Monday 11 March 2024

Story outline. Chapter title page Jealousy

Chapter goal, How did Billy Drake get the gun? No one knows. Why did he have a gun? 

Alan was trying to get his wife Louise so he makes out he wants her back but did he want her back or was he trying to cover his own guilt to the way he treated her? So Louise thought.

Like many of us, love has been blind but does she see the light at the end of the tunnel? 


 Louise had gone from the LongBeach hotel, New York? 2000 Chapter conflict. 

Alan makes out he doesn’t know and what had happened to her, but does he? 

Alan with his best mate Billy Blake so he thought ? Does Billy take or try to take advantage of Louise? Characters Louise Blake Green, Alan Blake, children Anna Maria and Rye Blake and Billy Drake, maybe more will be created. No point of view yet. Conflict like, love and hate relationships. 

Hook unanswered questions Climax secrets, lies and more.


 Where did the guns, drugs and money come from? Thursday afternoon, It had all started off a lovely weekend in LongBeach, Long Ireland New York. Despite of  the thunderstorm in Manhattan, it had been a crazy morning rushing through the rain to the train, with a loud sound horn as the streams smoke drew out as the train set out to Long Beach, which the family only just made.


 Alan had bought the train tickets online on his iPhone seven. 


12.25pm, to LongBeach, standing at platform nine”.


 As the family got off the train, after an hour of traveling. The sun was shining, great start of the weekend Louise, Alan, Anna Maria and Rye Blake were talking a bank holiday 4th July 2000.


 Mainly Louise as she was a child nurse working very long hours. Although’ Louise loved her job.

 

 Her 

children looked up to her. 

Anne Maria was five and Rye was seven.  


The children Anna Maria and Rye were so looking forward to the beach. The sound of seagulls, blue sky, white clouds, yellow smiling sunshine and the smell of the clean deep blue sea, as the headed right on the beach with their bucket and spade building sandcastles, everything was fine until. On the evening of July the 4th, Louise and Alan put the children to bed. 


They poured themselves some drinks, Louise was drinking white wine and Alan was drinking  Fosters larger. As time went on drinks increased, though the night.

 It was 5.00am, on the  Sunday 5th July 200, as Alan woke up with a very shocking hangover. It was very hot, sweat was pumping out of him, it was 30c in temperature. His blond spiky hair was sticky as glue as if, he stuck gel on his hair the day before. He rolled over gripping his sheet to find Louise had gone, which was a great where he didn’t know where he was. 


He was very angry and confused but should have been? He had no memory of what happened the night before or any other time. He was out of his mind anyway. 


All Louise’s and children’s things had gone, also the key to the children’s room in the hotel. He called 125. 

“Hello, Maureen Lewis speaking”. 


“Hi, it is Alan Blake, I’m calling from room 750, please can you check the cctv camera to see if a lady left the hotel earlier, she’s 5 foot 3 and light brown hair, her name is Louise and she is my wife”? “Of course sir but she could be anyone”. 


“How dare you, my wife is not just anyone”. “ calm down sir, I don’t know who she is”.

 “Sorry Maureen of course not, I have no idea why she’s gone that’s all, I’m in shock, it’s not like her to disappear unexpected.”

 “ sorry sir, I know you know her I don’t but I will do my best help the best I can”. 

“Okay, madam”. 

“ Can you please come down into reception and I will check the camera and you can see for yourself”.

 “ Of course, I will be down in a few minute, I’m just finishing off getting ready”. 

“Okay sir, no rush, bye for now”. 

As Alan rudely slams the phone on the poor woman.

 He took the lift to reception, as two young people entered. Slim blonde hair lady about seventeen named Julie and a young guy, very short jet black hair, about 5.10, skinny and about twenty - one years of age, named David. “ which floor, guys”? 

“ Number four”. 

Replied Julie Julie didn’t feel happy been around Alan, she didn’t like the tone of his attitude but she did well to keep her cool.

 Young David could sense danger too but he felt as if there were too many cameras in the building for him to react. Alan presses four than zero for ground floor. 

On they went, then him. He was doing his best to keep his cool in the hotel as he was bitting his time. 


Alan didn’t have the best of patience when waiting in line, he was getting more anxious as time went on.

 “ How much longer guys, it’s like waiting for Christmas here”. “ patient, sir, everyone will get seen”. 

When it came to Alan’s turn. “Okay, how can I help sir”? “ I called about half an hour ago, from my room, raising concerns about my wife and children”.


 “ Oh yes sir, I am not being mean but if she isn’t with you she’s not in the hotel”.

 “How can you prove that”?

 “ Was she sharing a room with you”?


 “First of all Miss or Mrs Maureen, you haven’t answered my question and secondly, of course she shared room with me until, I woke up this morning to find she had gone so check the f**king camera”!


 “Calm down sir, otherwise I won’t”. 

His face went red. 

“ She could be in or out the hotel, Maureen”. 

“Maybe, do you want someone to check the whole hotel, sir”? 

“ yes but first of all let’s check the cameras”. 

“Okay, sir”. Maureen checked the camera, as she showed Alan to try and put his mind at rest. 


She could see anger in his eyes as she peered over her brown glasses with her fussy hair. 

She could that Alan wasn’t a guy to win with so it was easier to follow with what he wanted. 


He was still rather drunk and hungover but he didn’t care who he upset, he wanted answers about his wife and children but did he care as much as he made out? 

It showed a lady leaving, how Alan explained, with two young children. It was unknown where they we’re going, what they were doing, what’s happened?


 Whether the couple were cheating on one another, one cheating on the other, she may have been murdered, kidnapped, rapped, one, some or even all of those reasons. 

Also, what happened to the children as well as Louise. 


“Is this your wife and children, Alan”? 

Alan looked very closely. “It looks like them”. 


“She left at 6 am, this morning as the hotel opened”. 

As Alan left the hotel, he drove his ford sierra car light blue to his best friend, Billy Drake’s house in Beverly Way. 

Reg AB2000.


He was wrongly drinking and driving as the thoughts in his mind was raising miles to the dozen.

 He even parked on a dead end street at the corner of Beverly way as he walked down to Billy’s house.

 He knocked the door, no reply as Billy was at work but Billy’s boasting terrific dog Buck barked, woofed and howled as he opens his month as if the dog was catching flies. Alan opened the door with the spare key Billy gave him. 


“ Shut the f**k up Buck”! It started to rain with thunder again, as Alan entered the house, walked into the kitchen. Now why was he at Billy’s for. A gun, why? 

In hopes of finding whoever may have or and killed his wife if anyone has. 


Where did Billy get the gun from? At the moment that is unknown. Alan finds the gun in the kitchen draw. 


“ What is he doing with my gun?” “ Why has Billy got a gun and where did he get it from?”


 Alan Locked Billy’s house and rushes through the thundering storm rain, none stop driving, where does he end up, who does he cross and more. 

Suddenly Alan pulls into a lay-buy to try and then he gets a message saying.This phone number is not recognized. 


He sent her an email,  then looks on facebook but she wasn’t  on his Facebook anymore,  she had blocked him or had she left Facebook.


 He tried to ask people she knew but they said she had not told them either way, no one knows if she was told the truth or not.

Had she told them to not tell him not to tell anyone  anything?

Does he get in touch with the police, if so what becomes of that?

 He probably does get in touch with the police, if so when? 

Whether does or not, is he in trouble if so what and when?

 Also, many more questions and answers we need to know.

 Did Louise take her own life or and children’s?

Characters’ point of view.


Louise’s point of view.

“ Hi my name is Louise Blake Green, I had enough of my marriage, I am thirty now and I have known Alan since I was eleven and married him when  I was eighteen.”

 Alan has always bragged and tried to impress  people show off etc.

 saying that he says he’s got this and that,  the other when most of it he hasn’t.

 In the early years I  was foolishly  to-believe in him but now it’s got to point I can only take so much, meaning now is the time enough is enough, I can take  no more, this is the end draw, the curtain call.


I have took my children and we are out his life. 

Naturally Anna Maria and Rye are curious to why their Father is not their lives, I will never stop them from seeing him, I have told them that but I have also told them that things have not been good for a long time between him and me. 


I told them I will tell them why when they are old enough to understand. 


As if they don’t the reason as they have heard me and Alan row many a times. The way he’s been acting the last few years has been rather strange, as he does not  pay any attention, avoiding me etc unless he was drunk, non stop texting, receiving texts back whenever we are the same room together.

It’s like he wants me, then he doesn’t want me, sounds like he doesn’t know who and what he wants so I am answering for him. I am out his life for good apart from our children.


 Not saying I’m right but it’s his behavior seemed odd, as if he was hiding something from me, he doesn’t love anymore and I can accept that as now I don’t love him like I used to. 

 Thinking about it, what I couldn’t see  it from the start he didn’t love like I thought he did. How blind was I, he used me all these years?

 Also, when I was trying to talk to him, he wasn’t responding to me, I may as well be not be in his life. 

I don’t think even he’s bothered I have gone but I bet he misses our kids.

 Maybe I was selfish taking them but no matter what me and Alan think of each other we both love the kids very much.


I hadn’t comforted Alan because of the children, I hadn’t said a word to how angry I feel. Maybe I am wrong but  for the last year or two his behavior has changed for the worse towards me. I handy seas him and when I did he pays no attention or interest to me. He’s still the same and great with the children and I have no problem with that.






The text message, the truth

Why was I hoping that everything is alright between us when it's not?


Why was I bothering with you?


Why didn’t he like me, when I love you in a text message?

He didn’t love me, even when he said he did.


Why did he act  so strangely are you up to something?


Why was he sending and getting texts every five minutes?


Why did I feel this way about you?


Why didn’t I just walk out on you what you are putting me through?


Do he want me to feel this way about him?


All I know is that I was so foolish still being in love with you.


I don't know why I love him but I did but no more


He didn’t love me anymore but I was too blind to see.

He didn’t want me to walk away from him either because when I  finally walked away he wanted me back, I never went back or looked back.


When I asked him if he loved me, he never gave me a straight answer, he kept on  changing his mind but like a fool I put up with it till I couldn’t stand anymore.

I said to him. 


“Don't mess me around in and out of a text message!”


“It most likely cost too much to say you love me in a text but you send enough texts out and get many back in a short amount of time.”


Nothing I said and did was right in his opinion.


“Oh, I am sorry I have said the wrong thing yet again.”


There was no pleasing but he was never like this in the early years.


As the years went on he knew I loved him more so he played with my feelings and emotions.


I had a good mind to send this poem to him in a text but I didn’t want to encourage us to fall out again.


He could  be such hard work but as mad as it sounds like a fool I loved him for many  years. September 2007 - March 2024 






Hi my name is Billy Drake, me and Alan are best friends, we went to school together. Alan has always been hard to understand.

 I think the reason why Louise left his life is because he never really wanted her when she was there, he was always blaming her things, nothing was ever his fault and she couldn’t do anything right as far as he was concerned. 

For years he was wanting her out his life and cheating behind her back but now that she’s gone he wants her back his life. 

“By the way Alan why have you stolen my gun”?


 I know why he’s stole my gun he wants to blame every man who crosses his path for going off with his wife but oh yes it’s okay for him to go off with other women, not her with other men. He’s such a dark horse is Alan.

 What he doesn’t know I fancy Louise like crazy but she doesn’t fancy me and I have never let on or laid a finger on her.

The truth is as far as I know, I don’t think she has gone off with another man but wouldn’t be surprised if he’s gone off with another woman. 













 I want  you to trust  me, Alan, he should  be my best mate I went  to school with but I’m sure can trust me but can I trust him in like I want be in him.

He wants to know why I stole his gun, well I will tell you what. 

“ How did he get the gun in the first place”? I don’t know where his wife is and why Louise left him”

Has she cheated, has he cheated  or both was she murdered, raped, anything else negative, some and all of those things?

 I want to know.


Alan is just messing around to blame me and Louise for things but all the same he’s drove her and children away and I hope they are all safe wherever they are. 


I’m concerned about the safety of Louise and the children but if she has walked out on Alan, I hate  to say this as much as he’s my friend, I can’t say I blame her. She’s never said anything to me, guess she fears I will tell him what she maybe facing, feeling etc because of me and him having known one another since childhood. If anything I would comfort him. 


As a friend I guess, I should tell Louise, it is okay tell me things. If I am honest, I have always had the feeling, she hasn’t had the easiest marriage with him but the fact she’s not spoke about to me, I haven’t raised my concern in case I was wrong.


 On the other hand, I may not see her again either. I guess if she decides to file for divorce, she or and a lawyer may be in touch with him but then if I know Louise she won’t have any intentions of trying to stop him from seeing his children.


The truth is Alan doesn’t know who and what he wants and women who fall in love with him get hurt. I am no angel but he’s never known how to love a woman for them. 



Alan’s point of view.


Hi I am Alan Blake, I want  you to trust  me, Billy Drake, your  my best mate but I’m sure can trust me but can I trust you to believe me? 

He wants to know why I stole his gun, when stole  mine, well I will tell you what. 

“ How did he get the gun in the first place”? I’m angry because I don’t know where my wife is and why Louise left me if she has. I will be calling the police if I see her, him or both in twenty - four hours.

Has she cheated, has he cheated  or both was she murdered, raped, anything else negative, some and all of those things?

 I want to know.


Two people in my life are letting me down to a point, it feels as if everyone I know is letting me down. Most people  are saying : most what I am saying is all in my mind, least it seems like to me.

I bought the gun from a shop in Long Ireland to try and protect my friends and family but I fear my best friend  Billy Drake is going off with my wife Louise Blake.

Yet both of them are accusing me  of cheating on Louise, which is not true.

I don’t want to loose Louise, or Rye and Anna Maria my children. I’m so guttered she walked out on me and took the children, mainly at the hotel, after I spent an arm and a leg on  the weekend break. Yet I don’t understand, everything has seemed fine. 

The kids had a lovely day on the beach yesterday and Louise said nothing about anything bothering her about our marriage and relationship. I admit, even if Louise is cheating, it may not be Billy she’s cheating on me for. I hope it is not Billy, he’s suppose be my best school  friend. 


I’m drinking myself to the ground today, despite of my hangover from last night.


I know Billy is at work, at least I think he is, I found my gun in his kitchen draw at his house but no dead body so it doesn’t proof anything one way or the other. Surely he wouldn’t kill Louise and the children, would he? He better not. I can’t see that he would somehow.


I have my gun back so I ‘m going to look for Billy. I tried calling Billy and Louise, Billy is on answer phone and Louise’s phone number isn’t recognized anymore, how odd. 

Next I checked their Facebooks, Louise’s doesn’t come up on mine anymore, she’s either blocked or she’s left facebook so I checked to see if she was still on Billy’s or not to find she’s still on there. 

Therefore, she’s blocked me not him. Nothing is written on either timelines so maybe they private message one another. That  I will never know, unless I com font him but he may not necessarily  tell me the truth. Yet he hasn’t blocked me from Facebook, most odd.

More than anything I am concerned what has happened to the children, Louise, then Billy.




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