HAUNTED
TALKING TO THE GRAVES.'
Last night I watched Most Haunted on You Tube, I
found it very interesting. Most Haunted where investigating The Station Hotel
in Dudley West Midlands.
The Station Hotel opened in 1863. Before 1910, it was a luxurious hotel. The Station Hotel seems very active in its history; they say it can walk the talk.
T was first designed as a Grand Opera House, it stood opposite the
hotel, which played its part in the 20th century. It was burned down in 1933
and rebuilt. The new modern ' Dudley Hippodrome' was built in 1936. The Station
Hotel opened its doors to the theatre - goers and the performers. Famous people
stayed at the Station Hotel such as Laurel and Hardy, Bob Hope, Bing Crosby,
Gracie Fields and Johnnie Ray. It had been said that George Form by performed
on the balcony as the crowds cheered while people were staying at the hotel. (Was
he cleaning the balcony windows instead?)The Station Hotel opened in 1863. Before 1910, it was a luxurious hotel. The Station Hotel seems very active in its history; they say it can walk the talk.
The Station Hotel has always been popular to
the spirit world. Many residents have even stayed at the Station Hotel even
after the murder. A lot of people have had paranormal experiences there.
Beds, chairs, knives and etc have been moving.
Hotel guests have been woken by ghostly figures watching over them at night. Staffs have seen children running around the hotel before disappearing into the wall.
It has been said that during the 20th century, there had been a murder that had taken place at the hotel. The victim's body had been put in a beer barrel rolled out through the cellar. The murderer had disposed the body by means of chute in the hotel. It had been the delivery time of the bottles and barrels. Derek Accora who was from Most Haunted investigated the building in 2003; he had said that the remains of Elizabeth's body are the still round the back of the hotel to this day.
Beds, chairs, knives and etc have been moving.
Hotel guests have been woken by ghostly figures watching over them at night. Staffs have seen children running around the hotel before disappearing into the wall.
It has been said that during the 20th century, there had been a murder that had taken place at the hotel. The victim's body had been put in a beer barrel rolled out through the cellar. The murderer had disposed the body by means of chute in the hotel. It had been the delivery time of the bottles and barrels. Derek Accora who was from Most Haunted investigated the building in 2003; he had said that the remains of Elizabeth's body are the still round the back of the hotel to this day.
According to Most Haunted an old manager named George Williams had an affair with this woman Elizabeth Hitchen and murdered her when she found out he was married, she was going to tell his wife. If I find any information on this story I will let you know. There's no saying whether it's true or not, if I ever do find out I will let you know. If you know any information about this story I'd be more than interested to receive an email off you, if you will or and if you know whether the story is true or not. If you have had any haunting experiences any time, any place and anywhere it would be great to read your story if you want to tell it. Please send me an email either onsarajgorman@googlemail.com or sarajgorman@gmail.com my Facebook email address. Thank you, you will never know it may help us with our research, that's only if you don't mind, I respect your wishes if you want to keep your stories Private.
Monday 1st September 2008, we had been to the
Station Hotel for our research to see for ourselves what it was like. A spirit
person came along with us, she couldn't see ghosts but she could feel them
moving about. Only four of us went out of Our Shout Andy, Jess. David, myself,
Mark out of the Discovers group and Ricky the director. I don't know whether
this experience made the others believers in ghosts but I believe there was
someone out there causing a scarily atmosphere in the STATION HOTEL.
I felt hot on some parts of my body and
cold on others. I felt mostly cold on my hands as if I put them in a freezer, I
felt a bit dizzy and even sick, David had an ear ache and felt sick and Jess
nearly passed out and everyone else experienced roughly the same.
The hotel staff had taken us for a tour round the hotel, I felt roughly the same from when I walk in to when I walked out. We had the most interesting experience in the cellar. We all reported a smell of death, smell old beer from the barrels which caused a few of us to feel a bit sick. The bedrooms also have activities there but as it was said in the research the murderer carried the victim from room 214 after he strangled and stabbed her.
The hotel staff had taken us for a tour round the hotel, I felt roughly the same from when I walk in to when I walked out. We had the most interesting experience in the cellar. We all reported a smell of death, smell old beer from the barrels which caused a few of us to feel a bit sick. The bedrooms also have activities there but as it was said in the research the murderer carried the victim from room 214 after he strangled and stabbed her.
I am very sorry that I haven't had time to
let you know when the Haunted play was. It was on Tuesday 4th November 2008. It
was a nice but scarily changes from raising Learning disability awareness. I
have only been helping out with Mencap since before Christmas 2007, I felt it
was the hardest it was the hardest work I have done since I have been there but
I enjoyed it. We did the play twice 2pm and 7.30pm. It was a very long day for
us but it was worth it seeing people enjoy it, we didn't finish until 8.30pm -
9.00pm. If anyone came to our show, we hope you enjoyed. Our director Ricky
would be like to find out what people thought about it who watched it. How we
could we do a better job in the future to make our plays better. If you want to
send your views, you could help us a lot with your feed, if you saw our play,
please email me onSarajgorman@googlemail.com or my Facebook email address on sarajgorman@gmail.com. I will pass your views onto our director and tutor only if you
would like me to. Perhaps you could look to see if you can see any email
addresses on the Mencap website to find out if anyone deals with drama if you
would like to. http://www.mencap.org.uk/ We are hoping to receive a DVD of the
play, if I can get the support to put it on this website perhaps you can make
your own comments if you want to.
I played the Hotel maid at
the Station hotel in Dudley, I have explained about my character in the
research at the beginning of this report.
OUR DULL GREY WEATHER!
Although today the weather changes very quickly from hot to cold all
over the UK, the sky in the Black Country changing from black to white but very
rarely blue these days. You always miss the black, white, dull or grey sky
turning to blue, I wonder why? Today you never see the sky without a cloud.
Most of the time the weather doesn't tell you the truth. Never believe it if
the sky is blue in the Black Country, that it's warm enough or hot enough
outside. Never believe it when the sky is grey, black, white or and dull that
the weather is cold. Carry your coat or put it in a bag just in case because
you can go hot and cold in seconds, in fact less time than that at times. The
Black Country started off with smoke and coal, now its turn to thunder and rain
that has washed out the old coal fires, may be a little sun if we're lucky.
WHAT I HAVE FOUND
OUT ABOUT THE BLACK COUNTRY.
An American consul Elihi Burritt in Birmingham 1862 once said or wrote
about the Black Country, Black by day and red by night. When we think about
Elilhi having said that Black Country saying may be he gave the Black Country its
name. How Strange a British American could have so much truth of describing the
Black Country? This was because the Black Country area had a 30ft coal seam in
the 19th century, this came from West Bromwich, and Old bury, Blackheath, Cradle
Heath, Old Hill, Bilston, Dudley, Tipton, Wednesfield, parts of Halesowen and
Wedensbury.
I took a long walk on the dark stormy night of the 31st November 2003 on Halloween night, the heavens opened, the cold wind was very sharp and strong. Trees were blowing back and to.
I did not know where I was going, I was just wondering about and seeing where I would end up. I ended up in a churchyard. To me it was just in the middle of nowhere.I was scared my life but it was too late, I walked far too far. As mad as it may sound. I suddenly heard voices talking to me. I did not just think that was hearing but I was also thinking was seeing things, when I saw two skeletons getting their baths inside their coffins. The one skeleton came back saying.
" It's alright guys, I have had a wash in the river, when it's pouring down with rain already,"
I almost walked passed the Church until three male skeletons called me out of the blue. I did not take any notice at first because did not know anyone, until I saw that there was no one around other than me and the three skeletons who suddenly took off their gravestone, got out and carried their coffins.
" Come inside the church before the witch and the wizard comes in, there are too many ears listening out here," said My Skeleton
Suddenly I ran as fast as I was aware in that short time that two people were behind, I turned very quickly to see the witch and the wizard as one of the skeletons opened the church door for me. I found myself running up some very strange steep steps, I felt myself close to slipping but I could not walk because I was scared of the witch and the wizard.
When we got inside the church the church kept on banging as it was opening and closing on it's own. At that point I started to get colder as my hair stuck up the back of my neck. I looked round to see an owl standing on a window ledge, which was very strange in a church. The three ghosts could sense that I was very scared of them but they told me that there was nothing to be scared of.
" It's alright, we do not bit," said Mr White
Two of the skeletons jumped out at me, I jumped out of my skin.
" Who are you guys," I said
" My name is Mr Ghost,"
" My name is Mr White,"
" My name is Mr Skeleton,"
Suddenly I turned my head down with horror. I felt very strange as well as scared.
" Please do not scar me!"
" We do not want to scar you, we love you," said Mr Skeleton
My face was as white as a ghost.
" If you loved me, you would not scar me,"
"What made you all think I am in love with you three?"
"Oh we know these things!" Said the three ghosts with deep ghost voices.
I wondered around the church, I did not have a clue what to except. I wanted to go home but there was a part of me getting to like the three ghosts. I did not have anything to do I was bored.
Mr Ghost suddenly started looking at himself and singing into the mirror. He took the mirror off the wall. Mr Skeleton then moved the mirror another part of the wall, they were not agreeing where the mirror was going to go. I suddenly saw a spider hanging off a cobweb on the ceiling, the smell of dust was getting up my nose. It was so strange standing next to three skeletons. The dust came down as Mr Ghost took the mirror off the wall.
" Please stop scaring me!"
" Let you feelings out, don't play hard to get!" said Mr Ghost
" I don't know what to do."
"Never mind." said Mr White
" How did you guys get in and out of your coffins and graves?"
Mr Skeleton got hold of my hand as he walked me over to look through the mirror yet again. He took off his watch and put it on to of his coffin. The clock on the wall was ticking away. I felt very strange been in a church at12.00am.
" It's midnight 12.00am, I am mills from home," I screamed
" You must not scream, you have nothing to be scared of," said Mr Skeleton
" I must go home,"
" No no no, your stopping right here,"
" Remember what I told you, we will be together forever in heaven,"
" I just can not remember you,"
" That does not matter, now you can go home, I will see you back here in seven mouths time,"
" People in heaven won't hurt you, it's the people on earth that I don't trust, be careful earth is a dangerous place!"
" There are too many dangerous people about,"
He was starting to scar me yet again.
" I live in Wolverhampton, I don't know where I am now,"
" Your in a safe place in heaven with me but you still have a long to go until you, don't I will bring you back to earth when I am ready to,"
" How do you know me?"
" It does not matter, I know you but you don't know me,"
" Where did you see me?"
" Where I saw you is not important,"
Still to this day, I don't know if he was more scared of me than I was of him.
"We have got ways," said Mr Skeleton
" You ghosts should be resting not moving about,"
" The good news is that you don't need to worry about money anymore, us ghosts in heaven will take care of that," said Mr Ghost
" You guys don't have to worry about that,"
" You listen to me lady, you should not need to pay a thing," said Mr Skeleton
" It's not as easy as that when you live on your own," said Mr Ghost
" I am not asking for money off anyone,"
I suddenly started to feel guilty, as the three ghosts went quiet.
" This is not me, I must change when I am in heaven,"
" What do you mean, " said Mr White
" It must be a difference world in heaven it is on earth,"
" Not really, I will tell you next time you come to this church,"
The ghosts waved their magic wounds as bed appeared with orange and brown blankets to go inside the coffins. Wardrobes with sliding doors appeared in the churches as the skeletons' bedroom.
Suddenly I was chased by donkey named shamus, a horse named Mr Brown, a black witch with a black cat and a wizard. I wore a black skirt, white shirt, black tights and black high heeled shoes. I ran down the street screaming as my heel snapped off my shoe. Suddenly the witch spoke.
" Run as fast as you can, my girl before I put you in my pot for me and my pure black cat to eat you!"
At that point everything was going on at once as yet again I nearly fell down those strange stair that creak as you almost slip, which were the stairs coming from the church.
Mr Skeleton suddenly came behind me to say.
" Be quiet, you will wake the whole street up.
Seven mouths later the three ghosts were in my home in my bedroom. My bedroom went very cold as my body froze still in bed. I saw a funny man with black long hair dressed as a lady in a wedding dress, he was in my wardrobe, that was Mr Ghost that may have turned into Mrs Ghost. Mr Skeleton was just himself, I just a load of bones walking up and down the room so was Mr White . Mr Skeleton and Mr White were shaking hands, it was very strange.
Stars were wondering round my room as my bedroom door kept on opening and closing. I was scared out of my skin. Mr Skeleton and Mr White suddenly spoke.
" We both died in the Gulf war, we were saving the lives of disabled people,"
" You two are heroes but how do you both know me?"
" I don't think I have seen you guys before other than the churchyard,"
When I asked then again if they knew me or not, they went quiet yet again.
The tiger and the
fox have been chased by the horse and rider.
Trees were falling down in the hunting field of Wales. The fox and tiger heard the horn hooting.
The fox and tiger ran to find the nearest hole, expecting the hunt to be rather soon. They were lovely and warm in their holes. They stayed there all night until the morning light.
Fred said to Ned.
“Let’s frightened the fox and the tiger!"
Ned said
" Your so curl Fred, I'm an animal too."
Fred his Ned with his whip to get him to move faster to find the fox and the tiger.
The fox and the tiger thought they were in for a peaceful night until the felt Ned's feet tapping on their holes. Fred was shouting.
"I know that's you fox."
Tiger said
" I just want to go to sleep."
Fox said
" What a good idea so do I."
Fred told Ned he would not ride him again if he carried feeling sorry for the tiger and the fox. Ned did not care about what Fred said because the tiger and the fox where his friends.
" I will never speak to you again Ned."
" I don't care Fred."
Ned tried to make friends
with the fox and the tiger but he lost them because of Fred. Written 2003.
The princess and
the witches.
Once upon a time there was
a princess named Suzanne who was born to Queen Alice and King Richard. They all
lived in a beautiful castle in London.
When Princess Suzanne turned sixteen, she became very beautiful princess with long curly silky blond hair. Her checks and lips were as red as strawberries.
The king and Queen's marriage ended but they still wanted there daughter to marry a handsome prince.
One day the princess put on her lovely long red dress and wore her gold crown, she told her Father that she was going out for a walk on a beautiful sunny day.
“What a wonderful idea," said King Richard
When Princess Suzanne turned sixteen, she became very beautiful princess with long curly silky blond hair. Her checks and lips were as red as strawberries.
The king and Queen's marriage ended but they still wanted there daughter to marry a handsome prince.
One day the princess put on her lovely long red dress and wore her gold crown, she told her Father that she was going out for a walk on a beautiful sunny day.
“What a wonderful idea," said King Richard
The princess walked through the fields of red roses; she walked for
miles not knowing where she was going and where she was going to end up.
Suddenly the princess came to a road as she crossed over, she saw a white witch
waving to her through a window of a hut in a field she had blond hair and she
wore a white pointed hat. The princess walked through a gate straight down a
path. The hut was on the right hand side as she knocked the door.
" Come into my hut, princess I think I have some good news for
you."
" Hi, I am Princess Suzanne!"
" Hi, I am White witch!"
The white witch waved her magic wand, and then told the princess that she was going to meet a handsome prince and live happily ever after. This made the princess so happy; she jumped up and down with joy.
“Now princess, you now need to see the black witch, she will know more about the prince than I do."
" Hi, I am Princess Suzanne!"
" Hi, I am White witch!"
The white witch waved her magic wand, and then told the princess that she was going to meet a handsome prince and live happily ever after. This made the princess so happy; she jumped up and down with joy.
“Now princess, you now need to see the black witch, she will know more about the prince than I do."
The princess went to see the black witch when
she told the princess that she was not pretty enough for the prince. The black
witch wanted the prince herself. The princess walked out of the hut in tears.
As she walked out she passed the brown witch's hut so she knocked on her door.
“I fancy the prince; I would not match him with you."
The princess walked out and cried yet again.
Out came the black and the brown witch together setting themselves on the
princess, then end up falling out over the prince themselves. Out came the the
brown and black cat as they hissed at the princess and the two witches. The
white witch and her cat saved the princess. The princess walked round and round
the white witch's hut crying her eyes out in shock.
" I am so sorry Suzanne, I never thought they would behave like this, oh take no notice of those two nasty witches."
" They are like a pair of kids."
" I told them to stop being jealous because it doesn't get you anywhere."
" Thank you, White witch."
The Suzanne was a much quit princess. The white the witch took the princess into her hut.
" I am so sorry Suzanne, I never thought they would behave like this, oh take no notice of those two nasty witches."
" They are like a pair of kids."
" I told them to stop being jealous because it doesn't get you anywhere."
" Thank you, White witch."
The Suzanne was a much quit princess. The white the witch took the princess into her hut.
“It’s ok here is the Black Witch's black cat, it only hissed at you
because she trained it to. I train this black cat to give you good luck.
“Oh thank you, a white witch."
The white witch took hold of the princess's hand, as she rubbed the princess's hand all across the black cat. The white witch waved her magic wand.
“Don’t be frightened princess, there's nothing to worry about."
The black cat gave a purl; she was pure black without any other color.
Sooner the princess rubbed the black cat, the white witch said.
“Now look outside the window princess."
When the princess looked outside the window, there was a tall dark-haired handsome prince who came out of a black Rolls Royce car. The prince came into the hut and carried the princess outside into the Rolls Royce car. They went to live in Paris. No one knows if they lived happily ever after or not.
“Wow." said the princess
The white witch took hold of the princess's hand, as she rubbed the princess's hand all across the black cat. The white witch waved her magic wand.
“Don’t be frightened princess, there's nothing to worry about."
The black cat gave a purl; she was pure black without any other color.
Sooner the princess rubbed the black cat, the white witch said.
“Now look outside the window princess."
When the princess looked outside the window, there was a tall dark-haired handsome prince who came out of a black Rolls Royce car. The prince came into the hut and carried the princess outside into the Rolls Royce car. They went to live in Paris. No one knows if they lived happily ever after or not.
“Wow." said the princess
When we were
lovers.
Perhaps or perhaps not because we don't always get believed that we have disabilities when the truth comes out that's when we aren't treated equally,
so people need to be aware of our disabilities but give us the support and right to be treated like non - disabled people.
(Give us a balance between the two!)
It can be very hard when people don't know us.
I am not the only disabled person in the world.
There are disabled people all over the world.
I am not the only disabled person in the world.
There are disabled people all over the world.
The first twenty-one years of my life you weren't there.
I was no one to you; at least it felt that way anyway.
You were no one to me, it seemed as if as I wasn't anyone to you because I never saw you.
When I first met you at the age of twenty - one, I thought we put the piece of the jigsaw together but I was wrong.
Now I feel as if a piece of the jizsaw is missing in me again.
I think I have lost myself again.
Perhaps part of me was always been missing and always will be.
Why do I have a feeling that two human beings are missing out of my life too?
Why do I have feeling that they are asking themselves unanswered questions like I did as a child?
I want to help them because I know how it feels; it's as if you are in the dark.
It's feels as I am feeling the same way again as I did as a child knowing that my half brother and sister are going through the same as I did.
I'm their half big sister, of course I want to be there for them and help them.
You aren't going to help them are you?
We all have different nationalities.
Most people have white skin.
Some people have black skin.
Other people have brown skin.
Some people believe in god others don't.
Some people go to church others don't.
Why don't we just accept each other for the way we all are?
Life is hard enough without making it worse.
Some people have chosen to be who they are and what them; others don't have any choose at all.
Just because one person is black and the other person is white, it doesn't mean they are not alright.
I understand that not everyone gets on but you can't take away the way they are or their equal rights.
A man I thought I loved and lost.
There was once a lad I thought I had.
He was so charming at the time I thought he was the man.
He was such a bad lad, I must have been mad.
In the end he made me so sad.
When he was not in my life anymore I was gland.
He was such a Jack the lad, he went after so many girls with so many curls.
He put his untrue charm that didn't get him very far.
He lied to me; he told me he had a flash car that also didn't get him very far.
His name was Preen, who pretended to been keen.
He wasn't keen, he was mean.
He's a loser, who doesn't give a dam about any woman only having their money off them.
I regret ever knowing him let a lone going with him.
I put my head in the sand.
No one seems to agree with my way of thinking when it comes to love so now my head is in the sand and my thoughts are kept to myself.
My head is in between hands I may not make the right choices in my life.
There seems to be no where forward than feeling as if I am sitting inside a train as it's driving through a dark tunnel that has not got to the light, it seems to go on forever.
There must be an end a dark tunnel somewhere.
Turn on the light please or is there no light?
I am scared of the present and the future.
I feel very lonely and very sad.
A lot of frights and fears are inside my mind.
Every time I tell people my thoughts it does not pleases them but it's pleases me, what pleases them does not please me, it's just time to wait and see or life is the end
The love he found made him blind.
The man I loved who I thought was a gentleman I loved him.
I must have been dreaming because I don't think he loved me.
He is in love with someone else now but it all must be his head, he is so blind to her like I was to him.
He could do better than her but she does not have to be me, she needs to be someone who does not make him blind to the rest of the world.
May be he could meet better than me.
May be I'd be blind to the sunshine in my eyes. 1997
In my dreams and in truth we have kissed each others' lips.
Now it's over bet ween us we only kiss in dreams.
In my dreams you have held me just like you used to do in your loving arms.
The one thing that's missing is the feeling of your touch.
I also miss your body close to mine.
Walking into a dark hole.
I walked through the dark tunnel; it was like a dark hole.
I was holding my torch; it was a very dusty atmosphere.
I couldn't hardy breathe, there was hardy any air.
I walked around, I don't I could see a thing even with the torch.
I fell over tins, bottles and goodness knows what else.
Somehow I managed to get hold of a rug, then put over me and slept in a load of dirt and dust from the mines.
I know I did not know you.
I am not sure you are real or inside my head.
You are a person waiting to come out of me, I am not sure you are real until I built you up to put in this story.
Are you interested in me; I am talking to you inside your grave.
You are a kind character in this story; you saved disabled people's lives in the Gulf war.
You are a hero who sadly lost your own life.
I had a dream about a character like you, from there having been working on a story.
I know I am glad of that you are my character hero even if you may not be real.
When your life was taken away from you, it still took my life away too even though I did not know you.
I may well be still here but I have nothing to look forward to without you.
What difference does it make with the whole world falling to pieces anyway?
There's risk owho sadly lost your own life.
When you are frightened to love but frightened
of being lonely without.
You are frightened of being alone but frightened to love the days and nights seem dull.
The future never seems to come because it's hard to believe that things will get better.
You are worried about getting hurt all over again which brings sadness and pain more and more.
You can feel shame, anger, guilt and happiness can be the only word that you aren't feeling at that moment.
You know that you’re not getting any younger and the future seems dull because the present is.
Trying to think about when you were happy is hard.
I can see myself just being an old maid because I can't seem to have trust in men.
Lynn you have taken all my happiness away I hope you will be happier with Antonio than I was.
Antonio you never told me your reason for going off with Lynn, I guess I was never good enough for you.
There will be plenty of young and new poets to be but not like Stacey, Stacey is my best friend.
Little do we know how short life is until it's gone.
Stacey had so much in common with me even though she was and still is in my eyes about twelve younger than me.
I am so much older than Stacey was; she was only her early 20s.
I am so lucky to reach my 30s.
Stacey had plenty of male and female friends; she was friends with you if you were friends with her.
Stacey made you laugh; she made the Happy Society the Happy Society.
Everyone looked forward to going to the Happy Society when Stacey was there.
Stacey was too young to go to heaven; the Happy Society became Sad Society without Stacey.
When we first
got together.
When I first saw you I knew I wanted you.
Butterflies flew through my stomach.
How it broke my heart we both broke up.
I could not help missing you so much.
I could not believe you could leave me for her.
I hated her so much but I loved you so much, I still feel that way now. 2000 onwards.
War verse for any war.
Gray planes flying in the sky.
Bleeding wounds and died bodies what a bloody mess the world is in.
Love and home is where the heart is.
Ships sailing in the water from place to place.
Some soldiers live and others died. 31.1.2001
First World War.
The First World War was what you called the Great War.
How bad is that because no war is great?
This must have been Kaiser Williams' idea to call the Great War.
Still, what does one except Kaiser was the person who made the First World War possible? Wilfred Owen, Siegfried Sassoon, Rupert Brooke and many more First World war poets who were First World war soldiers.
It was Hitler who made the Second World War possible having been a soldier in thFirst World War.
Tears from woman when their lovers who have had to go to war.
There was rain of sadness for them all.
Not knowing whether or not they are going to see their lovers again.
Death and life can be so cruel, if the world is that cruel why was it made?
There were blood and burns anywhere and everywhere.
It was not all sad times that people sing, dance is happy but they were trying to make out what was this bloody war was about.
There's no prefect world, things can't be good all the time but the world gets crueller. 31.1.2001
It's hard to forget the two towers falling down in New York.
The 11th September 2001 is on your mind all the time.
It's hard to sleep, you feel so weak.
It's such a shock when you lose the people you love; I guess this has given so much danger to buildings and homes.
Remembering the people you knew for the people they were.
Heaven should be a peaceful place for them.
No one else will be the same to you but sadly life goes on.
They are in their own worlds sleeping and dreaming in peace.
They want you to live day by day.
They want to feel better by your lives and for you to live better lives than what they did.
You can't be sad all the time.
Every 11th September will sadly be a reminder for you that you don't need to be reminded of but a chance to remember the happy times you had together. 31.10.2002 - 1.11.2002
Mothers and children stuffing from war.
Babies been born during the war.
Life can get shorter by war but we can be strong enough to pull through war.
Lives can be put at risk everywhere with bombs going off in schools and children wearing gas masks.
Never knowing how many people live and how many die. 15-16.5.2003
Sleeping and hanging around the streets feeling weak.
No one knows what the future holds.
Many children are in care without families of their own.
There's so much terror out there, they are in need of peace and love.
It's very sad that so many young people lose their live so soon.
How can we see them suffer with so much pain?
They are so brave to stand the pain.
How can we heel the wounds from been scared for life or death.
Having had to cope with hurt through war, what about the children who get beaten up by adults.
It's such a cruel world out there. 16-19.5.2
I can taste, sense, feel, see and hear fear.
Shooting from guns, bombs and planes.
Unhappy news events of death.
Give love, care and support.
Why war on top of crime, is it not unsafe enough?
Why war and crime at all?
Why should we live in fear of becoming victims?
It seems as if the whole world is coming to peace.
If things are how they are now, what will it be like for the next generation?
Wherever we are from, why can't we feel free in our country, instead of having to lock the door and instead having to live in fear of walking down the street?
Why do people have to hurt one another, what happen to the days if you did not like them you would not speak to them?
You would not even go near someone if you did not know them, let alone liking or disliking them, yet we were less frightened to speak to anyone back then.
Today no one knows anyone not even the people who live next door them, it's sad because people had more friends once they knew people next door to them and some people knew every person who lived in their street.
It should not matter who and what we are, we are all human beings and we all want peace.
War gives us more pain so does crime.
What a kind sweet gentleman he used to be.
Whatever has happened to us?
He was full of love, happiness, and joy to be.
He used to be a lovely gentleman and boy.
He still has lovely brown eyes.
People think he has lost his mind.
People think he's gone blind.
Now that I have lost him, I am very wary who I find.
What if they don't replace the love I lost?
Where's the man's voice that made me laugh?
Where's his handsome face that made me smile?
Where's the touch of his arms?
Where's the touch of his charm?
Where's the man who walked me home in the dark and the rain.
Where's the man I'd dreamt about in my sleep without a doubt.
Where's the man who beauty me every time he looked at me. Written 1997
Whatever has happened to us?
He was full of love, happiness, and joy to be.
He used to be a lovely gentleman and boy.
He still has lovely brown eyes.
People think he has lost his mind.
People think he's gone blind.
Now that I have lost him, I am very wary who I find.
What if they don't replace the love I lost?
Where's the man's voice that made me laugh?
Where's his handsome face that made me smile?
Where's the touch of his arms?
Where's the touch of his charm?
Where's the man who walked me home in the dark and the rain.
Where's the man I'd dreamt about in my sleep without a doubt.
Where's the man who beauty me every time he looked at me. Written 1997
What do you want
from me?
One minute you want me and
the next minute you don't.
Make up your mind, love is not a mind game!
You will go ages without touching me then you suddenly do.
I know who I want but if you don't want me, I'd be a foal to wait forever.
Think about it, there's no going back once it's too late, who says I says I am going to be soft forever, I don't know?
If I did not love you so much it would not bother me.
The fact you know I love you, you know you can play on my mind.
You are confused so you are confusing me at the same time.
Make up your mind, love is not a mind game!
You will go ages without touching me then you suddenly do.
I know who I want but if you don't want me, I'd be a foal to wait forever.
Think about it, there's no going back once it's too late, who says I says I am going to be soft forever, I don't know?
If I did not love you so much it would not bother me.
The fact you know I love you, you know you can play on my mind.
You are confused so you are confusing me at the same time.
You will my life worse for yourself in the end!
Why do you only touch me these days when you have had a drink?
The day after drinking I know you don't feel the same.
Please stick to one answer and please tell me what that answer is!
Why am I waiting for you, I'm wasting my time like a soft fool when I could be doing better?
There must be someone out there who loves me better than you, I must be a fool to myself I really must be.2009
Why do you only touch me these days when you have had a drink?
The day after drinking I know you don't feel the same.
Please stick to one answer and please tell me what that answer is!
Why am I waiting for you, I'm wasting my time like a soft fool when I could be doing better?
There must be someone out there who loves me better than you, I must be a fool to myself I really must be.2009
What will be will be?
Perhaps one day this very special friend whoever he may be will love me
for me.
It could be a long time to come until I love again but hopefully it will be worth the wait if I'm not looking.
Yet I may well be foolish to love the love one now but love is a drug when you have loved for so long.
I am trying to get out there by doing Speed Dating which is not easy at the moment but hopefully I will get there one day. 2009.
It could be a long time to come until I love again but hopefully it will be worth the wait if I'm not looking.
Yet I may well be foolish to love the love one now but love is a drug when you have loved for so long.
I am trying to get out there by doing Speed Dating which is not easy at the moment but hopefully I will get there one day. 2009.
Trying to control
feelings.
It's so hard to close door
once you have loved someone for so long.
Why did I let it go too far?
Why did I hold onto you so tight, now I find it so hard to let go?
Why do I still love you after what you put me through?
Take my advice people; try not to full in love too deep, you can't get out once you get in.
If you let it like I did, love can be a habit and a drug as Bryan Ferry sang in one of his songs.
Well I should say don't fall in love too easy!
If only I knew what makes me feel strongly in love with you.
Why do I still feel this strongly in love with you?
I only wish I knew.
If only I knew 15 yrs ago what I know now.
Don't give too many chances because it gets harder as time goes on!
We must have hurt one another a thousand times but you have seemed to have stopped loving me but why haven't I stopped loving you?
If only I listened to people.
Why did I let it go too far?
Why did I hold onto you so tight, now I find it so hard to let go?
Why do I still love you after what you put me through?
Take my advice people; try not to full in love too deep, you can't get out once you get in.
If you let it like I did, love can be a habit and a drug as Bryan Ferry sang in one of his songs.
Well I should say don't fall in love too easy!
If only I knew what makes me feel strongly in love with you.
Why do I still feel this strongly in love with you?
I only wish I knew.
If only I knew 15 yrs ago what I know now.
Don't give too many chances because it gets harder as time goes on!
We must have hurt one another a thousand times but you have seemed to have stopped loving me but why haven't I stopped loving you?
If only I listened to people.
What am I on about? I still haven't learned.
I've been so soft and I am still soft today, I wonder if I will change at 40 which are not far away, scary ah?
I've been so soft and I am still soft today, I wonder if I will change at 40 which are not far away, scary ah?
Never let love take over
your life, I wish I never did.
Please people don't make the same mistake as me!
I will need friendship to get to know someone before I love again.
After knowing the same guy for fifteen yrs, getting to know someone new will taksome getting used to that's if that ever happens again.
Please people don't make the same mistake as me!
I will need friendship to get to know someone before I love again.
After knowing the same guy for fifteen yrs, getting to know someone new will taksome getting used to that's if that ever happens again.
Is my life over if it does not happen before 40? No my life has not ended.
Does life begin at the 40?
The answer, I will tell you when I get to 40 which are only in roughly 6 to 8 mouths time.
Positive thinking it's never too late for anything.
My life won't be over but it might begin.
My relationship may have ended but I think my career only began 2 yrs ago.
Never say never, it may be a long time happening but I believe it will happen.
My career took long enough.
Make the most of life because it's too short living but forever dead. 2009
Does life begin at the 40?
The answer, I will tell you when I get to 40 which are only in roughly 6 to 8 mouths time.
Positive thinking it's never too late for anything.
My life won't be over but it might begin.
My relationship may have ended but I think my career only began 2 yrs ago.
Never say never, it may be a long time happening but I believe it will happen.
My career took long enough.
Make the most of life because it's too short living but forever dead. 2009
Day to day life.
Today more than years ago,
jobs are hard to find.
There's no work for anyone, mainly people without a home address.
There has always been a homeless person but there more and more people begging for money and other things, mostly homeless people with this credit crunch.
So many jobs are lost and so many businesses have closed down.
Even people who have their own homes are having problems paying for
them so how can t everyone in the world help each other?
What is the world coming to?
Not everyone has lost their homes but not everyone had not had a home in the first place.
You can see the difference in people's lives from not been homeless to homeless, the way
they dress, behave and live their lives.
Nothing seems to change unless help is given, which is very hard in today's world.
They sleep on the street.
They beg people for money to buy breakfast, lunch, tea, supper and etc if they are lucky.
There's no work for anyone, mainly people without a home address.
There has always been a homeless person but there more and more people begging for money and other things, mostly homeless people with this credit crunch.
So many jobs are lost and so many businesses have closed down.
Even people who have their own homes are having problems paying for
them so how can t everyone in the world help each other?
What is the world coming to?
Not everyone has lost their homes but not everyone had not had a home in the first place.
You can see the difference in people's lives from not been homeless to homeless, the way
they dress, behave and live their lives.
Nothing seems to change unless help is given, which is very hard in today's world.
They sleep on the street.
They beg people for money to buy breakfast, lunch, tea, supper and etc if they are lucky.
We all morn about how hard it is to cope ourselves in our homes but the
outside world is worse than the inside world.
If work and education is hard for them to find so they could have all
the experience and exams in world and still find it hard to get a job
because there's no money, not many jobs and not enough support in the world for
them.
It's the same life for them day in and out, they are just about coping to live, they are lucky if someone stops to chat because people have busy lives and no money to give them.
They have boring lives as they can't work or go to college or wherever they should go to get educated.
A lot of people have lost their families as well as their homes.
When we see these people they seem more happy than lucky us.
They have such lovely smiles on their faces.
Where on earth do theses people come from? 2009
It's the same life for them day in and out, they are just about coping to live, they are lucky if someone stops to chat because people have busy lives and no money to give them.
They have boring lives as they can't work or go to college or wherever they should go to get educated.
A lot of people have lost their families as well as their homes.
When we see these people they seem more happy than lucky us.
They have such lovely smiles on their faces.
Where on earth do theses people come from? 2009
DISABLED WORLD.
I have been living in this
disabled world since the day I was born.
No wonder I am not understood by non - disabled people because
we don't come from the same world.
We don't speak the same language either.
People with disabilities understand easy words and clear pictures.
Most Non - disabled people speak jargon, people with disabilities don't understand that.
It doesn't all apply to all non - disabled people.
No wonder I am not understood by non - disabled people because
we don't come from the same world.
We don't speak the same language either.
People with disabilities understand easy words and clear pictures.
Most Non - disabled people speak jargon, people with disabilities don't understand that.
It doesn't all apply to all non - disabled people.
It can be very hard when people don't know us.
I am not the only disabled person in the world.
There are disabled people all over the world.
We are seen as a danger to society in our way, why should we be looked upon a shame on our selves and the world around us? We should not be at fault for being disabled.
We are sorry to be such hard work to society but then why should we be sorry?
We did not make ourselves disabled, these things happen who knows why?
We shouldn't have to say sorry to non - disabled people for being the way we are.
Non - disabled people should stick to their own world but support us if and when we want and need support.
I am not the only disabled person in the world.
There are disabled people all over the world.
We are seen as a danger to society in our way, why should we be looked upon a shame on our selves and the world around us? We should not be at fault for being disabled.
We are sorry to be such hard work to society but then why should we be sorry?
We did not make ourselves disabled, these things happen who knows why?
We shouldn't have to say sorry to non - disabled people for being the way we are.
Non - disabled people should stick to their own world but support us if and when we want and need support.
What a boring world it would be if the world was perfect.
Do we disabled people have disabilities written on our foreheads?Perhaps or perhaps not because we don't always get believed that we have disabilities when the truth comes out that's when we aren't treated equally,
so people need to be aware of our disabilities but give us the support and right to be treated like non - disabled people.
(Give us a balance between the two!)
It can be very hard when people don't know us.
I am not the only disabled person in the world.
There are disabled people all over the world.
There are disabled people all over the world.
Why should we feel like the odd one out when there is more than one of
us with disabilities?
We mustn't let society put and get us down anymore.
We are all human beings like you, whether we are disabled or not. 2009
We mustn't let society put and get us down anymore.
We are all human beings like you, whether we are disabled or not. 2009
IT'S NOT EASY.
It's not easy for a woman to tell a man how she really feels for him,
when she really loves him, mainly when they have been lovers then friends for
too many years.
I have known you far too long that it’s feels as my heart belong to you, even though we are just friends.
I have tried so hard to move on, change my life and love someone else but my feelings for you are far too strong.
It would seem so unfair to try and love someone else now, when I am so in love with you.
I am still trying hard to live a life of my own in hopes one day I will finely comes terms with how you feel instead of just me.( Like Speed Dating for eg. )
I don't find it easy to walk away from you and not come back; you know I have tried that before.
I'm totally and utterly crazy about you.
I love you so much don't you ever forget it!
I don't have to say anything else do I?
I have tried so hard to stop loving you but I am so sorry I haven't succeeded in changing my feelings for you.
I'm sorry I don't know how to let my love go for you. 2009
I have known you far too long that it’s feels as my heart belong to you, even though we are just friends.
I have tried so hard to move on, change my life and love someone else but my feelings for you are far too strong.
It would seem so unfair to try and love someone else now, when I am so in love with you.
I am still trying hard to live a life of my own in hopes one day I will finely comes terms with how you feel instead of just me.( Like Speed Dating for eg. )
I don't find it easy to walk away from you and not come back; you know I have tried that before.
I'm totally and utterly crazy about you.
I love you so much don't you ever forget it!
I don't have to say anything else do I?
I have tried so hard to stop loving you but I am so sorry I haven't succeeded in changing my feelings for you.
I'm sorry I don't know how to let my love go for you. 2009
RIGHTS TO BE FREE.
Feel free to say what you
want.
Feel free to do what you want.
Feel free to listen to what you want.
Feel free to write what you want.
Feel free to read what you want.
Feel free to do what you want.
Feel free to listen to what you want.
Feel free to write what you want.
Feel free to read what you want.
As long as you respect the rights of others too.
You are only on this earth once.
There's no going back once you have gone. 2007 – 2009
You are only on this earth once.
There's no going back once you have gone. 2007 – 2009
WHO SAYS?
Who says people with
disabilities are useless?
Who says we are difference even though we may look difference?
We can achieve our own skills just like you so why not let us put those skills to use for our future just like you?
We have a future as much as you do otherwise why are we here?
Some of us have our body parts others don't but it doesn't make us useless there is something about everyone.
Some of us can paint with our hands others can paint with their feet.
We can use our body and mind in difference ways
only because we are slow than you it doesn't mean we don't know anything.
All we need is your support we don't need you to put us down.
Just think guys if disabilities hadn't have happen to us, they could have happened to you.
Who says we are difference even though we may look difference?
We can achieve our own skills just like you so why not let us put those skills to use for our future just like you?
We have a future as much as you do otherwise why are we here?
Some of us have our body parts others don't but it doesn't make us useless there is something about everyone.
Some of us can paint with our hands others can paint with their feet.
We can use our body and mind in difference ways
only because we are slow than you it doesn't mean we don't know anything.
All we need is your support we don't need you to put us down.
Just think guys if disabilities hadn't have happen to us, they could have happened to you.
If you would have had disabilities like us what would you have done then?
It’s hard for you to think about the affects a disability would have on your lives unless you have a disability.
If were you were in our shoes, you'd understand what we mean.
A lot of people can be fine for years then they may have a serious accident, that's when they understand a lot of things in their life they had before hand has been taken away from them.
If they are lucky, they may get the same things back but only with the right support. 2007 – 2011
It’s hard for you to think about the affects a disability would have on your lives unless you have a disability.
If were you were in our shoes, you'd understand what we mean.
A lot of people can be fine for years then they may have a serious accident, that's when they understand a lot of things in their life they had before hand has been taken away from them.
If they are lucky, they may get the same things back but only with the right support. 2007 – 2011
NO ONE KNOWS ANYONE.
You made me to be in this
world.The first twenty-one years of my life you weren't there.
I was no one to you; at least it felt that way anyway.
You were no one to me, it seemed as if as I wasn't anyone to you because I never saw you.
When I first met you at the age of twenty - one, I thought we put the piece of the jigsaw together but I was wrong.
Now I feel as if a piece of the jizsaw is missing in me again.
I think I have lost myself again.
Perhaps part of me was always been missing and always will be.
Why do I have a feeling that two human beings are missing out of my life too?
Why do I have feeling that they are asking themselves unanswered questions like I did as a child?
I want to help them because I know how it feels; it's as if you are in the dark.
It's feels as I am feeling the same way again as I did as a child knowing that my half brother and sister are going through the same as I did.
I'm their half big sister, of course I want to be there for them and help them.
You aren't going to help them are you?
Don't you realise what you have done and how it has affected our minds?
The past doesn't matter; I've been there all my life.
I never knew why this had to be but it doesn't matter now, it's not about me, it's about my younger half brother and sister.
I am the past they are the present and future.
It's the present and the future, how do you think it's going to affect their lives?
Why do I feel like the useless big half sister?
No one knows anyone, it's all a mystery. 2008
The past doesn't matter; I've been there all my life.
I never knew why this had to be but it doesn't matter now, it's not about me, it's about my younger half brother and sister.
I am the past they are the present and future.
It's the present and the future, how do you think it's going to affect their lives?
Why do I feel like the useless big half sister?
No one knows anyone, it's all a mystery. 2008
WHY CAN'T WE?
I'm speaking for the rights of people with disabilities.
If we haven't got those rights we should have them.
We should be treated equally to non - disabled people.
Some people have these rights others don't.
We know it can never be a perfect world but it can be an equal work.
How many of us live a lone?
How many of us still live with our families?
How many of us have families of our own?
How many of us work?
How many of us don't work?
How many of us are on benefit trap?
How many of us are in education?
How many of us live like non - disabled people but with the right support?
We all understand funding can be a problem but the government should spend the money on the right things for people's rights.
I've been asking these questions all my life but never really got any real answers. 2008
If we haven't got those rights we should have them.
We should be treated equally to non - disabled people.
Some people have these rights others don't.
We know it can never be a perfect world but it can be an equal work.
How many of us live a lone?
How many of us still live with our families?
How many of us have families of our own?
How many of us work?
How many of us don't work?
How many of us are on benefit trap?
How many of us are in education?
How many of us live like non - disabled people but with the right support?
We all understand funding can be a problem but the government should spend the money on the right things for people's rights.
I've been asking these questions all my life but never really got any real answers. 2008
MIND BLINDNESS.
In our minds, we can spend our lives feeling angry with ourselves.
Some people think we want to hurt their feelings because of what we say, what we may not say, what we do and what we may not do but we don't.
It's hard for people to understand us unless they have Autism themselves.
Don't get us wrong not everything is done by accident; we all have faults like everyone.
We make mistakes and regret things like everyone else.
Autism isn't an excuse for anything, Autism is our disability, Mind Blindness and Unawareness is how it affects our lives.
Autism can affect friendships, relationships, even family relationships and perhaps the whole world around us. 2008
Some people think we want to hurt their feelings because of what we say, what we may not say, what we do and what we may not do but we don't.
It's hard for people to understand us unless they have Autism themselves.
Don't get us wrong not everything is done by accident; we all have faults like everyone.
We make mistakes and regret things like everyone else.
Autism isn't an excuse for anything, Autism is our disability, Mind Blindness and Unawareness is how it affects our lives.
Autism can affect friendships, relationships, even family relationships and perhaps the whole world around us. 2008
FEELING GUILTY.
Autism can make us feel guilty.
It's too easy to be unaware of what we do and don't say.
It's too easy to be unaware of what we do and don't do.
What's planned in your mind comes out wrong or and even the wrong way round.
These things come across to people as not good but aren’t planned in your mind.
It's not that you don't know right from wrong, what's planned to be one thing is seen as another from most people's point a view. In a sense it's like writing an essay.
Nobody can be blamed for misunderstanding us but we can't be blamed for having Autism.
That doesn't mean we want to be the centre of attention, we just want to be accepted in society the same as everyone.
We just want to be equal to everyone at the end of the day. 2008
It's too easy to be unaware of what we do and don't say.
It's too easy to be unaware of what we do and don't do.
What's planned in your mind comes out wrong or and even the wrong way round.
These things come across to people as not good but aren’t planned in your mind.
It's not that you don't know right from wrong, what's planned to be one thing is seen as another from most people's point a view. In a sense it's like writing an essay.
Nobody can be blamed for misunderstanding us but we can't be blamed for having Autism.
That doesn't mean we want to be the centre of attention, we just want to be accepted in society the same as everyone.
We just want to be equal to everyone at the end of the day. 2008
A NEW WORLD FOR
PEOPLE WITH DISABILITES.
Think about the amount of books we have tried to read but the
print is too hazy, small or and the stories are hard to understand.
Words jump off the page and your eyes start to stain.
We don't mean to make life hard but we have missed out on a lot of stories that we didn't understand.
We would like to make these stories more clear to understand like easy words and easy pictures for the next generation of people with disabilities.
Let's support people with disabilities to have equal lives to everyone!
Let's opens new doors! 2008
Words jump off the page and your eyes start to stain.
We don't mean to make life hard but we have missed out on a lot of stories that we didn't understand.
We would like to make these stories more clear to understand like easy words and easy pictures for the next generation of people with disabilities.
Let's support people with disabilities to have equal lives to everyone!
Let's opens new doors! 2008
EASY WORLD FOR
PEOPLE WITH DISABILITES.
I love poetry like music, some poems I like others I don't.
It's like everything in life really.
One thing though, not a lot of poetry is written about people with disabilities, why is that?
Can't we communicate in your way of thinking?
Let's have a bit of fun!
Easy pictures.
Easy words.
Let's play around with coloured paper! 2008
It's like everything in life really.
One thing though, not a lot of poetry is written about people with disabilities, why is that?
Can't we communicate in your way of thinking?
Let's have a bit of fun!
Easy pictures.
Easy words.
Let's play around with coloured paper! 2008
THE HOMELESS
YOUNGEST MINDS.
Nobody in my family loves me.
I know I could have been very naughty, but there is no need for my family to kick me out on the streets.
I am very frightened to go back home, but I know my family don't want me.
I know I made a big mistake in thinking I could cope to find my own home; I just wanted to be an adult far too quickly.
I realise now I was wrong thinking I could cope.
I can't find any food to eat, but bits and piece of bread.
I am sleeping on the hard street floors, but some nights I sleep in cardboard boxes. 1998
I know I could have been very naughty, but there is no need for my family to kick me out on the streets.
I am very frightened to go back home, but I know my family don't want me.
I know I made a big mistake in thinking I could cope to find my own home; I just wanted to be an adult far too quickly.
I realise now I was wrong thinking I could cope.
I can't find any food to eat, but bits and piece of bread.
I am sleeping on the hard street floors, but some nights I sleep in cardboard boxes. 1998
THIS IS THE REAL
WORLD, NOT A DREAM WORLD.
In fairytale stories they say you have to kiss a good many ugly frogs to
find your handsome Prince.
In my case I believe I have kissed handsome princes who have turned into ugly frogs.
Believe me, believe me not, I think my days of kissing handsome princes have gone.
Because I fear every handsome prince I kiss will turn into an ugly frog.
All the lovely things I used to dream, I thought would come true.
Now I am unhappy that everything I ever wanted hasn't happened to me and no chance will it be.
I blame myself; I fell in love far too young.
Little did I know everything was going to turn out wrong?
Now I can't love at all, because I am frightened of getting hurt again.
A male and female friendship forever more.
I must keep away from those ugly frogs. 1997 – 2000
In my case I believe I have kissed handsome princes who have turned into ugly frogs.
Believe me, believe me not, I think my days of kissing handsome princes have gone.
Because I fear every handsome prince I kiss will turn into an ugly frog.
All the lovely things I used to dream, I thought would come true.
Now I am unhappy that everything I ever wanted hasn't happened to me and no chance will it be.
I blame myself; I fell in love far too young.
Little did I know everything was going to turn out wrong?
Now I can't love at all, because I am frightened of getting hurt again.
A male and female friendship forever more.
I must keep away from those ugly frogs. 1997 – 2000
GOOD FRIENDSHIP.
This may be only friendly love, but to me it is good enough.
I don't think you need a boyfriend and girlfriend to love.
Male and female can still share a friendship to love.
My friendship will be here with you for however long you want me to be close to you.
I will never go away from you, unless you want me to.
I know we have been through the same thing, I know what you are going through.
Trying to move on from the people you love or loved is very hard to do, but somehow we must get on with our lives and get through.
We must try and see a future for ourselves the best way we can, but believe me I do understand that is very hard to do but all the same we must get through. 1997 – 2000
I don't think you need a boyfriend and girlfriend to love.
Male and female can still share a friendship to love.
My friendship will be here with you for however long you want me to be close to you.
I will never go away from you, unless you want me to.
I know we have been through the same thing, I know what you are going through.
Trying to move on from the people you love or loved is very hard to do, but somehow we must get on with our lives and get through.
We must try and see a future for ourselves the best way we can, but believe me I do understand that is very hard to do but all the same we must get through. 1997 – 2000
LOST LOVE.
There's nothing you can do
when you lose the person you love.
All you can do is learn to move on and meet a new love.
When long love is lost it's hard to move on.
No matter how hard it is you must move on.
When short love can come before you look.
It is so important to be loved.
Love can't be made, unless you make it.
When love goes down the drain, it can't always be saved.
For goodness sake you must be brave enough to love again.
Love can cause you so much anger, hurt and pain.
Sometimes it's hard to love again.
All you can do is learn to move on and meet a new love.
When long love is lost it's hard to move on.
No matter how hard it is you must move on.
When short love can come before you look.
It is so important to be loved.
Love can't be made, unless you make it.
When love goes down the drain, it can't always be saved.
For goodness sake you must be brave enough to love again.
Love can cause you so much anger, hurt and pain.
Sometimes it's hard to love again.
Sometimes it's hard to live without love and be lonely.
Without love in many ways, life isn't the same. 1997 – 2000
Without love in many ways, life isn't the same. 1997 – 2000
I LOVE MY MAN AND
HE LOVES ME.
I love my man he loves me.
I care such a lot about him and he cares such a lot about me.
Ups and downs are to come that is part of life to be.
If it's to be it will be, if it's not to be it won't be.
I hope and pray it will be.
Upsets are sure to happen, but I hope between us we will do our very best to put whatever problem we have right.
He isn't just my lover; he is also my best friend out of all males.
I'm sure and hope that he feels the same way as I do about him.
I hope and pray that we, what future we have to be, bring us love, relationship and friendship. 1997 – 2000
I care such a lot about him and he cares such a lot about me.
Ups and downs are to come that is part of life to be.
If it's to be it will be, if it's not to be it won't be.
I hope and pray it will be.
Upsets are sure to happen, but I hope between us we will do our very best to put whatever problem we have right.
He isn't just my lover; he is also my best friend out of all males.
I'm sure and hope that he feels the same way as I do about him.
I hope and pray that we, what future we have to be, bring us love, relationship and friendship. 1997 – 2000
CRYING OUT FOR
LOVE.
I must move on again.
Please give me any reason why I shouldn't love someone and someone should love me?
Why do I feel as if my days of love and romance have gone for me?
Is there something wrong with me?
How can I share love when no one is there to share love with?
I can't give love to someone when he isn't there to have love from me.
Whoever you may be, if you're faithful, kind and good looking please come to me?
I don't mind having serious or play full love, as long as someone can give me some kind of love, I will be happy to play or stay in whatever way.
Just any kind of passion that comes my way.
I don't mind playing the field or having forever loved. 1997 – 2000
Please give me any reason why I shouldn't love someone and someone should love me?
Why do I feel as if my days of love and romance have gone for me?
Is there something wrong with me?
How can I share love when no one is there to share love with?
I can't give love to someone when he isn't there to have love from me.
Whoever you may be, if you're faithful, kind and good looking please come to me?
I don't mind having serious or play full love, as long as someone can give me some kind of love, I will be happy to play or stay in whatever way.
Just any kind of passion that comes my way.
I don't mind playing the field or having forever loved. 1997 – 2000
MY LONGEST TRUE
LOVE.
My true love once had a heart that gave me so much love.
I had this heart and I really truly enjoyed his love.
Now he doesn't have a heart anymore, because he isn't now my love.
He's now with someone forever and for good.
He's not my true love anymore, but he was my first serious love.
That I will never, ever forget.
I don't think he will find another love like me again.
I don't think I will find another love like him again. 1997 – 2000
DRAGON.
Watch your ps and qs when you are talking to the dragon.
She may well blow smoke at you and burn you if you get on the wrong side of her, she can have the Irish dragon inside her.
Don't be put off by her; she has a nice side too. 1997 – 2000
She may well blow smoke at you and burn you if you get on the wrong side of her, she can have the Irish dragon inside her.
Don't be put off by her; she has a nice side too. 1997 – 2000
PEOPLE.
We are all human beings.We all have different nationalities.
Most people have white skin.
Some people have black skin.
Other people have brown skin.
Some people believe in god others don't.
Some people go to church others don't.
Why don't we just accept each other for the way we all are?
Life is hard enough without making it worse.
Some people have chosen to be who they are and what them; others don't have any choose at all.
Just because one person is black and the other person is white, it doesn't mean they are not alright.
I understand that not everyone gets on but you can't take away the way they are or their equal rights.
You have the right to know what people say and think about you but
keep your thoughts to yourself, just walk away!
Why the risk had been locked away from the world, it's not worth it for anyone.
No need to hurt or kill.
Why take your anger out on people, who are harmless to you, be strong.
Stick to your own thoughts in life: let others stick to theirs. 2003
keep your thoughts to yourself, just walk away!
Why the risk had been locked away from the world, it's not worth it for anyone.
No need to hurt or kill.
Why take your anger out on people, who are harmless to you, be strong.
Stick to your own thoughts in life: let others stick to theirs. 2003
PEACE AND LOVE.
We all have to go by the rules of the law.
We are all prisoners of war in our own counties wherever we are from.
We are always dreaming of a peaceful and lovable world.
Not a greedy or hateful world.
Why do we hurt and kill one another?
Why can't we respect one another for being human beings?
Why can't we keep away from one another if don't like one another?
Why waist our lives behind bars when there are so many good things to see and look forward to?
No world needs to be perfect but why not give peaces and love rather than war? 2003
We are all prisoners of war in our own counties wherever we are from.
We are always dreaming of a peaceful and lovable world.
Not a greedy or hateful world.
Why do we hurt and kill one another?
Why can't we respect one another for being human beings?
Why can't we keep away from one another if don't like one another?
Why waist our lives behind bars when there are so many good things to see and look forward to?
No world needs to be perfect but why not give peaces and love rather than war? 2003
GUILTY AND HIDING
FROM THE TRUTH.
Going quiet on people when they talk.
Never caring about people's feelings.
Lying to hide away from the truth, because the truth hurts one.
One is shamed, one is in the wrong.
For one to tell one, but to get someone else to tell one. 1997 – 2000
Never caring about people's feelings.
Lying to hide away from the truth, because the truth hurts one.
One is shamed, one is in the wrong.
For one to tell one, but to get someone else to tell one. 1997 – 2000
I LOVE YOU, DO YOU
LOVE ME TOO?
Your hair is blonde, so soft and thick.
Many times I have reached out for your love to tell you.
" Darling I love you so true."
The problem is that you are not with me a lot to say.
" I love you so true too.
Now I have to wait until I see you again.
I love you so true.
I hope and pray to god that you love me to so true too, but I think or know you do.
Three little words saying I love you can make you feel so special.
So can those three little letters.
Poetry is not where I can spell those three little or big words. 1997 – 2000
Many times I have reached out for your love to tell you.
" Darling I love you so true."
The problem is that you are not with me a lot to say.
" I love you so true too.
Now I have to wait until I see you again.
I love you so true.
I hope and pray to god that you love me to so true too, but I think or know you do.
Three little words saying I love you can make you feel so special.
So can those three little letters.
Poetry is not where I can spell those three little or big words. 1997 – 2000
A man I thought I loved and lost.
There was once a lad I thought I had.
He was so charming at the time I thought he was the man.
He was such a bad lad, I must have been mad.
In the end he made me so sad.
When he was not in my life anymore I was gland.
He was such a Jack the lad, he went after so many girls with so many curls.
He put his untrue charm that didn't get him very far.
He lied to me; he told me he had a flash car that also didn't get him very far.
His name was Preen, who pretended to been keen.
He wasn't keen, he was mean.
He's a loser, who doesn't give a dam about any woman only having their money off them.
He was a con man and woman
beater, user and abuser.
We talk about the man, gentleman and mouse, Preen wasn't either of them Preen was an evil rat!
He would sleep with girls, frightened them and give them fear of other men.
He would talk about their private life; he would break other relationships with a knife.
He gave me so much fear for many years in the relationship I had after, I am only just starting to trust now.
I was on my own for six mouths after me and Preen finished, I never
thought I'd love again.We talk about the man, gentleman and mouse, Preen wasn't either of them Preen was an evil rat!
He would sleep with girls, frightened them and give them fear of other men.
He would talk about their private life; he would break other relationships with a knife.
He gave me so much fear for many years in the relationship I had after, I am only just starting to trust now.
I regret ever knowing him let a lone going with him.
My next lover was alright
but even though I loved him I had a job to trust him which drove him to another
woman in the end.
I said to myself for a long time to be friends with someone and see how it goes.
I want someone who will get me over my fright and fear after all those years.
Did you get me through this dear?
No you didn't I got over it myself somehow.
I want someone who understands my problems, someone who has been there himself.
Now I have long come terms with what Steven Preen put me through but it took good many years to get over that.
He once loved me no he didn't it was a silly nightmare of mine.
I wanted someone who cared about me and who could help me come out of my problems.
My partner after Steven coped with it for a while then he could not stand anymore and then he came back to then now it's clashed for good. Written 1997 - 2009.
I said to myself for a long time to be friends with someone and see how it goes.
I want someone who will get me over my fright and fear after all those years.
Did you get me through this dear?
No you didn't I got over it myself somehow.
I want someone who understands my problems, someone who has been there himself.
Now I have long come terms with what Steven Preen put me through but it took good many years to get over that.
He once loved me no he didn't it was a silly nightmare of mine.
I wanted someone who cared about me and who could help me come out of my problems.
My partner after Steven coped with it for a while then he could not stand anymore and then he came back to then now it's clashed for good. Written 1997 - 2009.
Marriage.
Marriage should full of love and support.
Nine out of ten marriages end in divorce.
Marriage should be full of happiness and joy.
Marriages should be full of laughs not cry.
Marriages should be full of a girl and a boy.
We must accept love and marriage is not a bed of roses.
If it was perfect it would be boring.
Like all walks of life, marriage is either a success or it is not. Written 1997
Marriage should full of love and support.
Nine out of ten marriages end in divorce.
Marriage should be full of happiness and joy.
Marriages should be full of laughs not cry.
Marriages should be full of a girl and a boy.
We must accept love and marriage is not a bed of roses.
If it was perfect it would be boring.
Like all walks of life, marriage is either a success or it is not. Written 1997
I put my head in the sand.
No one seems to agree with my way of thinking when it comes to love so now my head is in the sand and my thoughts are kept to myself.
My head is in between hands I may not make the right choices in my life.
There seems to be no where forward than feeling as if I am sitting inside a train as it's driving through a dark tunnel that has not got to the light, it seems to go on forever.
There must be an end a dark tunnel somewhere.
Turn on the light please or is there no light?
I am scared of the present and the future.
I feel very lonely and very sad.
A lot of frights and fears are inside my mind.
Every time I tell people my thoughts it does not pleases them but it's pleases me, what pleases them does not please me, it's just time to wait and see or life is the end
I understand people are only protecting me from
getting hurt but my feelings have control over me, can't they see?
How can I love without being blind?
I may as well do what I want and let people talk all they like.
One thing I feel like is living my life in sin, no man does not seem to be right for me and I do not seem to be right for them. Written 1997.
How can I love without being blind?
I may as well do what I want and let people talk all they like.
One thing I feel like is living my life in sin, no man does not seem to be right for me and I do not seem to be right for them. Written 1997.
I love you
dear. (That’s what they all say.)
I love you dear.
You’re lying to me dear,
I am not like the rest of the men dear, and you don't have a thing to fear.
Oh no you can't be true to me dear; I am not that lucky every man hates me.
Don't be silly dear, you fear too much dear.
I love you dear, I don't hate you dear. Written 1997
I love you dear.
You’re lying to me dear,
I am not like the rest of the men dear, and you don't have a thing to fear.
Oh no you can't be true to me dear; I am not that lucky every man hates me.
Don't be silly dear, you fear too much dear.
I love you dear, I don't hate you dear. Written 1997
The last time I saw the man I love.
Whether he still loves and cares about me I don't know.
Most of all I know he does not want to talk to me.
He's mind seems very twisted to me.
Surly he can't have got over me just like that.
The last time I saw the man I love he seemed so confused.
He seemed so full of guilt and hurtful pain.
He has a new love, why isn't he happy at all?
Why does he seem unhappy than what I do?
There must be many men out there as true as he used to be.
Where are these men to be?
Why can't I find the love I want for me? Autumn to winter 1996
Whether he still loves and cares about me I don't know.
Most of all I know he does not want to talk to me.
He's mind seems very twisted to me.
Surly he can't have got over me just like that.
The last time I saw the man I love he seemed so confused.
He seemed so full of guilt and hurtful pain.
He has a new love, why isn't he happy at all?
Why does he seem unhappy than what I do?
There must be many men out there as true as he used to be.
Where are these men to be?
Why can't I find the love I want for me? Autumn to winter 1996
My soft mind.
I can't believe that I believed a dream to be true.
It now seems like and a nightmare but it's the truth.
How silly I was thinking you loved me but you did not.
The fact you have gone out of my life it hurts because I still love you.
It's true that I knew you but a silly dream that you loved me.
I feelings are far too strong to forget the memories.
I find it hard to believe that I thought you were a gentleman. Written 1997.
I can't believe that I believed a dream to be true.
It now seems like and a nightmare but it's the truth.
How silly I was thinking you loved me but you did not.
The fact you have gone out of my life it hurts because I still love you.
It's true that I knew you but a silly dream that you loved me.
I feelings are far too strong to forget the memories.
I find it hard to believe that I thought you were a gentleman. Written 1997.
The love he found made him blind.
The man I loved who I thought was a gentleman I loved him.
I must have been dreaming because I don't think he loved me.
He is in love with someone else now but it all must be his head, he is so blind to her like I was to him.
He could do better than her but she does not have to be me, she needs to be someone who does not make him blind to the rest of the world.
May be he could meet better than me.
May be I'd be blind to the sunshine in my eyes. 1997
Does my new
love still want me?
I wrote a letter, does it make things worse or better?
What would he do if I turned up on his door step?
Will he love me more or less? End of 1997.
Is my love blind?
When I have fallen in love I have always been blind.
Being blind is always at the back of my mind.
I feel love sick yet I could be blind.
There so many emotions going through my possible blind mind.
Am I blind enough to not know that my love may die?
I hope that my love will stay alive.
I hope that he will always be mine.
No matter many years I have loved I have always been blind. Written end of 1997.
I wrote a letter, does it make things worse or better?
What would he do if I turned up on his door step?
Will he love me more or less? End of 1997.
Is my love blind?
When I have fallen in love I have always been blind.
Being blind is always at the back of my mind.
I feel love sick yet I could be blind.
There so many emotions going through my possible blind mind.
Am I blind enough to not know that my love may die?
I hope that my love will stay alive.
I hope that he will always be mine.
No matter many years I have loved I have always been blind. Written end of 1997.
I hold my pen
to write romantic poetry to you.
You do not love me anymore; this was why I had to walked out your door.
Falling in love with someone new is very hard to do after having been in love with you so long.
If ever can fall in love with someone new I'd still spend the rest of my life writing romantic poetry about you whether come back to me or not.
It's hard to believe that I will love anyone more than I loved but I still do.
My voice of love if we will ever be lovers again will speak romantic words to you.
All I am saying is those romantic words from me to you; my hand is holding the pen to write these romantic words to you.
The pen is giving the paper the romantic touch to you, the words just flow off my pen.
You have broken my heart and my mind is unable to think about nothing but you.
Why do I love you so much as you hurt me so much?
Yes I know what you said, “Sara loves someone else, and you can do better than me."
Yes you’re right what you said but the way you hurt me, my feelings won't let me.
May be I will become stronger one day you will see. Written late 1996 to mid 1997.
You do not love me anymore; this was why I had to walked out your door.
Falling in love with someone new is very hard to do after having been in love with you so long.
If ever can fall in love with someone new I'd still spend the rest of my life writing romantic poetry about you whether come back to me or not.
It's hard to believe that I will love anyone more than I loved but I still do.
My voice of love if we will ever be lovers again will speak romantic words to you.
All I am saying is those romantic words from me to you; my hand is holding the pen to write these romantic words to you.
The pen is giving the paper the romantic touch to you, the words just flow off my pen.
You have broken my heart and my mind is unable to think about nothing but you.
Why do I love you so much as you hurt me so much?
Yes I know what you said, “Sara loves someone else, and you can do better than me."
Yes you’re right what you said but the way you hurt me, my feelings won't let me.
May be I will become stronger one day you will see. Written late 1996 to mid 1997.
Love.
Love can be bitter, love can be sweet, and love is a feeling of one or the other.
Love can change in many ways day after day.
Love can be blind, love can be unkind.
Love can be a memory to remember but sometimes love will never be the same again.
When history love has gone it is time to move although some lovers love again.
Make the most of happiness while it is still here it may not last forever.
Before you know it happiness goes quicker than what you think but it could stay long than what you think or forever.
Nothing always happens the way you want so make the best of what you have got that you do enjoy.
Dreams can be wishful thinking.
Do be thy brave let's love again not to be left out of love in any way.
Love can be bitter, love can be sweet, and love is a feeling of one or the other.
Love can change in many ways day after day.
Love can be blind, love can be unkind.
Love can be a memory to remember but sometimes love will never be the same again.
When history love has gone it is time to move although some lovers love again.
Make the most of happiness while it is still here it may not last forever.
Before you know it happiness goes quicker than what you think but it could stay long than what you think or forever.
Nothing always happens the way you want so make the best of what you have got that you do enjoy.
Dreams can be wishful thinking.
Do be thy brave let's love again not to be left out of love in any way.
When I lost my longest love, my heart was lying
broken and still. 1997 - 1998
I am so deeply in love with you.
One love is like a wild rose.
You keep me warm when the wind blows cold.
There is a happy song in my heart; my heart is full of love for you.
I am a lassie who loves her dear laddie.
I hope that you will always be faithful to me my dear laddie.
I am so deeply in love with you, it feels so true.
I can not believe that I have had so many loves that have been untrue; I hope you are not like them.
I will always love you my dear.
One love is like a wild rose.
You keep me warm when the wind blows cold.
There is a happy song in my heart; my heart is full of love for you.
I am a lassie who loves her dear laddie.
I hope that you will always be faithful to me my dear laddie.
I am so deeply in love with you, it feels so true.
I can not believe that I have had so many loves that have been untrue; I hope you are not like them.
I will always love you my dear.
I will love you forever
until the day I die.
When we have both died our love is close together in heaven just the same as we are alive.
I want to be with you by the deep blue sea, until the sea turns gray and dry.
As love goes on see the sunshine on the deep blue sea.
As we hold hands on the yellow happy sand, I will make you feel more than a man. 1997 – 1998
When we have both died our love is close together in heaven just the same as we are alive.
I want to be with you by the deep blue sea, until the sea turns gray and dry.
As love goes on see the sunshine on the deep blue sea.
As we hold hands on the yellow happy sand, I will make you feel more than a man. 1997 – 1998
The past.
The past was yesterday, it was a nightmare it did not happen.
Here is today we must be positive about what could happen today.
Yesterday was a bad day we were not thinking straight or should we were dreaming that it was a bad day, let's put it behind!
We must learn to think of good things not bad.
Think of the bad things as nightmares.
We must accept the bad but bring in the good.
Dream happy thoughts but understand that life is not all good.
Some days will be good other days will be bad.
Not everyday can be the same.
Not everyday can go to one's way.
If one waits long enough happiness may well be on its way.
Happiness comes along that you may not have thought of wanting it could make you happy all the same. 21.8.1999
The past was yesterday, it was a nightmare it did not happen.
Here is today we must be positive about what could happen today.
Yesterday was a bad day we were not thinking straight or should we were dreaming that it was a bad day, let's put it behind!
We must learn to think of good things not bad.
Think of the bad things as nightmares.
We must accept the bad but bring in the good.
Dream happy thoughts but understand that life is not all good.
Some days will be good other days will be bad.
Not everyday can be the same.
Not everyday can go to one's way.
If one waits long enough happiness may well be on its way.
Happiness comes along that you may not have thought of wanting it could make you happy all the same. 21.8.1999
My life
without you.
I think about you when I am in my flat.
I go out at night alone wishing you were with me.
I feel so happy to hear your voice on the telephone.
When I think about you I try not to cry, I don't cry.
I think, wait looking forward to seeing you again, we enjoy our time together.
It may well be a long time until we meet again but however long I will wait.
It comes to those who wait. 5.8.2000
I think about you when I am in my flat.
I go out at night alone wishing you were with me.
I feel so happy to hear your voice on the telephone.
When I think about you I try not to cry, I don't cry.
I think, wait looking forward to seeing you again, we enjoy our time together.
It may well be a long time until we meet again but however long I will wait.
It comes to those who wait. 5.8.2000
Forget the
past.
I must learn from my mistakes that I have made in the past and forget.
I must make the most of my life as I hope I am getting wiser as I get older.
I won't be forever living but forever dead, time goes so fast.
It's believed that heaven is a difference world but that's never known.
Whether heaven is better or worse than earth we may or may not find out.
We can't say whether or not that we will come back to earth as animals.
It's hard to know whether to believe in heaven and hell or not.
My advice is to live life to the full in case where ever we go in our next is not better than earth.
It hard to believe whether or not there is any life after death.
Once we have gone we may have gone, it's hard to believe whether we are ghosts or not, we may never to be seen again.
Look forward to nice things in the future.
Forget bad things in the past but remember the good things.
Accept the bad but enjoy the good, you only live once.
You can not say for sure seeing is believing, you will never know whether you are going to see or not until your final passing.
You will also never know whether you are going to tell anyone until you get there. 5.8.2000
I must learn from my mistakes that I have made in the past and forget.
I must make the most of my life as I hope I am getting wiser as I get older.
I won't be forever living but forever dead, time goes so fast.
It's believed that heaven is a difference world but that's never known.
Whether heaven is better or worse than earth we may or may not find out.
We can't say whether or not that we will come back to earth as animals.
It's hard to know whether to believe in heaven and hell or not.
My advice is to live life to the full in case where ever we go in our next is not better than earth.
It hard to believe whether or not there is any life after death.
Once we have gone we may have gone, it's hard to believe whether we are ghosts or not, we may never to be seen again.
Look forward to nice things in the future.
Forget bad things in the past but remember the good things.
Accept the bad but enjoy the good, you only live once.
You can not say for sure seeing is believing, you will never know whether you are going to see or not until your final passing.
You will also never know whether you are going to tell anyone until you get there. 5.8.2000
Love verse three.
In my dreams and in truth we have kissed each others' lips.
Now it's over bet ween us we only kiss in dreams.
In my dreams you have held me just like you used to do in your loving arms.
The one thing that's missing is the feeling of your touch.
I also miss your body close to mine.
I think about you everyday in every way.
I dream about you every night until the morning light.
When I wake up in the morning light, I notice that you are not by my side.
This is disappointing for me but such as life.
I love you with all my heart even if you will never love me again.
Now I have learned there is no matching love for me but darling in my eyes you were the best lover I ever had yet.
Before I lost you I never thought I am losing you, you will be missed by me for a long time if not forever.
Please accept that I will always miss you then I will accept that I have lost your love.
I dream about you every night until the morning light.
When I wake up in the morning light, I notice that you are not by my side.
This is disappointing for me but such as life.
I love you with all my heart even if you will never love me again.
Now I have learned there is no matching love for me but darling in my eyes you were the best lover I ever had yet.
Before I lost you I never thought I am losing you, you will be missed by me for a long time if not forever.
Please accept that I will always miss you then I will accept that I have lost your love.
I love and miss you
company very much.
You always put the bright sides into my life.
You always bought me so much happiness that I miss so much.
I have a very unhappy feeling I will never ever have your love back.
I will never ever be able to feel the touch of your tender body and kiss of your lips.
In my dreams, mind and memory you are still mine until the day I die.
Love will always be in my heart for you if you want me too.
My heart is pumping with love for you.
No matter how many loves I have after you my feelings won't be as strong for them as they are for you.
The way you feel about me is unknown to me but I will accept my life and my future to come. 21.2.2000
You always put the bright sides into my life.
You always bought me so much happiness that I miss so much.
I have a very unhappy feeling I will never ever have your love back.
I will never ever be able to feel the touch of your tender body and kiss of your lips.
In my dreams, mind and memory you are still mine until the day I die.
Love will always be in my heart for you if you want me too.
My heart is pumping with love for you.
No matter how many loves I have after you my feelings won't be as strong for them as they are for you.
The way you feel about me is unknown to me but I will accept my life and my future to come. 21.2.2000
Two lovers
come together.
When two lovers come together they live in heaven.
In heaven love lasts forever through good and bad weather.
Heaven is such a fairly tale world that's hard whether to believe or not.
Earth is the real world of facing the truth whether the truth is good or bad news for us.
There's a lot happiness and sadness for every girl, woman, boy and man. 1997 – 2000
When two lovers come together they live in heaven.
In heaven love lasts forever through good and bad weather.
Heaven is such a fairly tale world that's hard whether to believe or not.
Earth is the real world of facing the truth whether the truth is good or bad news for us.
There's a lot happiness and sadness for every girl, woman, boy and man. 1997 – 2000
A RYMINE EXSPECIALY
FOR YOU.
The first night I saw you
my mind was thinking I like you before I even spoken to you.
I am a girl that likes you for you.
I knew like me, you had been through some old moo.
How I knew I just knew
there’s only me for you, I mean it too true.
Without your advice on the things I have been through I would have put myself through even more moo boo boo.
So I hope there silly words that make no sense at all will at least thymine on paper as well as inside my mind.
Thank you for helping me with my old moo, I will do the same you if you want me too.
As your name is Andy pandy I can be your Loopy Loo.
With the state of my mind I am loopy.
If you have another Loopy Loo, sorry to bother you boo boo to me too.
I would not dream of hurting you.
I will write a ton of pages to get what I am saying down on paper right for you.
I know I have a disability I am just be slow which does seem to be good to a lot people. Written 1993
I am a girl that likes you for you.
I knew like me, you had been through some old moo.
How I knew I just knew
there’s only me for you, I mean it too true.
Without your advice on the things I have been through I would have put myself through even more moo boo boo.
So I hope there silly words that make no sense at all will at least thymine on paper as well as inside my mind.
Thank you for helping me with my old moo, I will do the same you if you want me too.
As your name is Andy pandy I can be your Loopy Loo.
With the state of my mind I am loopy.
If you have another Loopy Loo, sorry to bother you boo boo to me too.
I would not dream of hurting you.
I will write a ton of pages to get what I am saying down on paper right for you.
I know I have a disability I am just be slow which does seem to be good to a lot people. Written 1993
We were two lovers together.
We were two lovers to together who went everywhere together.
We were together so long on and off.
Our love for one another was so strong.
Our love failed yet very little went wrong.
We may not forgive one another as lovers but we may as friends.
We hurt one another bad.
Memory of my young love in my head the happiness, sadness and sorrow.
How on earth will I face to tomorrow because the pain will still be there?
I never want hurt a man again; I must have driven him away to love another woman.
It takes a lot of bottle for me to carry living on this earth.
I can't love again, there's no way forward.
The future scars me.
There will never be another man for me.
He is not all to blame I must have done something wrong for him to go another woman.
May be I am better off not loving again in case I drive them to other. Written 1996 to 1997.
We were two lovers to together who went everywhere together.
We were together so long on and off.
Our love for one another was so strong.
Our love failed yet very little went wrong.
We may not forgive one another as lovers but we may as friends.
We hurt one another bad.
Memory of my young love in my head the happiness, sadness and sorrow.
How on earth will I face to tomorrow because the pain will still be there?
I never want hurt a man again; I must have driven him away to love another woman.
It takes a lot of bottle for me to carry living on this earth.
I can't love again, there's no way forward.
The future scars me.
There will never be another man for me.
He is not all to blame I must have done something wrong for him to go another woman.
May be I am better off not loving again in case I drive them to other. Written 1996 to 1997.
I will find a way
to move on.
I will never move on as
long as I stay with you.
Even though our relationship may have ended in friendship not hate but carrying on seeing one another like we have been is getting us nowhere.
I know you have nowhere to move on to but that's just your own fault.
I have been there every step of the way for you for 15 yrs now, how mad am I?
You have never seemed to know what you wanted, how mad have I been to wasting my time on you?
Now I don't have anymore time to waste on a man who does not love me anymore, perhaps you never did.
Nothing seems to be changing between us but yes I'm changing I'm moving on to another life but I don't know where.
I hope the next man in my life will know what he wants and love me for me.
Even though our relationship may have ended in friendship not hate but carrying on seeing one another like we have been is getting us nowhere.
I know you have nowhere to move on to but that's just your own fault.
I have been there every step of the way for you for 15 yrs now, how mad am I?
You have never seemed to know what you wanted, how mad have I been to wasting my time on you?
Now I don't have anymore time to waste on a man who does not love me anymore, perhaps you never did.
Nothing seems to be changing between us but yes I'm changing I'm moving on to another life but I don't know where.
I hope the next man in my life will know what he wants and love me for me.
After having seen you for 15yrs, it will be hard and strange being
without you but I will get through.
What's the point staying with you as it seems things are not moving forward for any of us?
You never seem to believe in yourself, you say you always fail when it comes to relationships, why have I wasted 15 yrs with a person who does not believe in himself?
If you carry on saying negative things about yourself, you will go down with the negative things you do say about yourself.
You thought I was going to go down with you, how wrong are you? 2009
What's the point staying with you as it seems things are not moving forward for any of us?
You never seem to believe in yourself, you say you always fail when it comes to relationships, why have I wasted 15 yrs with a person who does not believe in himself?
If you carry on saying negative things about yourself, you will go down with the negative things you do say about yourself.
You thought I was going to go down with you, how wrong are you? 2009
I walked through the dark tunnel; it was like a dark hole.
I was holding my torch; it was a very dusty atmosphere.
I couldn't hardy breathe, there was hardy any air.
I walked around, I don't I could see a thing even with the torch.
I fell over tins, bottles and goodness knows what else.
Somehow I managed to get hold of a rug, then put over me and slept in a load of dirt and dust from the mines.
When I woke up an I saw a
man asleep, his face was covered in cuts and goodness knows what.
I felt guilty I must have been in a deep sleep.
Some must have really beaten him.
At first he was thanking me for giving him water, and then he was in this world of heaven. 23.7.2005
I felt guilty I must have been in a deep sleep.
Some must have really beaten him.
At first he was thanking me for giving him water, and then he was in this world of heaven. 23.7.2005
I love the way!
I love the way you look at me.
I love the way you smile at me.
I love the way you laugh at me.
I love the way you listen and talk to me.
All in all, I love you in every way.
All in all, you are a very good friend to me. 15.8.1999
I love the way you look at me.
I love the way you smile at me.
I love the way you laugh at me.
I love the way you listen and talk to me.
All in all, I love you in every way.
All in all, you are a very good friend to me. 15.8.1999
my dream
Walking through peace and quiet across a field on a hot summer’s day.
Every single flying and singing away.
The leaves on the trees are dark green.
Red roses in the garden are so romantic.
The company of been arm in arm with a very young gentleman I love. 26.2.2000
Walking through peace and quiet across a field on a hot summer’s day.
Every single flying and singing away.
The leaves on the trees are dark green.
Red roses in the garden are so romantic.
The company of been arm in arm with a very young gentleman I love. 26.2.2000
The writer's
feelings.
Please listen to what I have to say.
I think about you every single day.
I thought you were the boy who loves me for me.
How wrong could I be?
Now I know you were my dream and nightmare.
How mad am I, your still the love of my life?
I thought I was going to become your future wife.
Sorry I regret hurting you this way but I don't regret every single day I was with you. Written in 1997.
I think about you every single day.
I thought you were the boy who loves me for me.
How wrong could I be?
Now I know you were my dream and nightmare.
How mad am I, your still the love of my life?
I thought I was going to become your future wife.
Sorry I regret hurting you this way but I don't regret every single day I was with you. Written in 1997.
Unknown title.
I know I did not know you.
I am not sure you are real or inside my head.
You are a person waiting to come out of me, I am not sure you are real until I built you up to put in this story.
Are you interested in me; I am talking to you inside your grave.
You are a kind character in this story; you saved disabled people's lives in the Gulf war.
You are a hero who sadly lost your own life.
I had a dream about a character like you, from there having been working on a story.
I know I am glad of that you are my character hero even if you may not be real.
When your life was taken away from you, it still took my life away too even though I did not know you.
I may well be still here but I have nothing to look forward to without you.
What difference does it make with the whole world falling to pieces anyway?
There's risk owho sadly lost your own life.
I had a dream about a character like you, from
there having been working on a story.
I know I am glad of that you are my character hero even if you may not be real.
When your life was taken away from you, it still took my life away too even though I did not know you.
I may well be still here but I have nothing to look forward to without you.
What difference does it make with the whole world falling to pieces anyway?
There's risk of shooting in the world without war. 11.8.2005
I know I am glad of that you are my character hero even if you may not be real.
When your life was taken away from you, it still took my life away too even though I did not know you.
I may well be still here but I have nothing to look forward to without you.
What difference does it make with the whole world falling to pieces anyway?
There's risk of shooting in the world without war. 11.8.2005
I wish.
I wish I could see your grave to see if you are the person I was told you are.
Your ghost may come to life if there is any such thing.
Would it not be magic if you came alive?
I wonder what and who you could be.
Could you be an animal, object or human being?
Would you stay back with us until you are a great old man?
You could be an old man looking like a young man?
I wish I could see your grave to see if you are the person I was told you are.
Your ghost may come to life if there is any such thing.
Would it not be magic if you came alive?
I wonder what and who you could be.
Could you be an animal, object or human being?
Would you stay back with us until you are a great old man?
You could be an old man looking like a young man?
Would it really matter as
long as we see you in heaven or and earth one day forever?
What happened to you, if any thing did or are you not real? 12.8.2005
What happened to you, if any thing did or are you not real? 12.8.2005
Talking to the
Graves.
Are you lying down in your coffin?
Is your coffin lid opening?
Is it hot or cold in your coffin or can't you feel it?
Are you reading the news paper?
What did you look like in person, have you turned to skeleton?
Am I just dreaming?
If only I knew your life story, if only I could put you into a fiction story.
You must be up there with your skeleton friends talking about heaven and earth.
I know I can't see you: may be you are able to see me.
May be you were taken away. 19.8.2005
Are you lying down in your coffin?
Is your coffin lid opening?
Is it hot or cold in your coffin or can't you feel it?
Are you reading the news paper?
What did you look like in person, have you turned to skeleton?
Am I just dreaming?
If only I knew your life story, if only I could put you into a fiction story.
You must be up there with your skeleton friends talking about heaven and earth.
I know I can't see you: may be you are able to see me.
May be you were taken away. 19.8.2005
How unkind life can be.
You should not be inside a coffin, under a grave stone.
You should be with me in the lovely sunshine.
We should in a romantic wood, just you and me.
We should be spending time together on a Sunny afternoon watching the birds sing.
You should not be in heaven; if you are I am too.
I may well be in this unhappy world but only without you.
There's hardy much happiness in the world today.
Now that I am in heaven with you, I know I will be missed by a lot of people on earth but that's just a dream.
I must be on earth because it is cold, there’s no joy of spring just cold winter weather.
You should not be inside a coffin, under a grave stone.
You should be with me in the lovely sunshine.
We should in a romantic wood, just you and me.
We should be spending time together on a Sunny afternoon watching the birds sing.
You should not be in heaven; if you are I am too.
I may well be in this unhappy world but only without you.
There's hardy much happiness in the world today.
Now that I am in heaven with you, I know I will be missed by a lot of people on earth but that's just a dream.
I must be on earth because it is cold, there’s no joy of spring just cold winter weather.
Heaven from to earth too
soon. 19.8.2005 -20.8.2005
I never know
what I want.
I never want to stay in but there are times I don't want to go out and do myself in with how I feel at the moment.
I get so depressed but don't ask me why.
I love been around people and I need something to keep my mind busy.
Like all of us I have good and bad days.
Today there are still too many bad things said about race.
This is society let's us down.
Too much crime in the world.
It's hard to believe happiness in today's world.
There have always been wars around as it is and still is today.
This is why the world depresses me more. December 2006
I never want to stay in but there are times I don't want to go out and do myself in with how I feel at the moment.
I get so depressed but don't ask me why.
I love been around people and I need something to keep my mind busy.
Like all of us I have good and bad days.
Today there are still too many bad things said about race.
This is society let's us down.
Too much crime in the world.
It's hard to believe happiness in today's world.
There have always been wars around as it is and still is today.
This is why the world depresses me more. December 2006
In a difference world.
It would be lovely to see the angels.
It would be lovely to see the fairies.
Forget the witches may be remembering the wizards.
Become the ghost of love. December 2006
It would be lovely to see the angels.
It would be lovely to see the fairies.
Forget the witches may be remembering the wizards.
Become the ghost of love. December 2006
Poor times.
Washing lines.
Children dressed in rags begging for money around street condors.
Rats wondering round getting wet in the pouring rain.
People living on bread and water.
Young boys as well as men working down the mines.
Young boys down the chimney sweeps.
Now what is the world coming to with unemployment? December 2006
Washing lines.
Children dressed in rags begging for money around street condors.
Rats wondering round getting wet in the pouring rain.
People living on bread and water.
Young boys as well as men working down the mines.
Young boys down the chimney sweeps.
Now what is the world coming to with unemployment? December 2006
The days of
hard times.
No homes for the poor.
Millions of people were living on the streets.
No homes for the poor.
Millions of people were living on the streets.
There were too many people unemployed.
People don't have any money to eat.
Millions of people's lives have lived and died through been homeless.
Children were going down chimneys sweeps to earn money.
Young men were breathing the coal mines to earn money for their wives and families.
Some things may have got better but nothing is completely right. 5.12.2001
People don't have any money to eat.
Millions of people's lives have lived and died through been homeless.
Children were going down chimneys sweeps to earn money.
Young men were breathing the coal mines to earn money for their wives and families.
Some things may have got better but nothing is completely right. 5.12.2001
Us
we met one another in our twenties.
We are both in our mid to late thirties now.
I know we have been together on and off.
Who would have thought that we would get back together?
Deep down I did hope but may be I am starting think it was the wrong thing to do.
One is a problem is that feeling called love.
Good, bad, wrong or right, feelings are hard to control.
I still love you now but I am sure you love me too. December 2006
we met one another in our twenties.
We are both in our mid to late thirties now.
I know we have been together on and off.
Who would have thought that we would get back together?
Deep down I did hope but may be I am starting think it was the wrong thing to do.
One is a problem is that feeling called love.
Good, bad, wrong or right, feelings are hard to control.
I still love you now but I am sure you love me too. December 2006
You took my
world away.
You left me crying every day and night.
At night I could not sleep.
When I looked through my window, sky was dull and gray without you.
My fears were that you'd never love me anymore.
I kept on hoping that you would love me again.
I was going to tell you that I forgive you for hurting me, how mad am I?
It took four years for us to get back together. December 2006
You left me crying every day and night.
At night I could not sleep.
When I looked through my window, sky was dull and gray without you.
My fears were that you'd never love me anymore.
I kept on hoping that you would love me again.
I was going to tell you that I forgive you for hurting me, how mad am I?
It took four years for us to get back together. December 2006
Same time and same place.
I am sitting in a pub in New Brighton on a warm September sunny day.
I look through the window and sadly see that I am not in New Brighton, I am in dirty Wolverhampton.
It seems very strange to think I went to a writer's group in July; I met the writer Jeff Phelps of ' A BOX OF TRICKS.'
So many things tend to be in common with that book and some of my Father's life.
My Dad used to live in New Brighten in the sixties; this book was written about the same place and the same time, the moods and the rockers.
I am sitting in a pub in New Brighton on a warm September sunny day.
I look through the window and sadly see that I am not in New Brighton, I am in dirty Wolverhampton.
It seems very strange to think I went to a writer's group in July; I met the writer Jeff Phelps of ' A BOX OF TRICKS.'
So many things tend to be in common with that book and some of my Father's life.
My Dad used to live in New Brighten in the sixties; this book was written about the same place and the same time, the moods and the rockers.
Sooner my Dad left New
Brighten he met my Mother in Wolverhampton where he was born himself.
There are things likes Bowling alleys in New Brighten but my parents met in Bowling alley in Wolverhampton.
Just before I was born, my parents parted, my Dad lived over South London and I lived with my Mother in Wolverhampton.
Apart from when I was just born, I did not see my Dad until I was twenty - one years old when he came back to Wolverhampton to live.
The reasons for me not seeing my Father until I was twenty - one is a very long story.
I would have loved to have spent my childhood in New Brighten with my Dad, near the seafront, fish and chips.
I had travelled round myself a bit to Wales and Shropshire for a numbers of years in my late teens and early twenties. 9.9.2009.
There are things likes Bowling alleys in New Brighten but my parents met in Bowling alley in Wolverhampton.
Just before I was born, my parents parted, my Dad lived over South London and I lived with my Mother in Wolverhampton.
Apart from when I was just born, I did not see my Dad until I was twenty - one years old when he came back to Wolverhampton to live.
The reasons for me not seeing my Father until I was twenty - one is a very long story.
I would have loved to have spent my childhood in New Brighten with my Dad, near the seafront, fish and chips.
I had travelled round myself a bit to Wales and Shropshire for a numbers of years in my late teens and early twenties. 9.9.2009.
Every girls dream and nightmare.
It's every girl's dream and nightmare to become a bride.
It's every girl's dream and nightmare to become a bride.
Not every girl is lucky to
meet a man of her kind.
Not every girl meets her prince charming the love
of her life.
When becoming a man's wife it can be a story of a woman's life.
The amount of years good girls have to wait to be a gentleman's wife.
Having been a gentleman's wife it is not what we think might.
Some days can be a rather unhappy site to be a man's wife.
A wife might end up blowing into her kite.
Girls would you agree that a lot of men can be mites. Written 1997 – 2000
When becoming a man's wife it can be a story of a woman's life.
The amount of years good girls have to wait to be a gentleman's wife.
Having been a gentleman's wife it is not what we think might.
Some days can be a rather unhappy site to be a man's wife.
A wife might end up blowing into her kite.
Girls would you agree that a lot of men can be mites. Written 1997 – 2000
I love you
Antonio my longest lasted laddie.
I love you Antonio my longest lasted laddie.
Why did you go off with another lassie?
You know I love you so madly and sadly.
Now I will never ever have another laddie.
You broken my heart you mean Romano.
I fell in love with you so madly, gladly and sadly Antonio.
You are such a baddie but I love you.
I must be blind not to know that you'd treat me unkind.
Don't you have any love, care understanding on your mind?
I so very much wanted to be your bride so I must get that out of my mind. Written 1996 to 1997.
I love you Antonio my longest lasted laddie.
Why did you go off with another lassie?
You know I love you so madly and sadly.
Now I will never ever have another laddie.
You broken my heart you mean Romano.
I fell in love with you so madly, gladly and sadly Antonio.
You are such a baddie but I love you.
I must be blind not to know that you'd treat me unkind.
Don't you have any love, care understanding on your mind?
I so very much wanted to be your bride so I must get that out of my mind. Written 1996 to 1997.
You are frightened of being alone but frightened to love the days and nights seem dull.
The future never seems to come because it's hard to believe that things will get better.
You are worried about getting hurt all over again which brings sadness and pain more and more.
You can feel shame, anger, guilt and happiness can be the only word that you aren't feeling at that moment.
You know that you’re not getting any younger and the future seems dull because the present is.
Trying to think about when you were happy is hard.
I can see myself just being an old maid because I can't seem to have trust in men.
Lynn you have taken all my happiness away I hope you will be happier with Antonio than I was.
Antonio you never told me your reason for going off with Lynn, I guess I was never good enough for you.
I just need to learn how
to get you out of my head and get on with my life; I should not have hung
around where I was not wanted.
When a relationship has ended after such a long time it becomes a big shock.
Finding the best happiness is hard to find, it could take never or a long time.
Could you be wondering
what could become in the end. Written 1997.
When a relationship has ended after such a long time it becomes a big shock.
Finding the best happiness is hard to find, it could take never or a long time.
Could you be wondering
what could become in the end. Written 1997.
Quiet.
Now it's quiet at midnight and I can write.
Millions of people were sleeping on the street as I write sitting in my home.
The wind is blowing a storm, there's nothing quiet about that when the people living on the street are trying to sleep.
I will just put anything down on paper about the storm.
I must turn on my lamb to give me the light.
I will sleep until the morning light.
As a student I will study in the day light.
To write on a winter's night is anything that comes to mind. 5.12.2001
Now it's quiet at midnight and I can write.
Millions of people were sleeping on the street as I write sitting in my home.
The wind is blowing a storm, there's nothing quiet about that when the people living on the street are trying to sleep.
I will just put anything down on paper about the storm.
I must turn on my lamb to give me the light.
I will sleep until the morning light.
As a student I will study in the day light.
To write on a winter's night is anything that comes to mind. 5.12.2001
Stacey from ' THE HAPPY SOCIETY (she was!)
Stacey was full of life and free to do what she wanted.
Stacey had so many friends and so many people to see.
Stacey shared the same birthday as me October 24th, she wrote poetry just like me and she had Autism like me.
Every year my birthday comes round I think of Stacey.
The sad thing is that I never saw any of her poems and Stacey never any of mine.
I don't know what kind of poems she wrote and she did not know what kind of poems I write and wrote in the case may.
In my eyes a poet never dies: a poet's work lives on.
Poets who live in heaven look down on you while you read their work.
Stacey is still with us even though she's in heaven.
II believe Stacey is watching me write poetry.Stacey was full of life and free to do what she wanted.
Stacey had so many friends and so many people to see.
Stacey shared the same birthday as me October 24th, she wrote poetry just like me and she had Autism like me.
Every year my birthday comes round I think of Stacey.
The sad thing is that I never saw any of her poems and Stacey never any of mine.
I don't know what kind of poems she wrote and she did not know what kind of poems I write and wrote in the case may.
In my eyes a poet never dies: a poet's work lives on.
Poets who live in heaven look down on you while you read their work.
Stacey is still with us even though she's in heaven.
There will be plenty of young and new poets to be but not like Stacey, Stacey is my best friend.
Little do we know how short life is until it's gone.
Stacey had so much in common with me even though she was and still is in my eyes about twelve younger than me.
I am so much older than Stacey was; she was only her early 20s.
I am so lucky to reach my 30s.
Stacey had plenty of male and female friends; she was friends with you if you were friends with her.
Stacey made you laugh; she made the Happy Society the Happy Society.
Everyone looked forward to going to the Happy Society when Stacey was there.
Stacey was too young to go to heaven; the Happy Society became Sad Society without Stacey.
Why Stacey, why not me she
was younger than me?
She went to college in London for her poetry lessons.
Stacey had such a string of boyfriends, no one could count them. 26.5.2002
She went to college in London for her poetry lessons.
Stacey had such a string of boyfriends, no one could count them. 26.5.2002
Memory to
remember.
One hundred English people had been killed in the America war.
As you may image that everyone was angry and upset.
There was such nasty damage to America a lovely country.
Two brothers were aboard hijacked Untied 175, which crashed in into word trade.
Some people even died pentagon. 12.9.2002
One hundred English people had been killed in the America war.
As you may image that everyone was angry and upset.
There was such nasty damage to America a lovely country.
Two brothers were aboard hijacked Untied 175, which crashed in into word trade.
Some people even died pentagon. 12.9.2002
Homeless old people.
Not having anyone to talk to.
No children, no Grand children, no Great Grand children.
Far too cold, there needs to be warm.
The sun is so hot, there's nowhere to cool down.
Not knowing what tomorrow is going to bring. 29.5.2002
Not having anyone to talk to.
No children, no Grand children, no Great Grand children.
Far too cold, there needs to be warm.
The sun is so hot, there's nowhere to cool down.
Not knowing what tomorrow is going to bring. 29.5.2002
we are all together.
Getting together for a drink and a talk.
People finding out from one another how they got on the streets in the place.
How are they going a normal life?
How are they going to live through the world of the four seasons in one?
Living outside all weathers rain, hale and snow.
Autumn cold winds blowing leaves as they change colours
Getting together for a drink and a talk.
People finding out from one another how they got on the streets in the place.
How are they going a normal life?
How are they going to live through the world of the four seasons in one?
Living outside all weathers rain, hale and snow.
Autumn cold winds blowing leaves as they change colours
off the trees on to the
ground.
Spring is meant to be warm not cold but it does not seem to be the case anymore.
There are very few leaves on the trees that are green but it happens bit by bit until the summer on sun baying hot days.
More green leaves on the trees and a lovely garden life homeless people may talk about. 9.5.2002
Spring is meant to be warm not cold but it does not seem to be the case anymore.
There are very few leaves on the trees that are green but it happens bit by bit until the summer on sun baying hot days.
More green leaves on the trees and a lovely garden life homeless people may talk about. 9.5.2002
Memory of
Eddie dog.
He was so fluffy.
He was so soft.
He was only nasty if anyone hurt us.
I and my family were the people who knew him and loved him.
He went to another home where he's well looked after, we are just too busy with our lives to look after him.
He loved to play ball.
He loved to go out for walks.
He loved to run across the park.
He hated been on a lead because he was a country and farm dog.
He would pull you around so hard and fast when he had his lead on.
He would only attack if he saw strangers.
Eddie, where have you gone?
I understand why you left us; we could not give you the happiness you wanted.
We are so sorry to let you down, I hope you are happy now.
Never forget us for the happiness we gave, we hope we gave some happiness.
We are always thinking about you, you are a lovely dog. 25.1.2002 - 12.9.2002
He was so fluffy.
He was so soft.
He was only nasty if anyone hurt us.
I and my family were the people who knew him and loved him.
He went to another home where he's well looked after, we are just too busy with our lives to look after him.
He loved to play ball.
He loved to go out for walks.
He loved to run across the park.
He hated been on a lead because he was a country and farm dog.
He would pull you around so hard and fast when he had his lead on.
He would only attack if he saw strangers.
Eddie, where have you gone?
I understand why you left us; we could not give you the happiness you wanted.
We are so sorry to let you down, I hope you are happy now.
Never forget us for the happiness we gave, we hope we gave some happiness.
We are always thinking about you, you are a lovely dog. 25.1.2002 - 12.9.2002
The America war.
It was the day I never forget.
On September 11th 2001, I think everyone thought the world was over.
It was 9.00am in UK and 3.00am in US time or the other way round.
It hit New York and Washington.
It was a dramatic explosion that hit nine people pulled out alive.
A fireman had been on the 38rd floor of one of the towers of New York. 12.9.2002
my feelings.
The war of America did not sink into me at first.
When my Father told me on the phone, I thought I was hearing things and I thought I was having a nightmare.
It was the day I never forget.
On September 11th 2001, I think everyone thought the world was over.
It was 9.00am in UK and 3.00am in US time or the other way round.
It hit New York and Washington.
It was a dramatic explosion that hit nine people pulled out alive.
A fireman had been on the 38rd floor of one of the towers of New York. 12.9.2002
my feelings.
The war of America did not sink into me at first.
When my Father told me on the phone, I thought I was hearing things and I thought I was having a nightmare.
I put on the news on the television, watch those
two towers full down turned my stomach over just watching them and I felt sick.
I found it very hard to write anything down at first.
I know there has been a bad war before but I would say that's the first one I have seen in my life time.
I could not talk; I could not stop thinking about it. 12.9.2002
I found it very hard to write anything down at first.
I know there has been a bad war before but I would say that's the first one I have seen in my life time.
I could not talk; I could not stop thinking about it. 12.9.2002
what a mess.
The two towers of New York had gone through bombing planes.
They were very tall towers, I am sure those towers must have taken a long time to build.
I feel sorry for whomever it was know who worked so hard to build those towers.
There was not just 1000s of lives lost, a lot of homes had been broken and smashed.
The two towers of New York had gone through bombing planes.
They were very tall towers, I am sure those towers must have taken a long time to build.
I feel sorry for whomever it was know who worked so hard to build those towers.
There was not just 1000s of lives lost, a lot of homes had been broken and smashed.
A fireman had been rolling down the stairwell floor by floor.
The whole building collapsed.
Five other fire fighters and police officers near enough lost their lives. 12.9.2002
Five other fire fighters and police officers near enough lost their lives. 12.9.2002
Sometimes hurtful things happen for the best.
Life is here to enjoy but sometimes all good things have to come to an end.
You have plenty to look forward to but happiness may take it's time to come back.
Sadly we can't get by without making mistakes and learning from them but how many of us do?
We are only human: no one is perfect.
It may take a long time while we want to get but most of us get there in the end.
At least once if not more in our lives something will happen what we don't like, that's life for everyone.
So long down the line I hope I will be right that some disappointing things happen for the best.
Most pain can turns into happiness.
I hope you will be glad of my advice one day, I hope I will be right in some things if I am not right in all.
It will be hard for us to understand that I was once your age.
I had strong feelings towards people that I have had to learn to accept what I wanted was not possible.
When you get as old as me, you will understand that disappointing things can happen for a good reason.
The reason is you may like me a lot now but you may not like me at all in ten years time, you could get fed up of looking at an old woman like me.
Life is here to enjoy but sometimes all good things have to come to an end.
You have plenty to look forward to but happiness may take it's time to come back.
Sadly we can't get by without making mistakes and learning from them but how many of us do?
We are only human: no one is perfect.
It may take a long time while we want to get but most of us get there in the end.
At least once if not more in our lives something will happen what we don't like, that's life for everyone.
So long down the line I hope I will be right that some disappointing things happen for the best.
Most pain can turns into happiness.
I hope you will be glad of my advice one day, I hope I will be right in some things if I am not right in all.
It will be hard for us to understand that I was once your age.
I had strong feelings towards people that I have had to learn to accept what I wanted was not possible.
When you get as old as me, you will understand that disappointing things can happen for a good reason.
The reason is you may like me a lot now but you may not like me at all in ten years time, you could get fed up of looking at an old woman like me.
This could save us quite a
lot of hurt and pain.
You don't need to be tied down to someone like me. 20.8.2002
You don't need to be tied down to someone like me. 20.8.2002
Studying
poetry.
I am studying to remind myself how I can interest my readers.
Sometimes I can think of a subject others times I can't.
I don't except everyone to be interested in what I write as long some people are.
I dream to be mostly a romantic poet.
I dream to write fiction and non fiction.
I dream to be a poet of all or many subjects.
I dream to write poetry of good and bad in life.
I dream to understand the minds of animals and human beings.
I dream to put down what goes through my mind from pen onto paper. 8.9.2002
I am studying to remind myself how I can interest my readers.
Sometimes I can think of a subject others times I can't.
I don't except everyone to be interested in what I write as long some people are.
I dream to be mostly a romantic poet.
I dream to write fiction and non fiction.
I dream to be a poet of all or many subjects.
I dream to write poetry of good and bad in life.
I dream to understand the minds of animals and human beings.
I dream to put down what goes through my mind from pen onto paper. 8.9.2002
I love the
sun, sand and sea.
Nice to have a hot summer without the cold winter.
Nice to have a hot summer without the cold winter.
Not too hot just warm.
The bright yellow sun shines on the deep blue sea from the deep blue sky onto the yellow sand and the deep blue sea.
The bright yellow sun shines on the deep blue sea from the deep blue sky onto the yellow sand and the deep blue sea.
That says it all. 8.9.2002
End of war.
Loving arms round the man you love.
No weeping and crying unless your love is not alive.
Living at peace and love at last.
The future to think about and look forward to.7.9.2002
Loving arms round the man you love.
No weeping and crying unless your love is not alive.
Living at peace and love at last.
The future to think about and look forward to.7.9.2002
War verse.
Feeling the future in sin and alone.
Death and live is so cruel.
Blood and burns is what you saw.
It was not all sad times.
Happiness, dancing, sings and having a good time, which hides the sadness of the war away with the hurts and losses of life.
Memories of love.
Tears of the past and happiness of the future.
Survivors who are injured.
Cradle the war babies to sleep.
Feel angry about the war. 8.9.2002
Feeling the future in sin and alone.
Death and live is so cruel.
Blood and burns is what you saw.
It was not all sad times.
Happiness, dancing, sings and having a good time, which hides the sadness of the war away with the hurts and losses of life.
Memories of love.
Tears of the past and happiness of the future.
Survivors who are injured.
Cradle the war babies to sleep.
Feel angry about the war. 8.9.2002
Freedom at
last.
Sleep in peace.
What a horror of war.
What emptiness without love.
Life goes on, it hurts, and we will get by.
Lucky for the ones who have the men they love. 7.9.2002
Sleep in peace.
What a horror of war.
What emptiness without love.
Life goes on, it hurts, and we will get by.
Lucky for the ones who have the men they love. 7.9.2002
Yesterday has
gone.
Yesterday has gone, live for today and tomorrow is another day.
Yesterday may have been a bad day, think of today as a good and tomorrow is an even better day.
There's no perfect life otherwise life would be boring.
Just start all over again tomorrow.
Always think forward never think back.
Always think well never though bad.
Enjoy the good times but be strong to the bad times. 2000 onwards
Yesterday has gone, live for today and tomorrow is another day.
Yesterday may have been a bad day, think of today as a good and tomorrow is an even better day.
There's no perfect life otherwise life would be boring.
Just start all over again tomorrow.
Always think forward never think back.
Always think well never though bad.
Enjoy the good times but be strong to the bad times. 2000 onwards
What it would be like to see no one.
It would be a lonely world to see no one.
There's no one to talk to, no one to help, and no to ask a question or give an answer to.
It's so dark when you are allowed but then there's no one to tell you anything that you don't want to hear.
You may need to hear some things whether you like to hear them or not because they could be words of truth. 2000 onwards.
It would be a lonely world to see no one.
There's no one to talk to, no one to help, and no to ask a question or give an answer to.
It's so dark when you are allowed but then there's no one to tell you anything that you don't want to hear.
You may need to hear some things whether you like to hear them or not because they could be words of truth. 2000 onwards.
When I first saw you I knew I wanted you.
Butterflies flew through my stomach.
How it broke my heart we both broke up.
I could not help missing you so much.
I could not believe you could leave me for her.
I hated her so much but I loved you so much, I still feel that way now. 2000 onwards.
Eddie dog.
Eddie dog loves playing with his ball, well with anything soft, which includes human's soft objects.
Eddie is a naughty but funny and nice dog.
Eddie needs his headlock on when you take him out for a walk, he pulls you too hard.
Eddie is getting an old boy but it never seems like, he does not seem to slow down.
He still plays with anything and everything he can see.
He still messes with people's shoes and socks.
When he needs a long sleep, he will wake for his dinner and walk. 2001
Eddie dog loves playing with his ball, well with anything soft, which includes human's soft objects.
Eddie is a naughty but funny and nice dog.
Eddie needs his headlock on when you take him out for a walk, he pulls you too hard.
Eddie is getting an old boy but it never seems like, he does not seem to slow down.
He still plays with anything and everything he can see.
He still messes with people's shoes and socks.
When he needs a long sleep, he will wake for his dinner and walk. 2001
Bonfire night.
Weeks before bonfire night, you hear the fire works keep going off all night; it gives us such a fright.
The good thing about it is that they give nights plenty of light.
People practicing before bonfire night.
The flashing lights are so bright for your eyes. 26.5.2002
Weeks before bonfire night, you hear the fire works keep going off all night; it gives us such a fright.
The good thing about it is that they give nights plenty of light.
People practicing before bonfire night.
The flashing lights are so bright for your eyes. 26.5.2002
Granny
My Granny used to sit and talk to her friends and family in her chair.
Like all Grannies she she'd fall a sleep in her rocking chair like a baby sleeps in their cot.
Now Granny's chair is empty and bare.
My Granny has think sliver gray naturally curly hair.
She used to talk looking at you through those lovely kinds’ eyes as she would stair.
I'd even feel lost without seeing Granny mostly when I go to her house where my Father lives.
I'd even saw my Grandfather, Father and Uncle after she died.
Like Granny's funerals we went to say good bye,
I did not cry because she would not wanted us to cry, she lived a grand old age of eighty - three. 1997 – 2000
Like all Grannies she she'd fall a sleep in her rocking chair like a baby sleeps in their cot.
Now Granny's chair is empty and bare.
My Granny has think sliver gray naturally curly hair.
She used to talk looking at you through those lovely kinds’ eyes as she would stair.
I'd even feel lost without seeing Granny mostly when I go to her house where my Father lives.
I'd even saw my Grandfather, Father and Uncle after she died.
Like Granny's funerals we went to say good bye,
I did not cry because she would not wanted us to cry, she lived a grand old age of eighty - three. 1997 – 2000
The big tiger.
The big tiger will bit if he needs to bit.
You will wake up in the night with a fright.
The big tiger seems to have evil eyes.
The big tiger also have very bright orange stripes.1997 – 2012
You will wake up in the night with a fright.
The big tiger seems to have evil eyes.
The big tiger also have very bright orange stripes.1997 – 2012
Gray planes flying in the sky.
Bleeding wounds and died bodies what a bloody mess the world is in.
Love and home is where the heart is.
Ships sailing in the water from place to place.
Some soldiers live and others died. 31.1.2001
The First World War was what you called the Great War.
How bad is that because no war is great?
This must have been Kaiser Williams' idea to call the Great War.
Still, what does one except Kaiser was the person who made the First World War possible? Wilfred Owen, Siegfried Sassoon, Rupert Brooke and many more First World war poets who were First World war soldiers.
It was Hitler who made the Second World War possible having been a soldier in thFirst World War.
Hitler’s reason for the Second World War is
because he wants the Germans to win because they did not win the First World
War, it did not get him anywhere because the Germans did not win either wars.
In the mean time Hitler destroyed Jews, Disabled people, Gays and lives of all kinds of people with difference race.
What a dangerous man Hitler was!
Now the Gulf war is here the Germans are keeping out, they haven't got the money anymore.
The German's are not really to blame for both wars the blame is Kaiser Williams and Hitler for creating those two world wars, the Germans just took their orders.
The British and the Americans beat the Germans
but some people say it would have been better if the Germans would have won,
they think Britain and the States would have been a better place if we would
have lost the Germans.In the mean time Hitler destroyed Jews, Disabled people, Gays and lives of all kinds of people with difference race.
What a dangerous man Hitler was!
Now the Gulf war is here the Germans are keeping out, they haven't got the money anymore.
The German's are not really to blame for both wars the blame is Kaiser Williams and Hitler for creating those two world wars, the Germans just took their orders.
It does not mean that I have been told the right information about
counties been better off if they would have lost Two World wars, it does not
mean I understood clearly what people said to me.
A lot of men suffered Mustard gas in the First World War my Grandfather's Father was one of them.
People wore Gas masks to protect themselves from bombs, smoke and etc in the air.
A lot of men suffered Mustard gas in the First World War my Grandfather's Father was one of them.
People wore Gas masks to protect themselves from bombs, smoke and etc in the air.
A lot of soldiers sank in their boots in the
muddy bogs.
Sore wounded soldiers had been hibernated from place to place.
Bodies of dead soldiers are anywhere and everywhere.
Sleep in peace not war.
What a horror of war!
The world is full of emptiness without love.
What does it matter about peoples' religion, nationality and colour of skin, they are what and who they just like we are?
What we tend to forget is that these men that died so young in this messy war died to give us our lives but lost their own.
We have a lot to thank these young men but these men were old than us but yet younger than us, they did not even have chance to experience life like we have, we must thank our lucky stars. 31.1.2001 - 23.4.2003 - 19.8.2012
Sore wounded soldiers had been hibernated from place to place.
Bodies of dead soldiers are anywhere and everywhere.
Sleep in peace not war.
What a horror of war!
The world is full of emptiness without love.
What does it matter about peoples' religion, nationality and colour of skin, they are what and who they just like we are?
What we tend to forget is that these men that died so young in this messy war died to give us our lives but lost their own.
We have a lot to thank these young men but these men were old than us but yet younger than us, they did not even have chance to experience life like we have, we must thank our lucky stars. 31.1.2001 - 23.4.2003 - 19.8.2012
The Second
World.
Tears from woman when their lovers who have had to go to war.
There was rain of sadness for them all.
Not knowing whether or not they are going to see their lovers again.
Death and life can be so cruel, if the world is that cruel why was it made?
There were blood and burns anywhere and everywhere.
It was not all sad times that people sing, dance is happy but they were trying to make out what was this bloody war was about.
There's no prefect world, things can't be good all the time but the world gets crueller. 31.1.2001
War poem.
It's time to kiss and say bye.
Good hearts miss one another.
There are memories of tears, sadness and happiness.
It becomes a mystery what the future does, not know whether your love one is going to live or not.
It's very hard to have a war that you do not wonder about being wounded or the loss of life. 31.1.2001
It's time to kiss and say bye.
Good hearts miss one another.
There are memories of tears, sadness and happiness.
It becomes a mystery what the future does, not know whether your love one is going to live or not.
It's very hard to have a war that you do not wonder about being wounded or the loss of life. 31.1.2001
Freedom at
last.
Looking forward to the
future is very hard to do.
There are young children and adults with their whole lives ahead of them.
Young men and woman risking their lives to save others.
Wouldn't it be nice to say freedom at last?
It gets too much when everyone rightly wants peace so why have war then we will always have peace? 31.1.2001
There are young children and adults with their whole lives ahead of them.
Young men and woman risking their lives to save others.
Wouldn't it be nice to say freedom at last?
It gets too much when everyone rightly wants peace so why have war then we will always have peace? 31.1.2001
You've lived a
good long life.
The Germans made your life hell one way or the other in the Second World War.
Now everyone likes all their own people in their own country let alone other counties.
There's no point of being raciest: there's no point of war.
Life is hard enough without war.
Sometimes you can lose friendships when your country is given a bad name.
We are all human beings.
If everyone liked everyone in the world it would be a perfect and a boring world.
People full out enough without fights.
You have a had good long life.
You told the family things about the Second World War.
Times have changed so much like they do, we have not done and saw what you have done and saw.
The Germans made your life hell one way or the other in the Second World War.
Now everyone likes all their own people in their own country let alone other counties.
There's no point of being raciest: there's no point of war.
Life is hard enough without war.
Sometimes you can lose friendships when your country is given a bad name.
We are all human beings.
If everyone liked everyone in the world it would be a perfect and a boring world.
People full out enough without fights.
You have a had good long life.
You told the family things about the Second World War.
Times have changed so much like they do, we have not done and saw what you have done and saw.
We are not like you, we have not lived.
We do not know we are born.
If it had not have been for you we would not have been here today.
You clever brave soldier who lived through the Germans giving you such a hard time.
We thank our lucky stars we have not been through what you have been through.
Not many of us will risk our lives for others, what is wrong with us; we are not as brave as you were Granddad?
You enjoyed the good times and copied with the bad times.
That's more than I can say for us in the world today.
We must not make a fuss about our bad times which were not as bad as what you bad times were.
Thank you for giving us day by day in the best way you can.
When there's a will there's a way of coping with the hardest things in life.
If you got through hard times surly we can.
However big or small the problem we will get through the days and nights of our lives.
More problems mended in the end but sometimes you can't mend what has been broken.
You lived to be eighty - six and came home to my Gran at the end of the Second World War.
We are all glad that you lived a grand old age but we miss you more and more.
You were tried and had enough of the bad in life but you miss the good.
We remember you with happiness.
Rest in peace Granddad.
Thank you from us all.
We do not know we are born.
If it had not have been for you we would not have been here today.
You clever brave soldier who lived through the Germans giving you such a hard time.
We thank our lucky stars we have not been through what you have been through.
Not many of us will risk our lives for others, what is wrong with us; we are not as brave as you were Granddad?
You enjoyed the good times and copied with the bad times.
That's more than I can say for us in the world today.
We must not make a fuss about our bad times which were not as bad as what you bad times were.
Thank you for giving us day by day in the best way you can.
When there's a will there's a way of coping with the hardest things in life.
If you got through hard times surly we can.
However big or small the problem we will get through the days and nights of our lives.
More problems mended in the end but sometimes you can't mend what has been broken.
You lived to be eighty - six and came home to my Gran at the end of the Second World War.
We are all glad that you lived a grand old age but we miss you more and more.
You were tried and had enough of the bad in life but you miss the good.
We remember you with happiness.
Rest in peace Granddad.
Thank you from us all.
However, never mind and
never worry. 31.1.2001 - 22.4.2003 - 18.8.2012
Love and War.
Husbands and boyfriends go to fight at war.
Wives and girlfriends waiting at the door.
What if he falls in love with someone else?
What if he dies and does not pull through.
Oh god I will cry, oh my oh my.
The baby cries, no milk and why?
No money to buy milk.
Now I need my true love even more and more.
Is that him knocking at the door?
My word darling I need you more.
Five years at war is a long time.
Please darling can I nurse you wounds.
Cheer up darling you have won the war; there is not a war anymore.
I will nurse you darling more and more until you are well, I would not dream of letting you dwell.
Husbands and boyfriends go to fight at war.
Wives and girlfriends waiting at the door.
What if he falls in love with someone else?
What if he dies and does not pull through.
Oh god I will cry, oh my oh my.
The baby cries, no milk and why?
No money to buy milk.
Now I need my true love even more and more.
Is that him knocking at the door?
My word darling I need you more.
Five years at war is a long time.
Please darling can I nurse you wounds.
Cheer up darling you have won the war; there is not a war anymore.
I will nurse you darling more and more until you are well, I would not dream of letting you dwell.
Loving arms from the man
you love who served his country.
No more weeping tears.
It's just look if he's still alive.
Peace at last.
The future is now what you think about.1997 - 2001 - 19.8.2012
No more weeping tears.
It's just look if he's still alive.
Peace at last.
The future is now what you think about.1997 - 2001 - 19.8.2012
The First
World War soldier's mind.
It's November to December time, my world is a fall of sinking in a muddy bog.
Bombs, shooting and fighting going on, my best mates dying in mud.
My mates have all gone; I have girl or family to stay with at Christmas time. 31.1.2001
It's November to December time, my world is a fall of sinking in a muddy bog.
Bombs, shooting and fighting going on, my best mates dying in mud.
My mates have all gone; I have girl or family to stay with at Christmas time. 31.1.2001
People left
behind.
It's very sad for
families, lovers and friends when someone dies from war.
My heart bleeds for people who have lost their loved ones through all wars at all times.
Some people feel hopeless when they are here and the people are over there.
If I were not disabled I'd go to risk my life to save others.
I hope as many people as possible will put through this war now, even if we have had to learn to accept lost lives. 31.1.2001
My heart bleeds for people who have lost their loved ones through all wars at all times.
Some people feel hopeless when they are here and the people are over there.
If I were not disabled I'd go to risk my life to save others.
I hope as many people as possible will put through this war now, even if we have had to learn to accept lost lives. 31.1.2001
11th September
2001.
It's hard to forget the two towers falling down in New York.
The 11th September 2001 is on your mind all the time.
It's hard to sleep, you feel so weak.
It's such a shock when you lose the people you love; I guess this has given so much danger to buildings and homes.
Remembering the people you knew for the people they were.
Heaven should be a peaceful place for them.
No one else will be the same to you but sadly life goes on.
They are in their own worlds sleeping and dreaming in peace.
They want you to live day by day.
They want to feel better by your lives and for you to live better lives than what they did.
You can't be sad all the time.
Every 11th September will sadly be a reminder for you that you don't need to be reminded of but a chance to remember the happy times you had together. 31.10.2002 - 1.11.2002
Fright and
fear.
Does anyone know whether or not, if Brush and Briar have done the right thing by this war?
I don't think they have done the right thing; this war could kill the world with crime on top.
The world wants peace and love not greed and war.
We want to keep away from people who hate us.
Don't kill!
The devil will get you in the end, if there is life after death.
We will live in heaven to give peace and love.
You will live in hell with the devil if there is such a thing to believe in.
This is a message to people who want to give war to people; you will live and dwell in hell. 3-9.3.2003
Does anyone know whether or not, if Brush and Briar have done the right thing by this war?
I don't think they have done the right thing; this war could kill the world with crime on top.
The world wants peace and love not greed and war.
We want to keep away from people who hate us.
Don't kill!
The devil will get you in the end, if there is life after death.
We will live in heaven to give peace and love.
You will live in hell with the devil if there is such a thing to believe in.
This is a message to people who want to give war to people; you will live and dwell in hell. 3-9.3.2003
I don't
believe what I hear.
Many a times I have woke
up hoping that the war was just a nightmare.
We are still trying to find out who was to blame for September 11th 2001.
Proof or not, why jump the gun, it could be anybody or anyone it may even boo more than one.
These things need to be looked into a bit more slowly and carefully.
The British government is giving the British people a bad name, when not every British person is to blame for this war.
Did Sardam cause the war? Who knows!
Why let more and more people get killed?
Too many good heroes out there risking their lives to save others.
With war most people sadly get killed in the end.
We had been told that Sardam had killed a lot of his own people in Iraqi.
People say Sardam is a very cure and hurtful man.
People in Iraqi don't have water, food and clothes because of Sardam. 10-13.3.2003
We are still trying to find out who was to blame for September 11th 2001.
Proof or not, why jump the gun, it could be anybody or anyone it may even boo more than one.
These things need to be looked into a bit more slowly and carefully.
The British government is giving the British people a bad name, when not every British person is to blame for this war.
Did Sardam cause the war? Who knows!
Why let more and more people get killed?
Too many good heroes out there risking their lives to save others.
With war most people sadly get killed in the end.
We had been told that Sardam had killed a lot of his own people in Iraqi.
People say Sardam is a very cure and hurtful man.
People in Iraqi don't have water, food and clothes because of Sardam. 10-13.3.2003
What's going
to happen?
What a nightmare that's so
true.
What is this world coming to, I think this is world war three, this could be killing we.
My question is!
Are we going to be having more than thousands of lives lost round the world?
How much is this war going to cost, more lives lost extra cost on tax?
Will it get to the stage that we could be all dead with no world?
I hope there are some people around to read this poem.
There's no question or answer, no right, no wrong.
No one can see the future to what it's going to give us.
Tomorrow is just another day and tonight is unknown.
Tomorrow is yet to come. 13-16.3.2003
What is this world coming to, I think this is world war three, this could be killing we.
My question is!
Are we going to be having more than thousands of lives lost round the world?
How much is this war going to cost, more lives lost extra cost on tax?
Will it get to the stage that we could be all dead with no world?
I hope there are some people around to read this poem.
There's no question or answer, no right, no wrong.
No one can see the future to what it's going to give us.
Tomorrow is just another day and tonight is unknown.
Tomorrow is yet to come. 13-16.3.2003
Peace.
We want this war to be over.
We want our lives to be lived to the full, knowing that we will still be here tomorrow.
Be happy to live your life how you want and the best way you can.
No one knows how you and I are going to end up being. 17.3.2003
We want our lives to be lived to the full, knowing that we will still be here tomorrow.
Be happy to live your life how you want and the best way you can.
No one knows how you and I are going to end up being. 17.3.2003
Love.
Give the world as much love as you can.
It takes all kinds of people to make a war but it take all kinds of people to give love.
We are all in the same boat in ways fearing for people's lives and our own.
We should all get through this war together by loving and supporting another.
Know one will know where it will be one day to the next; most countries may be safe not but in the future who knows!
We must as much peace and love as much as we can but no war.
Be brave enough to take it day by day. 12-13.5.2003
Give the world as much love as you can.
It takes all kinds of people to make a war but it take all kinds of people to give love.
We are all in the same boat in ways fearing for people's lives and our own.
We should all get through this war together by loving and supporting another.
Know one will know where it will be one day to the next; most countries may be safe not but in the future who knows!
We must as much peace and love as much as we can but no war.
Be brave enough to take it day by day. 12-13.5.2003
War and peace.
What a life.
Make sure you have good times.
Try to get through the bad times.
You start off young.
You end up old but then you learn a lot more than you know now.
Everyone wonders about what life all is all about whether it's a waste or not.
Life is what you make it, if you make it good, it's no waste at all.
What a life.
Make sure you have good times.
Try to get through the bad times.
You start off young.
You end up old but then you learn a lot more than you know now.
Everyone wonders about what life all is all about whether it's a waste or not.
Life is what you make it, if you make it good, it's no waste at all.
There are too many people
risking their lives for others.
They are risking their lives for you and me.
We are risking our lives in our country in order to live our lives.
There are too many dangerous people about on this earth sadly.
Heaven could be the most peaceful place to be if there is a place called heaven.14-15.5.2003 - 23.4.2003 - 19.8.2012
They are risking their lives for you and me.
We are risking our lives in our country in order to live our lives.
There are too many dangerous people about on this earth sadly.
Heaven could be the most peaceful place to be if there is a place called heaven.14-15.5.2003 - 23.4.2003 - 19.8.2012
Mothers and children stuffing from war.
Babies been born during the war.
Life can get shorter by war but we can be strong enough to pull through war.
Lives can be put at risk everywhere with bombs going off in schools and children wearing gas masks.
Never knowing how many people live and how many die. 15-16.5.2003
Hurt.
Sleeping and hanging around the streets feeling weak.
No one knows what the future holds.
Many children are in care without families of their own.
There's so much terror out there, they are in need of peace and love.
It's very sad that so many young people lose their live so soon.
How can we see them suffer with so much pain?
They are so brave to stand the pain.
How can we heel the wounds from been scared for life or death.
Having had to cope with hurt through war, what about the children who get beaten up by adults.
It's such a cruel world out there. 16-19.5.2
Who is!
Who is or who are the person or people who caused the 11th 2001 war?
That person or even those people could be alive or even dead.
He or she could be anywhere to be.
Nobody knows the answers.
President Brush should not jump the gun.
He's giving America a bad name saying it's Saddam Hussein.
No one can just blame anyone 23.5.2003
Who is or who are the person or people who caused the 11th 2001 war?
That person or even those people could be alive or even dead.
He or she could be anywhere to be.
Nobody knows the answers.
President Brush should not jump the gun.
He's giving America a bad name saying it's Saddam Hussein.
No one can just blame anyone 23.5.2003
Death.
We all suffer lose of
love.
This brings pain to everyone.
These things happen through war, illnesses, car crashes and etc.
All we have left is memories.
One life lost another one starts. 26.5.2003
This brings pain to everyone.
These things happen through war, illnesses, car crashes and etc.
All we have left is memories.
One life lost another one starts. 26.5.2003
Coping.
No one to talk to.
No children, no Grandchildren.
No one cares.
Far too cold, I want to be warm.
No where to cool down, it's too easy to pass out.
Not knowing whether or not tomorrow is going to be a good or bad day.
Are there going to be homes for the homeless, many have lived like this since the 2nd world war. At night I look at the stars.
I make my private wish.
I accept death that people are looking and thinking what they would think and say to what I do, don't, say and don't say.
They could be watching every little step and sound I make laughing crying.
Watch what you say and think how people who you have would response to how you live your life now. 28.5.2003 - 29.5.2002 -18.8.2012
No one to talk to.
No children, no Grandchildren.
No one cares.
Far too cold, I want to be warm.
No where to cool down, it's too easy to pass out.
Not knowing whether or not tomorrow is going to be a good or bad day.
Are there going to be homes for the homeless, many have lived like this since the 2nd world war. At night I look at the stars.
I make my private wish.
I accept death that people are looking and thinking what they would think and say to what I do, don't, say and don't say.
They could be watching every little step and sound I make laughing crying.
Watch what you say and think how people who you have would response to how you live your life now. 28.5.2003 - 29.5.2002 -18.8.2012
Why not?
Why not have peace, love and freedom?
Why have bad people breaking this world?
Why suffer so much pain?
Why feel as if someone or something is missing out your life?
The bad people may die but it does not bring back the good people who they killed.
Really only the good die young.
29.5.2003
Why not have peace, love and freedom?
Why have bad people breaking this world?
Why suffer so much pain?
Why feel as if someone or something is missing out your life?
The bad people may die but it does not bring back the good people who they killed.
Really only the good die young.
29.5.2003
what next?
Why is the tunnel so dark?
Why can't we see the light at the end of the tunnel?
Where are we going to end up?
Will we ever get peace and love?
Will we ever be happy enough to put behind fear, fright and pain?
Will we be forever brave?
Will we ever feel human again? 3.5.2003
Why is the tunnel so dark?
Why can't we see the light at the end of the tunnel?
Where are we going to end up?
Will we ever get peace and love?
Will we ever be happy enough to put behind fear, fright and pain?
Will we be forever brave?
Will we ever feel human again? 3.5.2003
People.
People who are unlucky don't show their true feelings.
They don't show their sadness, they still smile and laugh even thought they feel as if the world is coming down on them.
Most lucky people show unhappiness all the time and they become greedy.
We lucky people should show smiles and happiness.
We must be happy with what we have got.
We must help the unlucky people become lucky.
Most rich people are greedy, they want more once they get it all.
Most poor people are as happy as if they have got the world.
People who are unlucky don't show their true feelings.
They don't show their sadness, they still smile and laugh even thought they feel as if the world is coming down on them.
Most lucky people show unhappiness all the time and they become greedy.
We lucky people should show smiles and happiness.
We must be happy with what we have got.
We must help the unlucky people become lucky.
Most rich people are greedy, they want more once they get it all.
Most poor people are as happy as if they have got the world.
Most people who have just
enough money to live on help the poor out but most of the rich are out for
their selves.
The poor have no choice neither do the people who are just about lucky enough to have enough to live on.
More poor people seem to be kinder than most rich.
Some people who are well off are just alright.
One saying that has always stood the rich is getting richer: the poor are getting poorer.
The well off can go either one way or the other.
(What is life all about?)
Even though we live life everyday, it's still hard to understand.
(Does anyone even understand the human brain?) 2-6.62004
The poor have no choice neither do the people who are just about lucky enough to have enough to live on.
More poor people seem to be kinder than most rich.
Some people who are well off are just alright.
One saying that has always stood the rich is getting richer: the poor are getting poorer.
The well off can go either one way or the other.
(What is life all about?)
Even though we live life everyday, it's still hard to understand.
(Does anyone even understand the human brain?) 2-6.62004
What a life.
Iraqi has had enough of Saddam Hussan.
They say he has taken away their food, water and clothes.
Britain has had enough muggings, murders and goodness knows what.
America has the same problem as Britain.
Bair and Brush think they can attack Saddam Hussan without Iraqi.
That's very hard without feeling guilty that thousands of poor people may be killed in Iraqi.
This is world war 3.
I can understand why the Iraq civilians hate Saddam so much for what he put them through.
Saddam started off wanting to fight Britain and American as well as his own people.
The last Gulf war was in 1991.
On and off for 20 years this war has seemed to have carried on to other counties.
There was talk about the war been over back 2003 when it had yet again begun?
We all hate wars!
Iraqi has had enough of Saddam Hussan.
They say he has taken away their food, water and clothes.
Britain has had enough muggings, murders and goodness knows what.
America has the same problem as Britain.
Bair and Brush think they can attack Saddam Hussan without Iraqi.
That's very hard without feeling guilty that thousands of poor people may be killed in Iraqi.
This is world war 3.
I can understand why the Iraq civilians hate Saddam so much for what he put them through.
Saddam started off wanting to fight Britain and American as well as his own people.
The last Gulf war was in 1991.
On and off for 20 years this war has seemed to have carried on to other counties.
There was talk about the war been over back 2003 when it had yet again begun?
We all hate wars!
While the soldiers were in Iraqi, Saddam went
off else where.
No one knew whether Saddam was dead or alive.
Everyone was all on edge in case he came back to harm his own people.
No one knew whether Saddam was dead or alive.
Everyone was all on edge in case he came back to harm his own people.
This would have caused
them more pain.
The soldiers wanted to go home.
The soldiers wanted to know that the civilians were living peaceful lives.
We thought the Saddam war would have carried on, it's seemed to have lasted forever until Britain and America killed him. 23.4.2003 - 6.6.2003 - 19.8.2012
The soldiers wanted to go home.
The soldiers wanted to know that the civilians were living peaceful lives.
We thought the Saddam war would have carried on, it's seemed to have lasted forever until Britain and America killed him. 23.4.2003 - 6.6.2003 - 19.8.2012
Humanity.
I am not against humanity, I am human myself.
There should be no one against humanity because we are all human.
Why is there war, stop the war!
Feel free to go to church if or and when you want!
Don't do what you don't want to do!
Be the person you want to be.
You are still human if you’re black and you’re still human if you’re white.
You should be welcome where you want to be but counties must not be over crowded with people because we all should have human rights.
Feel free to walk away if you’re not happy with but society should not give you anything to fright you should feel free.
I am not against humanity, I am human myself.
There should be no one against humanity because we are all human.
Why is there war, stop the war!
Feel free to go to church if or and when you want!
Don't do what you don't want to do!
Be the person you want to be.
You are still human if you’re black and you’re still human if you’re white.
You should be welcome where you want to be but counties must not be over crowded with people because we all should have human rights.
Feel free to walk away if you’re not happy with but society should not give you anything to fright you should feel free.
Life is too short to waste
without making it any worse than it is.
There should be something to be happy about, smile about and laugh about.
For far too long now we have had too much to cry about so let's stop upsetting one another!
There should be something to be happy about, smile about and laugh about.
For far too long now we have had too much to cry about so let's stop upsetting one another!
I know the world seems to be falling to pieces but we can live in hope.
Take everything as it comes.
Do whatever makes you happy.
Crying and thinking about it all the while is not going to end.Losing a friend or a member of the family is very sad.
Take everything as it comes.
Do whatever makes you happy.
Crying and thinking about it all the while is not going to end.Losing a friend or a member of the family is very sad.
Get support off people that will help you get on with your life.
You are strong one way or the other.
We all know it's not possible to live a perfect life, we can't get good news all the while but there's far too much bad news today.
Winter cold, snow, rain, hale, sleet and wind.
Autumn, cold winds blowing the leaves on the trees that change from green to golden brown bit by bit.
Hot sunny days sun baying.
You are strong one way or the other.
We all know it's not possible to live a perfect life, we can't get good news all the while but there's far too much bad news today.
Winter cold, snow, rain, hale, sleet and wind.
Autumn, cold winds blowing the leaves on the trees that change from green to golden brown bit by bit.
Hot sunny days sun baying.
Most green leaves create a
lovely green leaves on the trees for a garden life.
Thoughts. They lose their
lives to save others.
The hurt, pain and upset for family and friends.
We should love one another over the loss of our loved ones.
We will never know how long it's going to last.
We wonder if any of us are going to be here at all.
No matter what views we have got, we want peace and love. 6-6-12.62003 – 12.6.2003
The hurt, pain and upset for family and friends.
We should love one another over the loss of our loved ones.
We will never know how long it's going to last.
We wonder if any of us are going to be here at all.
No matter what views we have got, we want peace and love. 6-6-12.62003 – 12.6.2003
Will it ever end?
Why is there war, will it ever end?
Be careful people!
There's nothing we can do about this war unless it ends.
It will take as long as it takes, which make seem like forever or never.
Make the most of life; you will never know what's round the dark condor.
There's no point falling out over war no point at all.
Whatever we all think we are all suffering in our own way.
Life becomes wasted if you let it so make the most of it
why can't the earth be quiet?
Why is not life worth living?
We all know or should know that the world is not black and white, it look at it in the right light.
Why is there war, will it ever end?
Be careful people!
There's nothing we can do about this war unless it ends.
It will take as long as it takes, which make seem like forever or never.
Make the most of life; you will never know what's round the dark condor.
There's no point falling out over war no point at all.
Whatever we all think we are all suffering in our own way.
Life becomes wasted if you let it so make the most of it
why can't the earth be quiet?
Why is not life worth living?
We all know or should know that the world is not black and white, it look at it in the right light.
If you wait long enough
there's a bright light at the end of that tunnel, just don't stop until you get
there, it's a long way to see it but it's there.
There's far too much crime without causing more in this country with
causing more and without causing war.
The only thing that could be causing that there are far too many people in the world but we also have rights to live where we live.
There does not seem to be enough money around to keep far many people in one country so government should think more carefully and about the people who were born and still live in their country.
So many lives have been lost through war and crime, its cruelty to humanity.
Stop it all now!
Stop harming the lives of children as well as teenagers and adults!
We don't know how bigger mountain we have to climb.
We don't know how much life is left but cherish every moment at your best.
The only thing that could be causing that there are far too many people in the world but we also have rights to live where we live.
There does not seem to be enough money around to keep far many people in one country so government should think more carefully and about the people who were born and still live in their country.
So many lives have been lost through war and crime, its cruelty to humanity.
Stop it all now!
Stop harming the lives of children as well as teenagers and adults!
We don't know how bigger mountain we have to climb.
We don't know how much life is left but cherish every moment at your best.
We are all together
drinking and talking.
Finding out how one another got here in the first place.
How are we going to get out of here to start to lead a normal life whatever that is?
No one should have to suffer at all.
Sadly this is part of everyone's lives.
Why is there war, there should be peace.
It's too dark to climb that mountain yet. 16-19.6.2003 - 18. 8 .2012
Finding out how one another got here in the first place.
How are we going to get out of here to start to lead a normal life whatever that is?
No one should have to suffer at all.
Sadly this is part of everyone's lives.
Why is there war, there should be peace.
It's too dark to climb that mountain yet. 16-19.6.2003 - 18. 8 .2012
Children. Children
Having nightmares and waking up crying.
There's fear when you look into their eyes.
Living with fear, when going to school, scared of been bullied, scared of abused, scared of rape and scar of bombs going off.
Screaming, shouting in fear of death.
There's enough violence in the world without causing more.
Why don't we call it one words for it all dangerous things we go through, that could be war!
There's fear when you look into their eyes.
Living with fear, when going to school, scared of been bullied, scared of abused, scared of rape and scar of bombs going off.
Screaming, shouting in fear of death.
There's enough violence in the world without causing more.
Why don't we call it one words for it all dangerous things we go through, that could be war!
There's enough fear out there for everyone.
Aircraft, shooting bombs flying through the sky.
Every fright, fear and pain.
Families worrying about children.
Thank god if the children are safe enough.
Give as much love and care as possible.
Be brave and strong as you can.
Fight through the pain and
fear.
Never walk alone in this world.
We have to look forward in time not back.
Live in hope that the war will be over soon.
Look forward to peace.
Young lives may begin then end.
Some lucky people may just come through. 22.4. 2003 - 18.8.2012
Never walk alone in this world.
We have to look forward in time not back.
Live in hope that the war will be over soon.
Look forward to peace.
Young lives may begin then end.
Some lucky people may just come through. 22.4. 2003 - 18.8.2012
The strength
to carrying on.
I can taste, sense, feel, see and hear fear.
Shooting from guns, bombs and planes.
Unhappy news events of death.
Give love, care and support.
If the world on earth is dangerous, just may be
the world in heaven is safe.
Not that I am a believer or disbeliever in earth and heaven because no one can say for sure, it's much unknown what is true or not.
My fear is its world war starting from 2003 that really started in 2001 when New York towels fell.
Let's face it the whole world could be coming down on you and me.
Be brave in hope we will get but then if the worse comes to the worst no one is alone it will all come to us altogether.
Not that I am a believer or disbeliever in earth and heaven because no one can say for sure, it's much unknown what is true or not.
My fear is its world war starting from 2003 that really started in 2001 when New York towels fell.
Let's face it the whole world could be coming down on you and me.
Be brave in hope we will get but then if the worse comes to the worst no one is alone it will all come to us altogether.
Let's hope we walk from
darkness to lightness.
Thank goodness if we see any light at all.
We have been lucky enough to miss two world wars.
Our Grannies and Granddads went through all this for us.
We don't know how lucky we are to have been born.
Everyday ups and down is a war as it is.
Through out history, we're lucky the world is still standing. 22.4.2003 - 23-25.6.2003 - 18.8.2012
Thank goodness if we see any light at all.
We have been lucky enough to miss two world wars.
Our Grannies and Granddads went through all this for us.
We don't know how lucky we are to have been born.
Everyday ups and down is a war as it is.
Through out history, we're lucky the world is still standing. 22.4.2003 - 23-25.6.2003 - 18.8.2012
Nature human life.
What a state of the human race.
Why is this case?
The fighting’s, the killings and wounded soldiers who are far too young to lose their lives.
Why are we so cruel to one another?
Why can't the world create peace not war?
We all have different views about just like all topics.
So many disagreements can turn into war.
I hate people falling out they are making war for themselves.
War is boring mainly when it goes on far too long but the truth is there should be no war.
What a state of the human race.
Why is this case?
The fighting’s, the killings and wounded soldiers who are far too young to lose their lives.
Why are we so cruel to one another?
Why can't the world create peace not war?
We all have different views about just like all topics.
So many disagreements can turn into war.
I hate people falling out they are making war for themselves.
War is boring mainly when it goes on far too long but the truth is there should be no war.
War just brings history to us all.
What it teaches us is the generation before us had it worse than us. War takes human lives away, that's not nature at all.
Young lives gone through the fault of other human beings who are not either animals or humans they are just killers.
I also hurts families and friends, leaves children without a parent or two.
These people may well risk their lives to save others but they still die.
Life is cruel to us.
We are given fear of being hated.
There's no answer to any question of war being cruel to life.
The thing is to think strong, give time and you will find happiness with something, someone somewhere some day.
Give us peace and love on eWishful thinking is to stop war.
What it teaches us is the generation before us had it worse than us. War takes human lives away, that's not nature at all.
Young lives gone through the fault of other human beings who are not either animals or humans they are just killers.
I also hurts families and friends, leaves children without a parent or two.
These people may well risk their lives to save others but they still die.
Life is cruel to us.
We are given fear of being hated.
There's no answer to any question of war being cruel to life.
The thing is to think strong, give time and you will find happiness with something, someone somewhere some day.
Give us peace and love on eWishful thinking is to stop war.
Give us a future to look forward to.
Give us freedom to live happy lives the best way we can. 26.6.2003 -18.8.2012
Give us freedom to live happy lives the best way we can. 26.6.2003 -18.8.2012
I hate going
to the dentist.
I hate going to the dentist, I hate the hooks bet ween my teeth.
It's a good job the dentist is every six mouths, I don't think I could stand it everyday.
I hate going to the dentist, I hate the hooks bet ween my teeth.
It's a good job the dentist is every six mouths, I don't think I could stand it everyday.
I do not think I could take it very much. 1997 –
2000.
What's it all
about?
What's the point of being born when there's war?
You go to school, college, work, may be marry have children or and etc.
Your parents Grandparents and great Grandparents and etc have been there before us.
All this happens then it's time to die.
What's the point of been born when there's too much pain to suffer?
Jumping the gun, when disliking other counties, to me that am racism.
People must understand we don't like everyone in our own country who is the same as us so why dislike every person difference to us?
What is the same we are all human beings?
If we all liked one another it would be a perfect boring world but let's not be racism to one another.
We should keep away from another if we can't get on with one another. 27.6.2003 - 18.8.2012
What's the point of being born when there's war?
You go to school, college, work, may be marry have children or and etc.
Your parents Grandparents and great Grandparents and etc have been there before us.
All this happens then it's time to die.
What's the point of been born when there's too much pain to suffer?
Jumping the gun, when disliking other counties, to me that am racism.
People must understand we don't like everyone in our own country who is the same as us so why dislike every person difference to us?
What is the same we are all human beings?
If we all liked one another it would be a perfect boring world but let's not be racism to one another.
We should keep away from another if we can't get on with one another. 27.6.2003 - 18.8.2012
how unkind
life can be.
You should not be lying in your coffee at such a young age.
You should be in a romantic wood.
We should be eating out in the sunshine and drinking wine together on a hot summer's day.
We should not be dead if your dead I am too.
There's handy any happiness in the world today.
I don't feel the joys of spring something is missing in my life mostly in winter weather. 20.11.2005
this poem is based on a ghost story I have been trying to write for years ' called TALKING TO THE GRAVES'.
You should not be lying in your coffee at such a young age.
You should be in a romantic wood.
We should be eating out in the sunshine and drinking wine together on a hot summer's day.
We should not be dead if your dead I am too.
There's handy any happiness in the world today.
I don't feel the joys of spring something is missing in my life mostly in winter weather. 20.11.2005
this poem is based on a ghost story I have been trying to write for years ' called TALKING TO THE GRAVES'.
my memory of
George Harrison.
Like a lot of us I never knew George as a person.
We knew George as an ex Beatle he playing and whiling his guitar gently weeps.
What was so sad was that he was not here to be sixty - four.
The happiest thing is that he did not lose his hair.
He would have got his valentine card and bottle of wine.
The sad thing was that I was not here to enjoy the sixty.
Like a lot of us I never knew George as a person.
We knew George as an ex Beatle he playing and whiling his guitar gently weeps.
What was so sad was that he was not here to be sixty - four.
The happiest thing is that he did not lose his hair.
He would have got his valentine card and bottle of wine.
The sad thing was that I was not here to enjoy the sixty.
Even though when I’m 64
wasn’t the song that George, it was Paul’s song.
Nevertheless George and Paul went to the
same school so Paul wouldn’t mind George sharing his song, when I’m 64.
I was born at the wrong time.
By the time I understood about Beatles they slit up.
When I heard the news of John Lennon when got shot that was a big shock
Sadly John Lennon died December 8th; I was only eleven years old.
However long famous people lives great talent never dies.
I was born at the wrong time.
By the time I understood about Beatles they slit up.
When I heard the news of John Lennon when got shot that was a big shock
Sadly John Lennon died December 8th; I was only eleven years old.
However long famous people lives great talent never dies.
Wherever you are George
all your music will forever shine.
We all miss him, we all kiss him.
Have nice rest George.
3.12.2001 - 4.12.2001
I think I am
having a breakdown.
I think I am having a nervous break down.
I feel like cracking up, I don't know what to do or where to turn.
I can't see what a head of me is.
Something or someone is pushing me over the edge.
What or and who could it be? 1997 – 2000
I think I am having a nervous break down.
I feel like cracking up, I don't know what to do or where to turn.
I can't see what a head of me is.
Something or someone is pushing me over the edge.
What or and who could it be? 1997 – 2000
I treasure only one history love I had.
He is just a poor confused man who does not know what he wants in life.
He is a gentle, loving and caring gentleman.
He gave and took the best he could.
I am more grateful with what he had done for me in two and a half years.
He used to be a romantic wild red rose so now that's the best he goes.
Flowers on every birthday card he send me he chose.
He used to make me feel like the lady of his life.
He is just a poor confused man who does not know what he wants in life.
He is a gentle, loving and caring gentleman.
He gave and took the best he could.
I am more grateful with what he had done for me in two and a half years.
He used to be a romantic wild red rose so now that's the best he goes.
Flowers on every birthday card he send me he chose.
He used to make me feel like the lady of his life.
I loved his smile that
made my love for him worth while.
He used to be a very wise man.
He gave me so much love that I can't believe that anyone else could replace.
The love I had for him I treasure by my lonely heart.
I know life is life but I wish we were sharing love together in our hearts.
Now those days are over, my heart has to cope with happiness, laughter, joy sadness and tears.
Happy history is not forgotten to me, it's worth being alone until I can move on to love someone better, new and get rid of all the pain I am going through. Written 1997.
He used to be a very wise man.
He gave me so much love that I can't believe that anyone else could replace.
The love I had for him I treasure by my lonely heart.
I know life is life but I wish we were sharing love together in our hearts.
Now those days are over, my heart has to cope with happiness, laughter, joy sadness and tears.
Happy history is not forgotten to me, it's worth being alone until I can move on to love someone better, new and get rid of all the pain I am going through. Written 1997.
Life.
Why is there a world?
Why are we ever born?
What is the world coming to?
Sooner we are born we are dead.
Life can hit you the face without a warning so make the most of it. 5.8.2002
Why is there a world?
Why are we ever born?
What is the world coming to?
Sooner we are born we are dead.
Life can hit you the face without a warning so make the most of it. 5.8.2002
The World.
Why war on top of crime, is it not unsafe enough?
Why war and crime at all?
Why should we live in fear of becoming victims?
It seems as if the whole world is coming to peace.
If things are how they are now, what will it be like for the next generation?
Wherever we are from, why can't we feel free in our country, instead of having to lock the door and instead having to live in fear of walking down the street?
Why do people have to hurt one another, what happen to the days if you did not like them you would not speak to them?
You would not even go near someone if you did not know them, let alone liking or disliking them, yet we were less frightened to speak to anyone back then.
Today no one knows anyone not even the people who live next door them, it's sad because people had more friends once they knew people next door to them and some people knew every person who lived in their street.
It should not matter who and what we are, we are all human beings and we all want peace.
War gives us more pain so does crime.
I must talk to you,
even though I don't know if you’re real or not.
I might be here, you might be there but either of us could be anywhere.
Whatever happened nothing has changed for us, it never will.
I saw you looking at the newspaper, you had thick blond curly hair
I started to feel something for you as a person but I thought I may have to control it because you may have a wife.
I knew there was never going to be a you and me because you may be married or not for real.
To my surprise in my dreams you kissed, I could not believe my luck.
The hard thing was I was given a choose bet ween you and your twin brother who as well could be in heaven.
It was just a dream I had that turned into a nightmare, no one knows if you were a story or real that I will never know.
I might be here, you might be there but either of us could be anywhere.
Whatever happened nothing has changed for us, it never will.
I saw you looking at the newspaper, you had thick blond curly hair
I started to feel something for you as a person but I thought I may have to control it because you may have a wife.
I knew there was never going to be a you and me because you may be married or not for real.
To my surprise in my dreams you kissed, I could not believe my luck.
The hard thing was I was given a choose bet ween you and your twin brother who as well could be in heaven.
It was just a dream I had that turned into a nightmare, no one knows if you were a story or real that I will never know.
I was so much looking forward to seeing you,
when you would have come home from war.
Whether you lived or died it was either a nightmare or a dream but not real.
I was looking forward making a fresh start.
At night, there are so many stars in the sky.
Whether you lived or died it was either a nightmare or a dream but not real.
I was looking forward making a fresh start.
At night, there are so many stars in the sky.
I really do believe that you and all good people
in heaven are there. 3-19.3.2003 -30.12.2003
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