Thursday 2 July 2009

Granny

My Granny used to sit and talk to her friends and family in her chair.
Like all Grannies she she'd fall a sleep in her rocking chair like a baby sleeps in their cot.
Now Granny's chair is empty and bare.
My Granny has think sliver gray naturally curly hair.
She used to talk looking at you through those lovely kinds eyes as she would stair.
I'd even feel lost without seeing Granny mostly when I go to her house where my Father lives.
I'd even saw my Grandfather, Father and Uncle after she died.
Like Granny's funerals we went to say good bye,
I did not cry because she would not wanted us to cry, she lived a grand old age of eighty - three. 1997 - 2000

Fiction stories.
When I saw any fields of woods as a child I thought of Red riding hood walking through.
When the light was turned off at night I thought of a frightened little girl, which I was frightened too.
When the teachers read me the story of LITTLE RED RIDING HOOD when I was in boarding school. I was looking for Little Red Riding Hood in the dark.
I would also be looking to see if the big bad woof was coming out of the wardrobe every time the wardrobe opened more and more.
The woof and wardrobe were inside my mind after LITTLE RED RIDING HOOD was read out to me as a very small child.
The wardrobes in my bedroom at the time would slide from side to side I where was at the time. There weren't any woods outside but later on in my childhood but family lived in a house in the woods.
At bed time I cried because I was frightened of the big bad woof in the dark.
I thought the story of RED RIDING HOOD was a true story for years.
What is true, I am still unsure whether to I believe in ghosts or not.
Have MOST HAUNTED really shown ghosts?
People thought I was very silly in the days I believed in Farly tales.
Society is very unsure what the truth is.
When it comes to television it all used to seem to like things were going on for real but no people acting the stories.
It took me a long time to believe that most stories are fiction which is imagination. 1997 - 2000

The big tiger.The big tiger will bit if he needs to bit.
You will wake up in the night with a fright.
The big tiger seems to have evil eyes.
The big tiger also have very bright orange stripes.1997 - 2012

Why does it happen?

Wouldn't be nice to be a sleep in peace without losing the people you love.
Everyone feels empty without love.
I think the mail thing that causes war is religion, nationality and colour of skin.
It would be nice to wake up to the world to have less people attacking one another?
Please stop this war!
Save us all!
No hurt, no pain, no death and no war.
The chance would be a fine thing.
Freedom at last.
Looking to the future.
Children and young people with their whole lives a head of them.
Children grow into adults like us, we were once children like them.
We hope there's no war any more.
It's hard to say,  many people in many generations of war must have hoped war would stop, which is wishful thinking.
All the same we are all human beings even though we might difference kind of people.
The world would be a boring place if we were all the same.
We just need to accept the kind of people one another are whether we have a choice to be how we are or not.
There are all difference kind of people in the world, why can't we accept that?
The world would be boring if we were all the same, then may be we would still attack one another. 31.1.2001 -  23.4.2003 - 19.8.2012


War verse for any war.

Gray planes flying in the sky.
Bleeding wounds and died bodies what a bloody mess the world is in.
Love and home is where the heart is.
Ships sailing in the water from place to place.
Some soldiers live and others died.  31.1.2001

First world war.

The first world war was what you called the Great war.
How bad is that because no war is great?
This must have been Kaiser Williams' idea to called the Great war.
Still, what does one except Kaiser was the person who made the First World war possible? Wilfred Owen, Siegfried Sassoon, Rupert Brooke and many more First World war poets who were First World war soldiers.
It was Hitler who made the Second World war possible having been a soldier in the First World war.
Hitlers reason for the Second World War is because he want the Germans to win because they did not win the First World war, it did not get him anywhere because the Germans did not win either wars.
In the mean time Hitler destroyed Jews, Disabled people, Gays and lives of all kinds of people with difference race.
What a dangerous man Hitler was!
Now the Gulf war is here the Germans are keeping out, they haven't got the money anymore.
The German's are not really to blame for both wars the blame is Kaiser Williams and Hitler for creating those two world wars, the Germans just took their orders.
The British and the Americans beat the Germans but some people say it would have been better if the Germans would have won, they think Britain and the States would have been a better place if we would have lost the Germans.
It does not mean that I have been told the right information about counties been better off if they would have lost Two World wars, it does not mean I understood clearly what people said to me.
A lot of men suffered Mustard gas in the First World war my Grandfather's Father was one of them.
People wore Gas masks to protect themselves from bombs, smoke and etc in the air.
A lot of soldiers sank in their boots in the muddy bogs.
Sore wounded soldiers had been hibernated from place to place.
Bodies of dead soldiers anywhere and everywhere.
Sleep in peace not war.
What a horror of war!
The world is full of emptiness without love.
What does it matter about peoples' religion, nationality and colour of skin, they are what and who they just like we are?
What we tend to forget is that these men that died so young in this messy war died to give us our lives but lost their own.
We have a lot to thank these young men but these men were old than us but yet younger than us, they did not even have chance to experience life like we have, we must thank our lucky stars. 31.1.2001 - 23.4.2003 - 19.8.2012

The Second World.
Tears from woman when their lovers have had to go to war.
There was rain of sadness for them all.
Now knowing whether or not they are going to see their lovers again.
Death and life can be so cruel, if the world is that cruel why was it made?
Blood and burns anywhere and everywhere.
It was not all sad times that people sing, dance be happy but they were trying trying to make out what was this bloody war was about.
There's no prefect world, things can't be good all the time but the world gets crueler. 31.1.2001


War poem.

It's time to kiss and say bye.
Good hearts miss one another.
There are are memories of tears, sadness and happiness.
It becomes a mystery what the future is, not knowing whether your love one is going to live or not.
It's very hard to have a war that you do not wonder about being wounded or the loss of life. 31.1.2001

John Lennon.
John Lennon was a young hippie in the 1960s.
He believed in peace not war.
He would not be happy with the world been any other way than peace not war.
Today he'd be rolling in his grave if he saw knew what a mess the world is today.
John always rewarded brave people.
He wrote great song and poetry.
He drew and painted lovely pictures.
He was a very clever man.
The sad thing was that he did not died in people but with a bang bang.
Everyone guessed that John Lennon wanted to died at a peaceful grand old age with no pain but just in his sleep. 31.1.2001

Freedom at last.Looking forward to the future is very hard to do.
There are young children and adults with their whole lives ahead of them.
Young men and woman risking their lives to save others.
Wouldn't it be nice to say freedom at last?
It gets too much when everyone rightly wants peace so why have war then we will always have peace?31.1.2001

You've lived a good long life.

The Germans made your life hell one way or the other in the second world war.
Now everyone likes all their own people in their own country let alone other counties.
There's no point of being raciest : there's no point of war.
Life is hard enough without war.
Sometimes you can lose friendships when your country is given a bad name.
We are all human beings.
If everyone liked everyone in the world it would be a perfect and a boring world.
People full out enough without fights.
You have a had good long life.
You told the family things about the Second World war.
Times have changed so much like they do, we have not done and saw what you have done and saw.
We are not like you, we have not lived.
We do not know we are born.
If it had not have been for you we would not have been here today.
You clever brave soldier who lived through the Germans giving you such a hard time.
We thank our lucky stars we have not been through what you have been through.
Not many of us will risk our lives for others, what is wrong with us, we are not as brave as you were Granddad?
You enjoyed the good times and copied with the bad times.
That's more than I can say for us in the world today.
We must not make a fuss about our bad times which were not as bad as what you bad times were.
Thank you for giving us day by day in the best way you can.
When there's a will there's a way of coping with the hardest things in life.
If you got through hard times surly we can.
However big or small the problem we will get through the days and nights of of our lives.
More problems mended in the end but sometimes you can't mend what has been broken.
You lived to be eighty - six and came home to my Gran at the end of the Second World War.
We are all glad that you lived a grand old age but we miss you more and more.
You were tried and had enough of the bad in life but you miss the good.
We remember you with happiness.
Rest in peace Granddad.
Thank you from us all.
However, never mind and never worry. 31.1.2001 - 22.4.2003 - 18.8.2012

Love and War.

Husbands and boyfriends go to fight at war.
Wives and girlfriends waiting at the door.
What if he falls in love with someone else?
What if he dies and does not pull through.

Oh god I will cry, oh my oh my.
The baby cries, no milk and why?
No money to buy milk.
Now I need my true love even more and more.
Is that him knocking at the door?
My word darling I need you more.
Five years at war is a long time.
Please darling can I nurse you wounds.
Cheer up darling you have won the war, there is not a war anymore.
I will nurse you darling more and more until you are well, I would not dream of letting you dwell.
Loving arms from the man you love who served his country.
No more weeping tears.
It's just look if he's still alive.
Peace at last.
The future is now what you think about.1997 - 2001 - 19.8.2012

The first world war soldier's mind.

It's November to December time, my world is a fall of sinking in a muddy bog.
Bombs, shooting and frighting going on, my best mates dieing in mud.
My mates have all gone, I have girl or family to stay with at Christmas time. 31.1.2001

People left behind.It's very sad for families, lovers and friends when someone dies from war.
My heart bleeds for people who have lost their loved ones through all wars at all times.
Some people feel hopeless when they are here and the people are over there.
If I were not disabled I'd go to risk my life to save others.
I hope as many people as possible will put through this war now, even if we have had to learn to accept lost lives. 31.1.2001

Farly Tale verse.

I used to dream about what love would be about when I was growing up.
I used to dream about meeting my handsome prince.
Now it feels as if there's no such thing as Farly Tale land which there is not.
I must accept that there's no such man as Mr Right.
I used to think he must be my king and I must be his queen.
We would have had plenty of princes and princesses but now I am glad it did not happen in this day and age.
One day I woke up knowing that I had a Farly Tale dream, which turned out to be sad but may be in a way is a good thing. 1997 - 2000

11th September 2001.
It's hard to forget the two towers falling down in New York.
The 11th September 2001 is on your mind all the time.
It's hard to sleep, you feel so weak.
It's such a shock when you lose the people you love, I guess this has given so much danger to buildings and homes.
Remembering the people you knew for the people they were.
Heaven should be a peaceful place for them.
No one else will be the same to you but sadly life goes on.
They are in their own worlds sleeping and dreaming in peace.
They want you to live day by day.
They want to feel better by your lives and for you to live better lives than what they did.
You can't be sad all the time.
Every 11th September will sadly be a reminder for you that you don't need to be reminded of but a chance to remember the happy times you had together. 31.10.2002 - 1.11.2002

Fright and fear.

Does anyone know whether or not, if Brush and Brair have done the right thing by this war?
I don't think they have done the right thing, this war could kill the world with crime on top.
The world wants peace and love not greed and war.
We want to keep away from people who hate us.
Don't kill!
The devil will get you in the end, if there is life after death.
We will live in heaven to give peace and love.
You will live in hell with the devil if there is such a thing to believe in.
This is a message to people who want to give war to people, you will live and dwell in hell. 3-9.3.2003

I don't believe what I hear.Many a times I have woke up hoping that the war was just a nightmare.
We are still trying to find out who was to blame for September 11th 2001.
Proof or not, why jump the gun, it could be anybody or anyone it may even bo more than one.
These things need to be looked into a bit more slowly and carefully.
The British government is giving the British people a bad name, when not every British person is to blame for this war.
Did Sardam caused the war? Who knows!
Why let more and more people get killed?
Too many good heroes out there risking their lives to save others.
With war most people sadly get killed in the end.
We had been told that Sardam had killed a lot of his own people in Iraqi.
People say Sardam is a very cure and hurtful man.
People in Iraqi don't have water, food and clothes because of Sardam. 10-13.3.2003


What's going to happen?
What a nightmare that's so true.
What is this world coming to, I think this is world war three, this could be killing we.
My question is!
Are we going to be having more than thousands of lives lost round the world?
How much is this war going to cost, more lives lost extra cost on tax?
Will it get to the stage that we could be all dead with no world?
I hope there are some people around to read this poem.
There's no question or answer, no right, no wrong.
No one can see the future to what it's going to give us.
Tomorrow is just another day and tonight is unknown.
Tomorrow is yet to come. 13-16.3.2003

Peace.
We want this war to be over.
We want our lives to be lived to the full, knowing that we will still be here tomorrow.
Be happy to live your life how you want and the best way you can.
No one knows how you and me are going to end up to be. 17.3.2003


Love.

Give the world as much love as you can.
It takes all kinds of people to make a war but it take all kinds of people to give love.
We are all in the same boat in ways fearing for people's lives and our own.
We should all get through this war together by loving and supporting another.
Know one will know where it will be one day to the next, most countries may be safe not but in the future who knows!
We must as much peace and love as much as we can but no war.
Be brave enough to take it day by day. 12-13.5.2003

War and peace.
What a life.
Make sure you have good times.
Try to get through the bad times.
You start off young.
You end up old but then you learn a lot more than you know now.
Everyone wonders about what life all is all about whether it's a waste or not.
Life is what you make it, if you make it good, it's no waste at all.There are too many people risking their lives for others.
They are risking their lives for you and me.
We are risking our lives in our country in order to live our lives.
There are too many dangerous people about on this earth sadly.
Heaven could be the most peaceful place to be if there is a place called heaven.14-15.5.2003 - 23.4.2003 -  19.8.2012


Mothers and children.
Mothers and children stuffing from war.
Babies been born during the war.
Life can get shorter by war but we can be strong enough to pull through war.
Lives can be put at risk everywhere with bombs going off in schools and children wearing gas masks.
Never knowing how many people live and how many die. 15-16.5.2003

Hurt.
Sleeping and hanging around the streets feeling weak.
No one knows what the future holds.
Many children are in care without families of their own.
There's so much terror out there, they are in need of peace and love.
It's very sad that so many young people lose their live so soon.
How can we see them stuffer with so much pain?
They are so brave to stand the pain.
How can we heel the wounds from been scared for life or death.
Having had to cope with hurt through war, what about the children who get beaten up by adults.
It's such a cruel world out there. 16-19.5.2003

Who is!
Who is or who are the person or people who caused the 11th 2001 war?
That person or even those people could be alive or even dead.
He or she could be anywhere to be.
Nobody knows the answers.
President Brush should not jump the gun.
He's giving America a bad name Saying it's Saddam Hussein.
No one can just blame anyone 23.5.2003

Death.
We all suffer lose of love.
This brings pain to everyone.
These things happen through war, illnesses, car crashes and etc.
All we have left is memories.
One life lost another one starts. 26.5.2003


Coping.

No one to talk to.
No children, no Grandchildren.
No one cares.
Far too cold, I want to be warm.
No where to cool down, it's too easy to pass out.
Not knowing whether or not tomorrow is going to be a good or bad day.
Are there going to be homes for the homeless, many have lived like this since the 2nd world war.At night I look at the stars.
I make my private wish.
I accept death that people are looking and thinking what they would think and say to what I do, don't, say and don't say.
They could be watching every little step and sound I make laughing crying.
Watch what you say and think how people who you have would response to how you live your life now. 28.5.2003 -  29.5.2002 -18.8.2012

Why why not?
Why not have peace, love and freedom?
Why have bad people breaking this world?
Why stuffer so much pain?
Why feel as if someone or something is missing out your life?
The bad people may die but it does not bring back the good people who they killed.
Really only the good die young.
29.5.2003

What next?

Why is the tunnel so dark?
Why can't we see the light at the end of the tunnel?
Where are we going to end up?
Will we ever get peace and love?
Will we ever be happy enough to put behind fear, fright and pain?
Will we be forever brave?
Will we ever feel human again? 3.5.2003

People.

People who are unlucky don't show their true feelings.
They don't show their sadness, they still smile and laugh even thought they feel as if the world is coming down on them.
Most lucky people show unhappiness all the time and they become greedy.
Us lucky people should show smiles and happiness.
We must be happy with what we have got.
We must help the unlucky people become lucky.
Most rich people are greedy, they want more once they get it all.
Most poor people are as happy as if they have got the world.
Most people who have just enough money to live on help the poor out but most of the rich are out for their selves.
The poor have no choice neither do the people who are just about lucky enough to have enough to live on.
More poor people seem to be kinder than most rich.
Some people who are well off are just alright.
One saying that has always stood the rich are getting richer : the poor are getting poorer.
The well off can go either one way or the other.
( What is life all about?)
Even though we live life everyday, it's still hard to understand.
( Does anyone even understand the human brain?) 2-6.62004

What a life
.Iraqi has had enough of Saddam Hussan.
They say he has took away their food, water and clothes.
Britain has had enough muggings, murders and goodness knows what.
America has the same problem as Britain.
Bair and Brush think they can attack Saddam Hussan without Iraqi.
That's very hard without feeling guilty that thousands of poor people may be killed in Iraqi.
This is world war 3.
I can understand why the Iraq civilians hate Saddam so much for what he put them through.
Saddam started off wanting to fight Britain and American as well as his own people.
The last Gulf war was in 1991.
On and off for 20 years this war has seemed to have carried on to other counties.
There was talk about the war been over back 2003 when it had yet again begun.
We all hate wars!
While the soldiers were in Iraqi, Saddam went off else where.
No one knew whether Saddam was dead or alive.
Everyone was all on edge in case he came back to harm his own people.
This would have caused them more pain.
The soldiers wanted to go home.
The soldiers wanted to know that the civilians were living peaceful lives.
We thought the Saddam war would have carried on, it's seemed to have lasted forever until Britain and America killed him. 23.4.2003 - 6.6.2003 - 19.8.2012

Humanity.
I am not against humanity, I am human myself.
There should be no one against humanity because we are all human.
Why is there war, stop the war!
Feel free to go to church if or and when you want!
Don't do what you don't want to do!
Be the person you want to be.

You are still human if your black and your still human if your white.
You should be welcome where you want to be but counties must not be over crowded with people because we all should have human rights.
Feel free to walk away if your not happy with but society should notgive you anything to fright you should feel free.

Life is too short to waste without making it any worse than it is.
There should be something to be happy about, smile about and laugh about.
For far too long now we have had too much to cry about so let's stop upsetting one another!

I know the world seems to be falling to pieces but we can live in hope.
Take everything as it comes.
Do whatever makes you happy.
Crying and thinking about it all the while is not going to end.

Losing a friend or a member of the family is very sad.
Get support off people that will will help you get on with your life.
You are strong one way or the other.
We all know it's not possible to live a perfect life, we can't get good news all the while but there's far too much bad news today.

Winter cold, snow, rain, hale, sleet and wind.
Autumn, cold winds blowing the leaves on the trees that change from green to golden brown bit by bit.
Hot sunny days sun baying.
Most green leaves create a lovely green leaves on the trees for a garden life.  6-12.62003 -


Thoughts.They lose their lives to save others.
The hurt, pain and upset for family and friends.
We should love one another over the loss of our loved ones.
We will never know how long it's going to last.
We wonder if any of us are going to be here at all.
No matter what views we have got, we want peace and love. 6-12.6.2003

Will it ever end?

Why is there war, will it ever end?
Be careful people!
There's nothing we can do about this war unless it ends.
It will take as long as it takes, which make seem like forever or never.
Make the most of life, you will never know what's round the dark condor.
There's no point falling out over war no point at all.
Whatever we all think we are all suffering in our own way.
Life becomes wasted if you let it so make the most of it
Why can't the earth be quiet?
Why is not life worth living?
We all know or should know that the world is not black and white, it look at it in the right light.
If you wait long enough there's a bright light at the end of that tunnel, just don't stop until you get there, it's a long way to see it but it's there.

There's far too much crime without causing more in this country with causing more and without causing war.
The only thing that could be causing that there are far too many people in the world but we also have rights to live where we live.
There does not seem to be enough money around to keep far many people in one country so government should think more carefully and about the people who were born and still live in their country.

So many lives have been lost through war and crime, it's cruelty to humanity.
Stop it all now!
Stop harming the lives of children as well as teenagers and adults!

We don't know how bigger mountain we have to climb.
We don't know how much life is left but cherish every moment at your best.

We are all together drinking and talking.
Finding out how one another got here in the first place.
How are we going to get out of here to start to lead a normal life whatever that is?

No one should have to stuffer at all.
Sadly this is part of everyone's lives.
Why is there war, there should be peace.
It's too dark to climb that mountain yet. 16-19.6.2003 - 18. 8 .2012

Children.Children having nightmares and waking up crying.
There's fear when you look into their eyes.
Living with fear, when going to school, scared of been bullied, scared of abused, scared of rape and scar of bombs going off.
Screaming, shouting in fear of death.
There's enough violence in the world without causing more.
Why don't we call it one word for it all dangerous things we go through, that could be war!

There's enough fear out there for everyone.
Aircraft, shooting bombs flying through the sky.
Every fright, fear and pain.
Famlies worrying about children.
Thank god if the children are safe enough.
Give as much love and care as possible.
Be brave and strong as you can.

Fight through the pain and fear.
Never walk alone in this world.
We have to look forward in time not back.
Live in hope that the war will be over soon.
Look forward to peace.
Young lives may begun then end.
Some lucky people may just come through. 22.4. 2003 - 18.8.2012

The strength to carrying on.
I can taste, sense, feel, see and hear fear.
Shooting from guns, bombs and planes.
Unhappy news events of death.
Give love, care and support.
If the world on earth is dangerous, just may be the world in heaven is safe.
Not that I am a believer or disbeliever in earth and heaven because no one can say for sure, it's very unknown what is true or not.
My fear is it's world war starting from 2003 that really started in 2001 when New York towels fell.
Let's face it the whole world could be coming down on you and me.
Be brave in hope we will get but then if the worse comes to the worst no one is alone it will will all come to us altogether.
Let's hope we walk from darkness to lightness.
Thank goodness if we see any light at all.
We have been lucky enough to miss two world wars.
Our Grannies and Granddads went through all this for us.
We don't know how lucky we are to have been born.
Everyday ups and down is a war as it is.
Through out history, we're lucky the world is still standing. 22.4.2003 - 23-25.6.2003 - 18.8.2012

Nature human life.

What a state of the human race.
Why is this the case?
The fightings, the killings and wounded soldiers who are far too young to lose their lives.
Why are we so cruel to one another?
Why can't the world create peace not war?
We all have different views about just like all topics.
So much disagreements can turn into war.
I hate people fulling out they are making war for themselves.
War is boring mainly when it goes on far too long but the truth is there should be no war.
War just brings history to us all.
What it teaches us is the generation before us had it worse than us. War takes human lives away, that's not nature at all.
Young lives gone through the fault of other human beings who are not either animals or humans they are just killers.
I also hurts famlies and friends, leaves children without a parent or two.
These people may well risk their lives to save others but they still die.
Life is cruel to us.
We are given fear of being hated.
There's no answer to any question of war being cruel to life.
The thing is to think strong, give time and you will find happiness with something, someone somewhere some day.
Give us peace and love on earth not war.
Wishful thinking is to stop war.
Give us a future to look forward to.
Give us freedom to live happy lives the best way we can.   26.6.2003 -18.8.2012



What's it all about?

What's the point of being born when there's war?
You go to school, college, work, may be marry have children or and etc..
Your parents Grandparents and great Grandparents and etc have been there before us.
All this happens then it's time to die.
What's the point of been born when there's too much pain to stuffer?

Jumping the gun, when disliking other counties, to me that is racism.
People must understand we don't like everyone in our own country who is the same as us so why dislike every person difference to us?
What is the same we are all human beings.
If we all liked one another it would be a perfect boring world but let's not be racism to one another.
We should keep away from another if we can't get on with one another. 27.6.2003 - 18.8.2012





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