Believe in yourself

Be strong.

There are many out there who think they can cause you pain to a point you cannot get through.

Think positive as you always do, you may not feel strong some how you are still with us, so you are stronger than you think.

When your in the moment things are easy to say not to do.

By just staying alive, you have proved to those who has have knocked you down, that you can get yourself up again.

Don’t think of them causing you pain but learn to avoid them, by  them thinking you won’t get through what they have put you through.

Prove them wrong.

There are people who bring you up when others bring you down.

Either way, you are not alone.

There is always someone who believes in you so believe in yourself.

However, those who believe in you will bring you up and help you get through.

Don’t give up.

Don’t suffer alone.

There are so many who believe in you and others who don’t.

Those who don’t, you don’t need.

Those who do are your family or and friends even lovers.

There are even those who believe you without you knowing so.

They will appear when you don’t expect them to do so. 

Special needs.

 We are who and what we are.

We are who and what we are.

We do not choose all to be, we do not chose hard work and cost too much money to the world.

 The way natural  has made us has caused us to have more difficulties and needing more support than others,

 but none of us face the same strengths and weaknesses, no different and no more than the generation population.

We all have thoughts but not all is and is not special needs, disabilities,

 difficulties and more most of us may face.

Human natural can make special needs, disabilities, difficulties  and more this way.

Many of us were born this way, even those who weren’t with

 some reasons to some people we know and others we do not.

I am who and what I am.

You are who and what you are.

Others are who and what they are but each everyone of us in the world has faults,

 some are purpose and intention faults others are not.

It is not always easy to know what purpose is and what is due to other reasons, special needs etc but no excuses either, so we much judge unless we know for sure.

Whether are special needs or more or not, we all have different strengths and weaknesses in different ways.

 

 

Special needs, what do need and what we don’t need.

Like all of you, we are different to one another and you but maybe the same in some ways.

We all need different support.

We need to be independent in different ways to do what we can do; the support comes into what we cannot do.

Try to think so more on our strengths than our difficulties but only support our difficulties and also help us to discover and train for new skills we and the world didn’t know we have got, let anyone else knowing or not knowing.

We have times we feel lonely and times without being nasty, we do need someone in our faces all the time either,

 which is no more different to everyone, but we are grateful for the help we do get.

However,’ there are times it’s not there when we need help, or it is there when we don’t need it.

 

 

 

 

 We are who and what we are.

We are who and what we are.

We do not choose all to be, we do not chose hard work and cost too much money to the world.

 The way natural  has made us has caused us to have more difficulties and needing more support than others,

 but none of us face the same strengths and weaknesses, no different and no more than the generation population.

We all have thoughts but not all is and is not special needs, disabilities,

 difficulties and more most of us may face.

Human natural can make special needs, disabilities, difficulties  and more this way.

Many of us were born this way, even those who weren’t with

 some reasons to some people we know and others we do not.

I am who and what I am.

You are who and what you are.

Others are who and what they are but each everyone of us in the world has faults,

 some are purpose and intention faults others are not.

It is not always easy to know what purpose is and what is due to other reasons, special needs etc but no excuses either, so we much judge unless we know for sure.

Whether are special needs or more or not, we all have different strengths and weaknesses in different ways.

 

 

Special needs, what do need and what we don’t need.

Like all of you, we are different to one another and you but maybe the same in some ways.

We all need different support.

We need to be independent in different ways to do what we can do; the support comes into what we cannot do.

Try to think so more on our strengths than our difficulties but only support our difficulties and also help us to discover and train for new skills we and the world didn’t know we have got, let anyone else knowing or not knowing.

We have times we feel lonely and times without being nasty, we do need someone in our faces all the time either,

 which is no more different to everyone, but we are grateful for the help we do get.

However,’ there are times it’s not there when we need help, or it is there when we don’t need it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Disability and Autism.

 I thought I was alone, but I was not.

I thought I was alone, but I was not.

Not knowing what I was saying, doing etc, sounded and seemed to others, whether I was right or wrong.

All I knew was that I didn’t seem or feel right but not really know why.

Not understanding others in each and every way.

Now that I have learned so much about myself, I am also learning to understand others and the fact I am not alone with my disability and mental health, there are others similar to me if not the same as me.

Even though I went to special schools back then I was in my own world.

Now I live to raise awareness of not only of special needs but others who face similar, me and myself for others to understand others for the future to come.

 

The Autism feeling.

What does Autism feeling feel like, what is it supposed to feel?

Who knows? I don’t.

It feels like a world all against you even though, it’s not like that or it is not all like that.

As if you are not for real, even though the world seems normal, even though is not or it is not all.

As if you don’t feel human compared to everyone around me, but really you are human.

Like you are alone, but you are not.

This is mostly what it felt like till I started knowing why I am what I am, even why I am who I am.

Almost as if everyone thought I was crazy and mad.

Yes, I was just a child, surely, I must have known, knowing something was wrong that did not feel right, even though I knew why.

 

Autism world.

Too many people, too many places, not many spaces.

Too busy atmosphere yet too much quietness makes you feel lost.

Too many sounds going off too many devices, a fear you are wanted by someone, even if they want someone else when you do not accept it.

This can be whether you are hoping to hear from someone or not.

This could be emails or massagers, as well or, as video chats such as zoom, facetime, or teams.

Too many crowded people and places as if the whole world is buzzing around you.

 

Special needs

Special needs don’t make us special, special needs is dis, which is difficult.

Ability is our strength.

We are just people like you, the same but different in different ways.

No one is alone we can not be alone, some of us are slower to learn than others, but we are not thick or stupid.  

Autism, Dyspraxia, Dyslexia, etc is part of us, those who face them.

The world just seems bigger to us than it really is.

Motor skills, Coordination, and grip are hidden learning difficulties, Dyspraxia,  no one sees unless they know you or and spend a lot of time with you.

Our needs are invisible to most people because, with special needs, most of us can walk and talk.

It doesn’t should the difficulties or even the strengths in us by just one look.

Not everyone has special needs but there is more than one of us with special needs, no one is alone.

 

  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Life can be cruel to be kind.

 Life can be cruel to be kind and it is not all the mind, just that most things take more time. 

Sometimes there are reasons or reasons behind meaning a good reason for bad.

Even though things seem hurtful at the time a lot of things are however long or short.

Not goes away but we learn to live with it. 

For eg; feeling as if we have failed people in our lives, as we feel we are in the wrong.

Not all negatives are due to mental illness but mental illness doesn't help.

If there is one thing I have learned now is never to force someone to change who hurts you, just walk away from them no matter how may feel about them, it may take time to move on but staying with them will encourage them to give you more pain, I know ease said than done when you really think a lot of someones.

Very often they try to come back saying they love you after, which they don't, they are just trying to cover up their own guilt because they know they are in the wrong. 

I know it is easy to say not to do, but my advice is don't come back, very often a leopard never changes his or her spots.

I made that mistake more than once in my life.

The good thing is you learn to be on your guard. 

However' never tell someone to start and stop something, never say what you think but only if they ask what you think.

Suggest and advise if needed, tell what is likely to happen if they do or don't do something, which gives them something to think about and down to them if they take on what you say or not. 

They will on in their time or not at all, you have given them guidelines on their situation, and you have done your job. 

Have faith in yourself.

Easy to say, hard to do.

Have faith in yourself, you will get through take every day as it comes, and you are doing very well.

Believe me, things that are hard to see, and with time and patience the bright with come out of the dark one day.

Set your goal, it is easy to say not to do, but if start to try briefly, you will get there in your own time.

Even thing you enjoy and what are good is hard to do when you don't feel yourself but it doesn't get easy again unless you start to build yourself up to motorvate yourself again.

The Sooner you try the sooner you can set your goal, have faith in yourself to have faith in others.

Not only think you can do this, whatever it is, say you can do this whatever it is. 

Life is a journey.

Take it easy on yourself.

Believe in yourself that you are not lost, you are found.

You are sound.

Be patient with yourself.

You are stronger than you think.

you will get through whatever it is.

Be inspired by yourself as well as others, it doesn't make you vain or big-headed.

Try to think less negatively as possible, yesterday has gone today is here, tomorrow is to come, the past is a bad dream, try to move to the good real dream.

Don't be scared to do things right or wrong, we are all human, we all make mistakes, and we can keep on trying until we get it right.

Let others talk about themselves if you can and listen to them.

No one has the right to think of you as selfish because you are not.

Make your journey to help yourself before you help others. 

Easy to say hard to see or and do.

Try to mix with mostly positive people.

People who don't judge you and you don't judge them.

Mx with who don't tell you what do and when, how same as telling you not to do.

Let them give you suggestions and advice, let them give you a choice if you take what they say or not.

We all need to move forward but may take most of us our time to motorvate. 

Most things may take more strength than others.

For example; walking out of someone's life you have known for years or even all your life.

Time is a good healer.

Talk to someone who you can trust but only who you want to talk to, who may be someone you know or don't.

However, there can be times when life is too much to cope with, whereas other times things are better off not said.

Don't give yourself too much to cope with alone.

Try to get help if you can, if needs be.

It is your right to be alone if you want to be.

Others should only be there for you if and when you want them to be.

Keep trying.

Keep trying you will get there, where ever that may be.

Keep moving forward until you achieve there journey you want, with time you will get there.

No matter how long or short the goal and journey takes.

Stay with it, not everything goes right the first time around.

Life is too short to waste, but there is always plenty of time to achieve.

Life can be up and down in everything situation and problem.

Don't give up, keep trying you will get there.

In some situations, pain turns into pleasure.

The whole world feels as if it is on one's shoulders.

It is easy to put up with things for too long but you don't need to.

No matter what someone says or does, we are still in their life.

We can do as much as we take until we break.

With some things and some situations, even when you, are out of someone's life after so so long, it can take quite a bit of getting used to, even when you feel nothing for them anymore.

We can have faults, it takes more than one person to cause a problem and many cases solve a problem.

It takes two to tango.

Some things haunt us for years but others go in time but when.

The answer is any time. 

Willing to write a poem.

Willing to write a poem from words I write from my mind.

Although, what I say does not mean to be a poem just words I write from the mind at any time.

I read and write a poem about the world around me and what inspires me, from the work of others too.

Most of all I can say too much or nothing at all.

You.

You are my pain and my pleasure and who I treasure you forever. 

We find ways of coping together, whatever those ways may be.

You matter so put yourself first.

Learn to like yourself, your family, and your friends in the end.

Be yourself, you cannot be anyone else.

In the end, no one knows you other than yourself, although many would like to think they do, no matter how many people there are in the world.

There are good people and bad, happy, mad and, glad and sad.

Even those who know you well don't know you as much as you know yourself.

You don't have to accept or refuse help from others but be yourself, you cannot be anyone else.

Learn to like yourself, love yourself, like others than love them.

There should be no shame, guilt, or blame in that.