The writer's feelings.

Please listen to what I have to say.
I think about you every single day.
I thought you were the boy who love me for me.
How wrong could I be?
Now I know you were my dream and nightmare.
How mad am I, your still the love of my life?
I thought I was going to become your future wife.
Sorry I regret hurting you this way but I don't regret every single day I was with you. written in 1997.

If there's anything I have learned in this life very little love lasts for life. I must have lived in such dream land in 12 yrs ago. Still at least I hope I understand now.