose our race or not we are what we and who we are. Eg; some people choose to be gay but they don't chose to have disabilities, it shouldn’t be seen as a crime though.
The good news is that we are free how to choose
how we want our friendships and relationships. Here are some examples of chooses.
Two men in friendships. Two men in relationships. Two women in friendships. Two women in relationships. Men and women in friendships. Men and woman in relationships. Race is accepted a lot more than it used to be but still have a long way to go. You do still get some people look down on race. People who still do have problems with race should keep their thoughts to themselves; we are human just like them. Eg; when you a disability, you have to live with a enough with society putting you down as it is but you are gays as well, it's even worse. If that's the way you are, well carry on, that's society's tough luck. Each to your own.
Two men in friendships. Two men in relationships. Two women in friendships. Two women in relationships. Men and women in friendships. Men and woman in relationships. Race is accepted a lot more than it used to be but still have a long way to go. You do still get some people look down on race. People who still do have problems with race should keep their thoughts to themselves; we are human just like them. Eg; when you a disability, you have to live with a enough with society putting you down as it is but you are gays as well, it's even worse. If that's the way you are, well carry on, that's society's tough luck. Each to your own.
You may well be too friendly girls having a
drink together, Two best male mates, man and woman in a friendship working on a
relationship, man and woman planning on staying in a friendship, two men
friends but working on been gay and or two women friends working on been gay.
The list can go on to different people's choices of life. Like I have said a
lot of us still have society look down on us how we live our lives.
Don't
get me wrong that pretty much some people with disabilities have had
relationships in the past but due down to needing more care and needing to be
look altered more. For most people without disabilities that people like us
have been always hard work for them.
We know
that we can never force people to together but by us raising the awareness of
learning disability we may help better people with disabilities to have better
lives than now and ever before or many years now, I have walked into pubs on my
own. That may sound scary to most people with disabilities, yes they are right.
No it
has not been easy for me. People have looked at me strangely and not spoken to
me. Over years I must say it has got better as people have got used to me
coming in and I have got used to them. There has not been that much of a change
as you may accept.
People come and go, some people
never come back at all and new people come along. It can be very hard to
explain really because every human being different to one another. I guess it
has not been just hard me for as a person with a disability eg; there are many
people without disabilities who take a long time to get to know people and
relax with them.
If people have had different bad experiences
with people, they may take a long time to trust and relax with people again.
They may not necessary shut themselves away in the house but rather than talk
to people they may well be happy just to watch the world go by. When they feel
used to what's going on around them again, they may start talking to people.
More on dating.
Character study.
Always study the same thing in yourself as you do in your date. For eg; try to notice whether your date is worried about meeting someone or not. Do you feel the same way?
Nine out of ten people with disabilities do worry about they are meeting people, they feel more on their guilty than other because they can be understood to other people. A lot of people are unaware of communication and understanding. As people with disabilities we understand that can't put every one of our faults down to our disabilities but what we may do and say may not please other people. If we are told we have hurt anyone without meaning to that is when we do feel bad and guilty. This doesn't reply to everyone with disabilities because all have different disabilities. Except the excepted and the not accepted.
Always study the same thing in yourself as you do in your date. For eg; try to notice whether your date is worried about meeting someone or not. Do you feel the same way?
Nine out of ten people with disabilities do worry about they are meeting people, they feel more on their guilty than other because they can be understood to other people. A lot of people are unaware of communication and understanding. As people with disabilities we understand that can't put every one of our faults down to our disabilities but what we may do and say may not please other people. If we are told we have hurt anyone without meaning to that is when we do feel bad and guilty. This doesn't reply to everyone with disabilities because all have different disabilities. Except the excepted and the not accepted.
Like I have said many times on this site, there's more to people than
just their disabilities, which is no more different to people without.
People with disabilities have feelings, just like you do.
With some things people with disabilities are aware but with other things they are not, that goes with and without doing and saying.
People with disabilities have feelings, just like you do.
With some things people with disabilities are aware but with other things they are not, that goes with and without doing and saying.
A person may behaviour strangely because they may be worried about
dating someone with disabilities. A person with a disability may worry about
dating a person without a disability. The case may be that it's not a match or
they are worrying in case it's not a match. Either they are not interested in
the person or the person is not interested in them. They may start looking at
their own faults, wondering if they are doing anything wrong and wondering what
the matter is.
People with disabilities may be
thinking about our own faults that may put off. Things that we may not be aware
of and things that we are.
People with disabilities may worry more because
they either they get very little chance or they have been turned down by other
people in the past who not got disabilities because of their disabilities. They
may even have had relationships end because they have been frightened to telltheir ex partners about their disabilities then
somehow they have found out. Anything is possible so be aware. If they seem
frightened try to calm them down. Go somewhere where there are plenty of people
who you can ask for help, in case you find it hard to calm person down. If you
find it has got to the stage you feel you have to walk out, make sure your date
is left with people they know in case they need any support with transport or
anything. They may feel they may need people to talk to, mainly if they have
not got a support worker with them.
They may have a personality, they could be full of life, laughing and joking? Have
they got a sense of humour?
Are they too serious? Are they in bet weening full life and Serious? Think about they want from you as well what you want from them. It’s all down to you to say what you think them. It's down to them to say what they think about you. Try to study how the person acts and seems. Try to get a rough idea how they feel about you. Some people with disabilities don't find it easy to explain themselves. How they look and how they feel about you. What they say and how they say it. What you say and how you say it. Look out for the person's body language and see if they notice yours.
Are they too serious? Are they in bet weening full life and Serious? Think about they want from you as well what you want from them. It’s all down to you to say what you think them. It's down to them to say what they think about you. Try to study how the person acts and seems. Try to get a rough idea how they feel about you. Some people with disabilities don't find it easy to explain themselves. How they look and how they feel about you. What they say and how they say it. What you say and how you say it. Look out for the person's body language and see if they notice yours.
Key words to look out for. The way you are
towards one another.
Looks, Behavior, Fears, worries, Happiness, Sadness, Don’t just look at their behaviour towards you; you also look your behaviour towards them too. We all have faults; don't just put the blame on to one person!
Get to know yourself before you get to know someone else.
The best tip is to get to know someone as very close friends first, there's plenty more fish in the sea if it does not work out.
Looks, Behavior, Fears, worries, Happiness, Sadness, Don’t just look at their behaviour towards you; you also look your behaviour towards them too. We all have faults; don't just put the blame on to one person!
Get to know yourself before you get to know someone else.
The best tip is to get to know someone as very close friends first, there's plenty more fish in the sea if it does not work out.
Understanding the difference between friendships and relationships.
It is not always the case but two people can
like one another a lot but be very close friends. In majority of cases people
have just come out of very damaging
relationships. Therefore one does need to take one's time but one does not want
to be lonely. One wants to protect themselves and the person they are with. One
wants to move on from the bad past thehave had, which cans a long time to do. Don’t to
build your hopes up to think anything is going to last but don’t think it won’t
either. Some good friendships turn into
great relationships. You want to get closer but you don't get too close because
you don't want to hurt one another or yourselves. That's where you want to
control your feelings but it is not easy do when you are very fond of one
another.
We all learn from our mistakes but how many of
us learn from them?
How many of us make the same mistakes over and over again? The biggest mistakes a lot of us
have done are jumped into relationships feet first. For a majority of us, there
comes a point you don't want to jump feet in first anymore. When you come out
of a relationship that has damaged you, it has taken a lot out of you. No
matter how hard one tries to move on, takes it's own because it takes a lot out
of one. Try not to get too close to someone too soon. It could help if both of
you get back on your feet again. It's even harder when you are attractive to
one another; it makes you want to be together more.
Now think about it.
In the early stages of dating try to meet up in
places where you are well known and don’t drink too much because the person may
take advange of you or and you might tell the person things you don’t mean and
they could take you seriously. It’s very important to know what you want from
this friendship or and relationship to be fare to one another. Too much drink
can change peoples’ mind then they can change their minds back again when they
are sober. You may lead the person
without meaning to and things could be done that you regret. It will very often
happen to the ones we think of the most we end up hurting ourselves and losing someone who means a lot to us. Please be very careful that you don’t end up regretting something you regret for a long time or the rest of your life. If it’s a case they feel something for you but you not for them don’t lead them on to think otherwise. Protect yourself from someone doing that to you as well.
happen to the ones we think of the most we end up hurting ourselves and losing someone who means a lot to us. Please be very careful that you don’t end up regretting something you regret for a long time or the rest of your life. If it’s a case they feel something for you but you not for them don’t lead them on to think otherwise. Protect yourself from someone doing that to you as well.
What happens next? Where is it going? Where has it gone? May be you can think about going two more dates before you talk about how you really feel for one another. Be careful were you going now because most places are now very pricy. Treat one another but not too much because everyone these days is in the same boat one way or another. Give and take is important a relationship there should be 2 people spending the money not one.
The pictures
Theatre
out for dinner
the pub
Theatre
out for dinner
the pub
Sex and Sexual
health awareness.
Fighting for rights for people with disabilities.
As people with disabilities our rights to lives are very limited in different areas and way. Even though we understand that health and safety is for our own good, society should give us the right support rather than putting us down. Support should be given if when and where we need it. Sadly due to lack of funding everything is possible. We should be able to be equal to other people. Just like other people we have different skills and abilities to life. What is different to other people that we all have different kinds of disabilities? Some of us need more than others. Not everyone needs support in all the same things. Every part of Britain has different kinds of support for different kinds of people, depending what the British government spends money on, which can be the silliest things at times.
As people with disabilities our rights to lives are very limited in different areas and way. Even though we understand that health and safety is for our own good, society should give us the right support rather than putting us down. Support should be given if when and where we need it. Sadly due to lack of funding everything is possible. We should be able to be equal to other people. Just like other people we have different skills and abilities to life. What is different to other people that we all have different kinds of disabilities? Some of us need more than others. Not everyone needs support in all the same things. Every part of Britain has different kinds of support for different kinds of people, depending what the British government spends money on, which can be the silliest things at times.
Unknown History.
The big subject that has tended to be bloom and gloom for everyone over the years is the word sex. Now Mencap is trying to open news doors to help people with disabilities not be afraid to talk. It took other people longer enough to feel they could talk about what they wanted to, let alone people with disabilities. Majority of people born before me have said. "I am think I was born under a gooseberry brush." Families were very big for eg; my Nan was the oldest of eight children.
Contraceptionwas never heard of let alone seen. Children were seen but not heard. People with disabilities were not able to have sex at all. It may be a case that society was that people with disabilities were not coping with children then they would take the baby off them. It's still the case but as I say now that some people are getting right support others are not. We hope one day there will be the right support for people with disabilities all over the country for what they need and want. I think sex was unknown for other people too really but big families still came somehow. (How?) is any one's guess ha.
The big subject that has tended to be bloom and gloom for everyone over the years is the word sex. Now Mencap is trying to open news doors to help people with disabilities not be afraid to talk. It took other people longer enough to feel they could talk about what they wanted to, let alone people with disabilities. Majority of people born before me have said. "I am think I was born under a gooseberry brush." Families were very big for eg; my Nan was the oldest of eight children.
Contraceptionwas never heard of let alone seen. Children were seen but not heard. People with disabilities were not able to have sex at all. It may be a case that society was that people with disabilities were not coping with children then they would take the baby off them. It's still the case but as I say now that some people are getting right support others are not. We hope one day there will be the right support for people with disabilities all over the country for what they need and want. I think sex was unknown for other people too really but big families still came somehow. (How?) is any one's guess ha.
In my day as a young person with disabilities I could only just understand what sex meant. I learned about contraception how it stops you from getting pregnant, condoms stopping from having sexual deceases for eg: Aids HIV as well as pregnancy. Majority of people with disabilities may not know how to put a condom on. I know I don't, I always leave that to men but I am scared that one day I will come across someone who does not know how to put one on.
I remember been told due to my disability, I'd
have the baby taken off me, which was why I have always had to protect myself
from pregnancy by using contraception. Looking to the future of young people
with disabilities today. I'd like to see that they get the right support that I
did not get. In fact I did not get any support at all. This support should be
right to people's needs and wants. Due to money in the country, I guess it will
be very slow support for a lot of people.
When it comes down to sexual health, everyone seems to be aware of it in other people but we still need to raise awareness of sexual health in people with disabilities. Majority of people with disabilities have to cope with memory problems and lacking of understand, they may not understand why they would need to use contraception or even condoms to protect themselves from Sexual deceases. This is where we need more clear accessible information for them to understand why this education is important for them to learn. Why should people with disabilities be left behind any longer just because we are slow learners? All we need is the right support.
Sexual health. As we are all awareness Jade
Goody died of cervical cancer back in March this year and Freddie Mercury my
favourite singer died of Aids back in November1991.
We all
know that those two famous people did not have disabilities but I would guess
they would have wanted to see people with disabilities get the support to keep
ourselves healthily and safe as much as other people. What I was saying in the
cervical cancer report is, it's every woman's nightmare to have Smear tests but
every woman understands it's for our own good.
The NHS and society are not aware of the
majority of woman who have been sexually abused or even raped.
Because
of damages pasts in people's bodies, majority of woman with and without
disabilities may be too frightened to have Smear tests. Before these woman are
rushed into to having Smear tests, they should be given time to explain their
worries, how they feel, needs, wants and etc. I understand what you are all
going through; I have been through these things myself that make me fear to
have Smear tests. If you have any views on this subject please post them to sarajgorman@gmail.com,
I will try to get back to you as soon as possible.
MORE DATING TIPS.
Many marriages can happen on line dating but its luck of the draw when everything is new, it doesn't always work out. Without these cutbacks going on in the country not all people with disabilities and health problems need to depend on social events.
Not many people with disabilities and health problem
go to the pubs but it’s the same for able people too when the price of beer
goes up.
Without work, college, pubs and etc you haven't got any friends so
these days if you have access to a computer going on line is far too easy and
handy.
The risk is even if the person you are chatting to has a picture, you
don't him or her as a person and they could say anything in writing.
This is
why it's very important that websites are safe to use but that's not always the
case.
Speak to the person on the phone first before you start dating them make
he or she sounds genuine.
As much as you may like the person start it off as a friend first, if you are both patience enough it could grow into a relationship.
If someone is keen enough on you they will be patience enough wait for you.
Be careful if your feelings are strong for one another try to slow things down. Anyone who has been in love will say it's not easy.
Try not to be too trusting be on your guide for a long time mainly if you have been hurt in the past.
When you first start taking to them it's very easy to give the wrong messages
without thinking about it because it's all very new and you are so looking
forward to meeting them so be very careful what you say to people. You may find
that some people may think you are saying things far too soon and ask you if
you are sure of taking that step whatever it is but others may not respect you,
take on board what you say because that they want to take that step at that point then hurt you. It can be
very easy to make yourself without knowing it very much misunderstood mainly
when you have disabilities and health problems.
As much as you may like the person start it off as a friend first, if you are both patience enough it could grow into a relationship.
If someone is keen enough on you they will be patience enough wait for you.
Be careful if your feelings are strong for one another try to slow things down. Anyone who has been in love will say it's not easy.
Try not to be too trusting be on your guide for a long time mainly if you have been hurt in the past.
Make sure you have someone you know very well going to the first date with you to see if the person is genuine.
Don't meet them alone unless you are happy to do so, even if you have chatted to them a lot on line.
Take things slowly.
If you find yourself chatting to a person a lot, it's surprising how close you get whether its friend or relationship even then is on your guide.
Be careful because some people can say anything in writing it doesn't always mean they are telling you the truth.
When enjoying someone's company so much it can be hard to slow things down mainly if you are so keen on one another and feelings are growing strong, some times it's too easy to get carried away then it ends in tears.
If someone isn't patience
with you, you need to speak to them but don't put up with what you don't want
to put up with however you feel about them.
A person can appear very nice but then hide their faults just to keep your company so just be aware that can happen.
Some people don't show their true colours for a long time to come.
If someone is pushing you into something you don't want stand up to them but think very carefully whether you want to carry seeing them or not.
A person can appear very nice but then hide their faults just to keep your company so just be aware that can happen.
Some people don't show their true colours for a long time to come.
If someone is pushing you into something you don't want stand up to them but think very carefully whether you want to carry seeing them or not.
Don't push someone into things they don't want to do
either.
You much respect one another to whether you want friendship or relationships.
If someone doesn't want to be more than friends with you there's plenty more fish in the sea you can carry on looking on the same other sites if you want but the person you chatted to you in the first place might be a great mate to you.
Don't push him or her if they don't want as much as what you do otherwise you could lose a very good mate.
You much respect one another to whether you want friendship or relationships.
If someone doesn't want to be more than friends with you there's plenty more fish in the sea you can carry on looking on the same other sites if you want but the person you chatted to you in the first place might be a great mate to you.
Don't push him or her if they don't want as much as what you do otherwise you could lose a very good mate.
Relationships can take a long time to build many
grow from long term friendships.
These friendships and relationships need to be
moving at the same pace so don't be pushed into a speed you don't want to be
in.If you think him or her going too fast for you, you need to speak to him or her.
You may need to think about other options or whether or not you want to carry on seeing this person despite of how you may feel about him or her.
Do not invite one another to one another’s' homes until you have known one another a very long time so don't get out addresses for very long time to come, if you do have mail to give one another patience and respect is very important so wait until you see one another in person until you give each or one another mail.
When giving one another's
email address though just make sure it's safe to do so.
Awareness of vulnerable people socializing and dating.
Everyone has to be carefully anyway when things new happen in their lives but when you have disabilities and health problems you can be looked upon even more of risk in society in all issues of life. There needs to be a balance because everyone has rights to their lives that include people with disabilities, health problems and old people. It’s just that society sees vulnerable people too easy going so they put more at risk. This can include old people as well as people disabilities and health problems but with the right support people like us should be able to live equal lives.
Chatting to Tim.
Sunday 13th January 2013, I replied to Tim
Hodge on the Dating site on the internet. At that point I wasn’t looking for
love but I was looking for friendship.
My reasons for replying to Tim is that we have a lot in common
with our disabilities, health problems and we have been sacked from employment
due to our disabilities and health problems.
Wednesday 16th January 2013, Tim added me as a
friend on Facebook then we came off the Dating site
As time went by our feelings started to grow stronger for
one another.
I had spoken to a few men before Tim on different dating
sites. I didn’t feel as if these men were for me. Some were too pushy to want
more than what I wanted at that point, others were too boring; others wanted
their cakes and eat it.
I admit I took the risk chatting online in the first but
it was a point I wanted to get things off my chest after what I had been
through with Anthony. In time it was the right time to move on in my life even
though despite of it I didn’t except to full in love. Just because I went on
dating sites it didn’t mean I was looking for love, I guess this is why I have
now found love.
In about few weeks to a months I told my Mother she was understandably
worried at first because everything was all new. She gave me some advice and
told us to wait until she was home from New York. I told her it was only
friendship which was at that point.
We needed to see
one another in person to see how we felt then. We were both still thinking
about very carefully.
Tuesday 9th April 2013. Tim stopped at the Britannia hotel in Wolverhampton for one night and we had a meal together at the Weather spoon’s pub Moon under Water.
Tuesday 9th April 2013. Tim stopped at the Britannia hotel in Wolverhampton for one night and we had a meal together at the Weather spoon’s pub Moon under Water.
On second date we had on rainy and windy weekend during
May from Friday to Monday Tim stopped in the same hotel and we ate in the same
pub. By then we were starting to get closer.
We had just planned our third date which would have been Tim’s birthday July 19th July
but Tim had other things going on at home so we are planning the 16th
August instead. We hope to be making our dates more interesting in the future.
What
could we have done better?
As time went on our feelings were getting stronger one
another. When you feel like that it’s not easy to think about safety and trust
when everything new. Our advice is no matter how feel about one another get to
know one another fist. Even though you may be a little bit more than just friends. we ourselves are still taking things very slowly despite of how strongly we feel about one another. Its still early days yet, six months isn’t that
long. we are still getting know one another. However you meet one another
please try to learn from us. Enjoy yourselves but be careful. Life can be very cure most times the people you full in love with are not the people you think. It can take a long time to get to know each other but don't be put off doing what you want. You don't know anything unless you try, it might well be the best thing you have ever done. Only time will tell. Have good times but watch for danger at all times. Keep an open mind however long or short you know one another. Some realtionships last a short time, others last a long time and others last for life.
Slow down Tiger Tim.
Thank you for my card dear heart.
Thank you for my card dear heart.
Slow it's far too soon to get randy, have you been drinking too many brandies?
Ha ha
Slow down we haven't even met yet.
It's far too soon to hit the bed yet.
Slow down Tiger Tim if you wait as long as it takes you will win me in.
A romantic meal between me and you is the way I think about you.
When the time comes to cuddle up to a romantic DVD, then you will be
able to see what you think about me. 14.2.2013
They don't
know about (about being disabled)
They shouldn't look at us as if we are mad.
They shouldn't look at us as if we are sad.
They seem to think more of the bad in us than good.
They should think all bad in us.
They look at us to say and think we are useless and helpless.
They shouldn't judge us for what they see and hear of us.
It doesn't mean there are no disabilities just because they don't see them .
It doesn't mean we are useless and helpless either.
Whichever way they shouldn't judge to get us misunderstood.
They don't know about (being disabled) that's why they misunderstand us. 3rd - 4th March 2013
They shouldn't look at us as if we are mad.
They shouldn't look at us as if we are sad.
They seem to think more of the bad in us than good.
They should think all bad in us.
They look at us to say and think we are useless and helpless.
They shouldn't judge us for what they see and hear of us.
It doesn't mean there are no disabilities just because they don't see them .
It doesn't mean we are useless and helpless either.
Whichever way they shouldn't judge to get us misunderstood.
They don't know about (being disabled) that's why they misunderstand us. 3rd - 4th March 2013
Chatting
2 u.
When I first spoke 2 u on the dating site friendship was all I wanted as I had been on my own for five and half neary six years.
Through chatting 2 u on Facebook my feelings are getting stronger towards u.
I hope it will be worth it in the end and that we will still feel the same way as we do now about one another.
Let's hope it will be worth the date as well as the wait.
We will get 2 know one another more however long it takes.
I never live my life in hope someone will feel the same as I do because I have been hurt before, trust something I need to get over more.
I never live in hope that a realtionship will last for life, for it will surprising if it does with the luck have had in the past, even though now I have learn to trust again since I have met you.
The more and more I am getting 2 know u online my feelings are growing stronger and stronger. 16.3.2013
When I first spoke 2 u on the dating site friendship was all I wanted as I had been on my own for five and half neary six years.
Through chatting 2 u on Facebook my feelings are getting stronger towards u.
I hope it will be worth it in the end and that we will still feel the same way as we do now about one another.
Let's hope it will be worth the date as well as the wait.
We will get 2 know one another more however long it takes.
I never live my life in hope someone will feel the same as I do because I have been hurt before, trust something I need to get over more.
I never live in hope that a realtionship will last for life, for it will surprising if it does with the luck have had in the past, even though now I have learn to trust again since I have met you.
The more and more I am getting 2 know u online my feelings are growing stronger and stronger. 16.3.2013
Chatting 2 u.
When I first spoke 2 u on the dating site friendship was all I know after been on my own 5 and half years.
Through chatting 2 u on Facebook my feelings are getting stronger towards u.
I hope it will be worth it in the end and that we will still feel the same way as we do now about one another.
Let's hope it will be worth the date.
We will get 2 know one another more however long it takes.
I never live my life in hopes someone will feel the same as I do because I have been hurt before, trust something I need 2 get over more.
The more and more I am getting 2 know you online my feelings are growing stronger and stronger. 16.3.2013
When I first spoke 2 u on the dating site friendship was all I know after been on my own 5 and half years.
Through chatting 2 u on Facebook my feelings are getting stronger towards u.
I hope it will be worth it in the end and that we will still feel the same way as we do now about one another.
Let's hope it will be worth the date.
We will get 2 know one another more however long it takes.
I never live my life in hopes someone will feel the same as I do because I have been hurt before, trust something I need 2 get over more.
The more and more I am getting 2 know you online my feelings are growing stronger and stronger. 16.3.2013
Unknown 2 both
of us.
It all seems like a long wait until we met again but every day is getting closer.
It's not as long as it seems for the final moment.
To see how we feel about one another after we have met to see if we are going to be interested in one another.
It's surprising how chatting to one another online can be part of our lives, which it's already making our feelings strong everyday but very much unknown to how we feel about one another when we meet. 16.3.2013
It all seems like a long wait until we met again but every day is getting closer.
It's not as long as it seems for the final moment.
To see how we feel about one another after we have met to see if we are going to be interested in one another.
It's surprising how chatting to one another online can be part of our lives, which it's already making our feelings strong everyday but very much unknown to how we feel about one another when we meet. 16.3.2013
Too soon to
know.
It's too soon to know.
My feelings are too uncontrolled.
Whether it's right or wrong my feelings are getting stronger and stronger.
Time seems like longer and longer.
Just chatting online doesn't say a lot but the more I chat to you I feel a bond between us .
The more we chat though it's surprising what we learn off one another.
Computers, art and music we may love but unknown to whether they make us love one another. 16.3.2013
Take your time don't rush!It's too soon to know.
My feelings are too uncontrolled.
Whether it's right or wrong my feelings are getting stronger and stronger.
Time seems like longer and longer.
Just chatting online doesn't say a lot but the more I chat to you I feel a bond between us .
The more we chat though it's surprising what we learn off one another.
Computers, art and music we may love but unknown to whether they make us love one another. 16.3.2013
Take your time don't rush!
Take your time don't rush!
You will get there in the end if you are patience enough.
Think before you speak.
Don't decide anything until or unless you know what you’re doing.
We need to be sure about one another.
Doesn’t turn left, right or straight on until you know where to turn?
Think about things very carefully and take your time.
Don't be too quick and don't be too slow because life is too short to waist.
Think about things very carefully so take your time.
Put faiths into trust before hand don’t rush.
Waiting can be hard but worth it in the end.
Things will only be done right if they are done slowly.
Be sure of yourself before you do anything.
What you want will come in time. 5.4.2013
You will get there in the end if you are patience enough.
Think before you speak.
Don't decide anything until or unless you know what you’re doing.
We need to be sure about one another.
Doesn’t turn left, right or straight on until you know where to turn?
Think about things very carefully and take your time.
Don't be too quick and don't be too slow because life is too short to waist.
Think about things very carefully so take your time.
Put faiths into trust before hand don’t rush.
Waiting can be hard but worth it in the end.
Things will only be done right if they are done slowly.
Be sure of yourself before you do anything.
What you want will come in time. 5.4.2013
Us.
However far apart we are we are just a computer,
Email, phone, text and Facebook away
Time will only tell whether we are friends or lovers.
Whatever happens we will never hate one another.
Learn from your past to create a better future.
Live for today yesterday has gone.
Let's hope for tomorrow.
Be patience there are plenty more days of your life to come but they are too short to waist. 7.4.2013
However far apart we are we are just a computer,
Email, phone, text and Facebook away
Time will only tell whether we are friends or lovers.
Whatever happens we will never hate one another.
Learn from your past to create a better future.
Live for today yesterday has gone.
Let's hope for tomorrow.
Be patience there are plenty more days of your life to come but they are too short to waist. 7.4.2013
New chapter in
the book.
New chapter in the book.
Now it's just the beginning.
Now our life has just begun.
The future is unknown.
Everything is far too soon to say.
I have spent days writing this poem in my mind but on paper the words don't seem to come out right.
I only hope we feel the same way as we do when we meet.
Butterflies are flying in my stomach and my nevus are on edge yet I am so looking forward to meeting you.
I'm amazed just by taking to you online how my feelings have grown for you and your feelings towards me.
Only time will tell us if our future it is meant to be or not.
Let our friendship grow but we shouldn't force anything that's not meant to be.7.4.2013
New chapter in the book.
Now it's just the beginning.
Now our life has just begun.
The future is unknown.
Everything is far too soon to say.
I have spent days writing this poem in my mind but on paper the words don't seem to come out right.
I only hope we feel the same way as we do when we meet.
Butterflies are flying in my stomach and my nevus are on edge yet I am so looking forward to meeting you.
I'm amazed just by taking to you online how my feelings have grown for you and your feelings towards me.
Only time will tell us if our future it is meant to be or not.
Let our friendship grow but we shouldn't force anything that's not meant to be.7.4.2013
Friendship.
Live in hope that we have friendship always no matter what happens.
It's just very lucky if we do grow to more than just friendship.
It's far too soon to know what will become of us.
Feelings are hard to control but we both need to be sure what we both want.
It's far too soon to know even though our feelings are there for one another.
Friendship can be hard to keep without it growing into more.
I like many other people have had broken relationships through falling for someone far too soon.
We can only do our best to take our time but never hate one another.
Feelings can be very mixed up with not knowing what's going to happen. 9.4.2013
Live in hope that we have friendship always no matter what happens.
It's just very lucky if we do grow to more than just friendship.
It's far too soon to know what will become of us.
Feelings are hard to control but we both need to be sure what we both want.
It's far too soon to know even though our feelings are there for one another.
Friendship can be hard to keep without it growing into more.
I like many other people have had broken relationships through falling for someone far too soon.
We can only do our best to take our time but never hate one another.
Feelings can be very mixed up with not knowing what's going to happen. 9.4.2013
Can't sleep.
Can't sleep with you on my mind unknown to how both of us or either one of us are going to feel when we meet.
Even though we have enjoyed one another's company online, we still have a lot to find out about one another.
It can still take time to know how we feel for one another face to face.
Very early days only time will tell.
I try to control my feelings and see it at this early stage of friendship but my feeling are growing far too fast.
The way I feel about you now is too much to bear.
Even though we are meeting today, how will we feel tomorrow?
It's far too soon to know and say.
By just chatting online it's far too easy to think that our friendship has grown.
It will be interesting to know what it will be like when we meet. 9.4.2013
Can't sleep with you on my mind unknown to how both of us or either one of us are going to feel when we meet.
Even though we have enjoyed one another's company online, we still have a lot to find out about one another.
It can still take time to know how we feel for one another face to face.
Very early days only time will tell.
I try to control my feelings and see it at this early stage of friendship but my feeling are growing far too fast.
The way I feel about you now is too much to bear.
Even though we are meeting today, how will we feel tomorrow?
It's far too soon to know and say.
By just chatting online it's far too easy to think that our friendship has grown.
It will be interesting to know what it will be like when we meet. 9.4.2013
If only I knew.
If only I knew what your thinking now.
If only I knew what's going to happen when we meet today.
No second of this morning can come quickly enough.
Nothing comes quick enough when you’re waiting for it to happen.
I must be patience let time come round slowly hopefully it will be worth the wait of the date. 9.4.2013
How I felt before the date.
Thoughts are running through my mind wondering what will happen next.
Thoughts that have woken me up this morning far too soon.
Unanswered questions are going through my head.
My thoughts are still unknown yet I will write away until this pen runs out of ink, which may happen before I run out of thoughts.
This could happen to us either way but which ever way we will never hate one another.
There will be no hate between us whatever the date brings. 9.4.2013
If only I knew what your thinking now.
If only I knew what's going to happen when we meet today.
No second of this morning can come quickly enough.
Nothing comes quick enough when you’re waiting for it to happen.
I must be patience let time come round slowly hopefully it will be worth the wait of the date. 9.4.2013
How I felt before the date.
Thoughts are running through my mind wondering what will happen next.
Thoughts that have woken me up this morning far too soon.
Unanswered questions are going through my head.
My thoughts are still unknown yet I will write away until this pen runs out of ink, which may happen before I run out of thoughts.
This could happen to us either way but which ever way we will never hate one another.
There will be no hate between us whatever the date brings. 9.4.2013
My friend.
My friend my male friend, friendship or relationship live in hope to be there for one another till the end.
It's very early days yet.
My nevus are kicking inside me more and more.
Butterflies are flying around my stomach again and again. 9.4.2013
How do you feel now?
The feelings are there still from before we met.
I am just talking my time to get to know you and to be honest with you.
I wouldn't string you along, if I say anything I will be honest what I say.
More time we take over it the more worth it if more than friends ever happens.
It will only happen if and when it's right and meant to be.
You have as much right as anyone to live the same life as everyone.
You need honestly in someone who is making sure of herself and how she feels, which is what she's going to do.
No saying hello one day then goodbye the next.
With me I am straight down the line it's either hello or goodbye all the way. 11.4.2013
My friend my male friend, friendship or relationship live in hope to be there for one another till the end.
It's very early days yet.
My nevus are kicking inside me more and more.
Butterflies are flying around my stomach again and again. 9.4.2013
How do you feel now?
The feelings are there still from before we met.
I am just talking my time to get to know you and to be honest with you.
I wouldn't string you along, if I say anything I will be honest what I say.
More time we take over it the more worth it if more than friends ever happens.
It will only happen if and when it's right and meant to be.
You have as much right as anyone to live the same life as everyone.
You need honestly in someone who is making sure of herself and how she feels, which is what she's going to do.
No saying hello one day then goodbye the next.
With me I am straight down the line it's either hello or goodbye all the way. 11.4.2013
Yes I do want
to see you again.
Yes I do want to see you again whatever happens.
I like and care about you as a person.
Like you as person, it's the same with me many people look at my disabilities not the person I am.
It's like no one seems to see the good in us as if they have weaknesses but we are stong too.
Our weeknesses are different to them but we are stronger than them in different ways they are stronger than us.
Only time will tell how you and I will end up.
Whatever goes on between you and me there's no need for any hate to happen between us.
Just take our time whatever happens, when anything happens, if anything happens.
In the mean time enjoy chatting 2 one another online, text, phone and email.
This will give us more time to get to know one another.
Take everyday as it comes.
It's better to have someone in some way than no one at all. 11.4.2013
Yes I do want to see you again whatever happens.
I like and care about you as a person.
Like you as person, it's the same with me many people look at my disabilities not the person I am.
It's like no one seems to see the good in us as if they have weaknesses but we are stong too.
Our weeknesses are different to them but we are stronger than them in different ways they are stronger than us.
Only time will tell how you and I will end up.
Whatever goes on between you and me there's no need for any hate to happen between us.
Just take our time whatever happens, when anything happens, if anything happens.
In the mean time enjoy chatting 2 one another online, text, phone and email.
This will give us more time to get to know one another.
Take everyday as it comes.
It's better to have someone in some way than no one at all. 11.4.2013
Life goes on.
For a time I was lost and I felt alone after loving someone for so long.
It’s hard to believe I was on my own for nearly 6 years.
Been alone wasn't the reason for starting to chat to you, I tried not to look for love at all.
Friendship was all I thought it would be but I was surprised to see you and me are to be.
Everyone saw me carrying on as if nothing happened but underneath I was hurt.
I must carry on thinking that I have a new life with you now.
It takes so long to use to a new way of life.
I used to feel hurt a lot but not anymore.
It's seemed so long I felt hurt it was as if nothing was going to change.
I never thought I was going to get better.
Now it's just a case of how long this date will last compared to what I have had before.
I must take my time this time round, none of us are getting any younger.
I only hope that I am getting wiser.
What am I waiting for?
Inside my nevus are going half a mile to the dozen because everything been so new to me, what about you?
I'm unsure of every move I make just in case I make it too soon.
Butterflies are already flying round inside me waiting to see you again.
Whatever happened to me yesterday I put behind, now you are on my mind.
I must carry on to putting the past behind me all that has gone.
No matter how I feel inside I smile on the outside.
I can't wait to see you again. 17.4.2013
For a time I was lost and I felt alone after loving someone for so long.
It’s hard to believe I was on my own for nearly 6 years.
Been alone wasn't the reason for starting to chat to you, I tried not to look for love at all.
Friendship was all I thought it would be but I was surprised to see you and me are to be.
Everyone saw me carrying on as if nothing happened but underneath I was hurt.
I must carry on thinking that I have a new life with you now.
It takes so long to use to a new way of life.
I used to feel hurt a lot but not anymore.
It's seemed so long I felt hurt it was as if nothing was going to change.
I never thought I was going to get better.
Now it's just a case of how long this date will last compared to what I have had before.
I must take my time this time round, none of us are getting any younger.
I only hope that I am getting wiser.
What am I waiting for?
Inside my nevus are going half a mile to the dozen because everything been so new to me, what about you?
I'm unsure of every move I make just in case I make it too soon.
Butterflies are already flying round inside me waiting to see you again.
Whatever happened to me yesterday I put behind, now you are on my mind.
I must carry on to putting the past behind me all that has gone.
No matter how I feel inside I smile on the outside.
I can't wait to see you again. 17.4.2013
I believe I
will get there in the end.
Now you have gone offline I miss you but I know we will be back there chatting time.
I believe I will get there and it will be worth it in the end.
My feelings for you are hard to control and my friendship for you is growing into more.
Yet I know it's far early days still but I find my feelings hard to show.
I am thinking about you all the time even when either one or both of us are offline.
I'm wishing I was with you but I am glad to have my space.
I don't want to rush into things because I don't want to spoil a thing between us.
It's seems so silly in one way because it's still such early days.
Yet my feelings are getting stronger and stronger for you everyday.
I missing chatting to you online but I understand that both of us have other things in our lives, even though our feelings are growing towards one another everyday.
It's only a matter of time until we see one another again we will make it worth it again.
When see one another again we will make a go of this together.
Let's hope its sunny weather.
I know I have to wait just like you do so we will have to control one another’s' feelings till then.
Can't wait to see you again waiting is hard to do we can hang on there.
I know that neither of us can wait to meet again.
I can't wait to see you walking off the train holding my hand again. 25.4.2013
Now you have gone offline I miss you but I know we will be back there chatting time.
I believe I will get there and it will be worth it in the end.
My feelings for you are hard to control and my friendship for you is growing into more.
Yet I know it's far early days still but I find my feelings hard to show.
I am thinking about you all the time even when either one or both of us are offline.
I'm wishing I was with you but I am glad to have my space.
I don't want to rush into things because I don't want to spoil a thing between us.
It's seems so silly in one way because it's still such early days.
Yet my feelings are getting stronger and stronger for you everyday.
I missing chatting to you online but I understand that both of us have other things in our lives, even though our feelings are growing towards one another everyday.
It's only a matter of time until we see one another again we will make it worth it again.
When see one another again we will make a go of this together.
Let's hope its sunny weather.
I know I have to wait just like you do so we will have to control one another’s' feelings till then.
Can't wait to see you again waiting is hard to do we can hang on there.
I know that neither of us can wait to meet again.
I can't wait to see you walking off the train holding my hand again. 25.4.2013
There doesn't
seem and need to be a reason why I love you.
It's very unexplainable why I love you other than I find you very respectable towards me and to me there's something very special about.
What is special about you to me I can't put my finger on that either.
All I know is that I love you, which I couldn't control even if I wanted to.
My reasons for my feelings towards you are just so unknown to myself as well as you.
Why would I want to try and control the way I feel about you when the way we feel about one another makes one another happy?
I love you and want you no one can take that away from me whether they like it or not.
I feel this way about you whether it's right or wrong my feelings for you are very strong.
There should be no wrong or and no shame for loving a person for a person mainly the way I love you.
I love you.
I hate the way people judge people.
At the end of the day everyone has good and bad in them it doesn't matter who and what they are. 5.5.2013
It's very unexplainable why I love you other than I find you very respectable towards me and to me there's something very special about.
What is special about you to me I can't put my finger on that either.
All I know is that I love you, which I couldn't control even if I wanted to.
My reasons for my feelings towards you are just so unknown to myself as well as you.
Why would I want to try and control the way I feel about you when the way we feel about one another makes one another happy?
I love you and want you no one can take that away from me whether they like it or not.
I feel this way about you whether it's right or wrong my feelings for you are very strong.
There should be no wrong or and no shame for loving a person for a person mainly the way I love you.
I love you.
I hate the way people judge people.
At the end of the day everyone has good and bad in them it doesn't matter who and what they are. 5.5.2013
I don't want
to lose the happiness I have got.
I can't help but love you but I don't want to lose the happiness I have got.
I don't want to spoil a thing by rushing into things.
It's far too easy to love too soon when feelings are so strong so I need to slow down.
The good and nice feelings are hard to control but I don't want be ungratefully to happiness.
I don't want to throw away the happiness I have got.
I just need to slow down because I don't want to spoil a thing we have got.
I never thought I would love anyone like you but I do.
I admit on our first date because we only just meet I was nevus like you but I was unsure of my own feelings.
Since then my feelings have grown towards you even more.
I was feeling very sad when you had gone on the train after our first date.
It was only then that I started to know how I was really starting to feel towards you.
I found it hard to show my feelings on the date yet I couldn't wait to see you before hand.
I was very sad to see you go; it was only when you had gone my feelings I wanted to show.
I had to stop myself from starting to cry regretting not showing my feelings when you were here.
I felt so ashamed with myself when you'd gone it felt too late, and then I thought no I will be dating him again. 6.5.2013
I can't help but love you but I don't want to lose the happiness I have got.
I don't want to spoil a thing by rushing into things.
It's far too easy to love too soon when feelings are so strong so I need to slow down.
The good and nice feelings are hard to control but I don't want be ungratefully to happiness.
I don't want to throw away the happiness I have got.
I just need to slow down because I don't want to spoil a thing we have got.
I never thought I would love anyone like you but I do.
I admit on our first date because we only just meet I was nevus like you but I was unsure of my own feelings.
Since then my feelings have grown towards you even more.
I was feeling very sad when you had gone on the train after our first date.
It was only then that I started to know how I was really starting to feel towards you.
I found it hard to show my feelings on the date yet I couldn't wait to see you before hand.
I was very sad to see you go; it was only when you had gone my feelings I wanted to show.
I had to stop myself from starting to cry regretting not showing my feelings when you were here.
I felt so ashamed with myself when you'd gone it felt too late, and then I thought no I will be dating him again. 6.5.2013
We never knew.
We never thought of love when we first spoke online, which at that time was fine.
In time our feelings grow more and more towards one another as we got chatting.
Even now it's still unknown whether one found the other or we found each other.
Time goes so fast when we are chatting yet so slow when we are not.
Time when so fast when we were dating one another twice seeing one another yet seeing one another again seems so long to come.
What I have said is true no one I have loved has loved me as much as you do. 28.5.2013.
We never thought of love when we first spoke online, which at that time was fine.
In time our feelings grow more and more towards one another as we got chatting.
Even now it's still unknown whether one found the other or we found each other.
Time goes so fast when we are chatting yet so slow when we are not.
Time when so fast when we were dating one another twice seeing one another yet seeing one another again seems so long to come.
What I have said is true no one I have loved has loved me as much as you do. 28.5.2013.
We believe in each
other.
I believe you have faith in yourself so I believe that you have faith in me.
I believe you know what and who you want in your life and you never change your mind.
I believe you know what you want within me.
Its great have someone in my life who believes in because no other man I have had in my life has.
Yes I believe that you believe in me like I believe in you.
I believe you bring the positive in me yet you’re cleverer than me.
You believing the positive in me are helping me slowly to think positive about myself. 21.7.2013.
I believe you have faith in yourself so I believe that you have faith in me.
I believe you know what and who you want in your life and you never change your mind.
I believe you know what you want within me.
Its great have someone in my life who believes in because no other man I have had in my life has.
Yes I believe that you believe in me like I believe in you.
I believe you bring the positive in me yet you’re cleverer than me.
You believing the positive in me are helping me slowly to think positive about myself. 21.7.2013.
Before I met you online.
I spoke to quite a few guys before I met you online but none of them were my type.
I spoke to quite a few guys before I met you online but none of them were my type.
To me going to relationship wasn't the right time at that time.
Some where pushy, others wanted more than friendship, others were boring and others wanted their cake and eat it, before you that are what it was like for me all the time.
Since I met you online you have given me a good time chatting to you every time.
When I met you I accepted to full in love with you online.
I thought I'd write some lines of what's going through my mind.
I'm thinking about you all the time.
You are very very very very very very very very very very very very very kind.
You are mine and I can't get you off my mind.
Now for me and you now is the time to start our life.
Now I wish you where by my side.
With you have felt wine and dined, which I have never felt like that for sometime.
At that point I just wanted friendship just talking about every day life.
There were a few that contacted me who wanted too much of me at that time.
Many could have wanted my money in time.
Many could have been out of their minds.
I know even with you if took me a while to decide what was going through my mind at our dating time. 21.7.2013.
Some where pushy, others wanted more than friendship, others were boring and others wanted their cake and eat it, before you that are what it was like for me all the time.
Since I met you online you have given me a good time chatting to you every time.
When I met you I accepted to full in love with you online.
I thought I'd write some lines of what's going through my mind.
I'm thinking about you all the time.
You are very very very very very very very very very very very very very kind.
You are mine and I can't get you off my mind.
Now for me and you now is the time to start our life.
Now I wish you where by my side.
With you have felt wine and dined, which I have never felt like that for sometime.
At that point I just wanted friendship just talking about every day life.
There were a few that contacted me who wanted too much of me at that time.
Many could have wanted my money in time.
Many could have been out of their minds.
I know even with you if took me a while to decide what was going through my mind at our dating time. 21.7.2013.
TIGER TIM AND PRINCESS SARA IN LOVE.
We want to be each others arms.
Kiss me my sweet babe I love you so much.
I will kiss you again when I see you because I want to be with you.
We want to walk hand in hand together in the warm sun.
Between us already our love is so strong for one another.
I would have loved to come to see you now.
I wish could see you but it's never too late.
Is that what you say to be written in the poem babe I know you mean it babe or are you meaning it to tell me or both.
Both reasons babe.
I may as well write it? Shall I ?
Yes babe it's never too late to love which we have each other.
It's taking me a while to write this poem babe so bare with me.
No worries.
I am laughing as I am writing it.
I get so carried away with words.
I may as well write what we say all night.
No way nothing will be private if I put into a poem everything we say to one another.
You must let me know babe when I get carried away with words babe. 3rd August 2013
The Disabled Couple.
The Disabled Couple.
